I'm not gonna cut today
I'm not gonna let it get to me
I'm putting my blades away
Today will be different I'm gonna be free

This morning is gonna be fine
The sky will be clear and I'm gonna smile
Today the sun's gonna shine
Cus' life can be fun and not just a trial.

The sky is turning gray
The clouds are sweeping across the sun
It rains but that's okay
The cold and wet won't ruin my fun

I missed the bus today
Cus' I slipped in the mud that the rain brought
And my dad got mad on the way
Cus' he said he'd be late and it was my fault

I know I don't look great
Cus' there's mud on my jeans from where I fell
But did Sonia have to state?
As I walked in the door that I looked like hell?

But I know that's just her way
She's not being mean, even if her words burn
She's not gonna ruin my day
If she wants to be callous that's not me concern.

I screwed my test late week
I got on the scales and gained a pound
I heard them call me a freak
When I tripped during lunch and spilled coke on the ground

My dad's gonna kill me dead
When he sees my test he's gonna make
Me feel like shit, I dread
The look on his face and I'm starting to ache

I think I'm still okay
That feeling inside is rising but still
I'll…make it…through the day
With little focus and a LOT of will

I was late for class again
My watch broke down, the teacher's mad
I said I was sorry but then
The bastard announced he was calling my dad

Where are my fuckin' blades?
Forget what I said, just give me the knife
Cus' I can't make it through this day
And I don't think with out them I'd make it through life.