MY FIRST KISS

Time seems to freeze
Now that your near
The time I have longed for
Is finally here

I came to this party
To see you again
Not to be seen
Or hang with my friends

I didn't expect
You to find me
And for you to want me
I just couldn't see

Why you would seek
Me out in this crowd
To sit down and talk
And not talk aloud

My heart beat fast
When you were saying my name
Pulling me to the side
I didn't know your game

But when you said that you liked me
And moved in for the 'kill'
All my body just froze
And I just got a chill

All these thoughts in my mind
Just flashed through my head
What if I wasn't good
What if I'd misheard what you said

My heart just beat faster
Than I thought that it could
And my body grew tenser
And my joints were like wood

And I know I'm the 'man'
And I should be first
To initiate these events
But my gender is cursed

With indecision and doubt
So when you started
I was so damned happy
This is my first kiss.