There are times

When I know I can't go on

I can't look at myself

I don't want to know who I am

I can't know who I am

There are times

When this medication

Makes me someone

I know I can not be

I'm not ready to be myself

Its been too long

There are times

When all I can feel is love

There are times

When I can only see a world of hate

There are times

When I feel there is only me

There are times

When I am certain-

I can not do this.