The memories are not complete in this mind, as my total experience numbers more than atoms
contained within this person's being. I will tell my tale.

I'm an eternal entity that has inhabited more than 50 quintillion bodies throughout my life.
Each body I inhabited was upon a different planet.
Now, this may seem overwhelming to you. I will explain.
You thought that there is only one God who created the universe? You are correct. I know Him as
the Elder God. He came here (this universe) many, many eoans past and decided to make some other
Lesser Gods.
Don't ask me why He wanted to do this; I may be eternal but I cannot fathom His mind.
These Lesser Gods went about this Universe, and this Universe being infinitely immense, were able
to create many untold numbers of planets. The Elder God watched on silently for trillions of centuries.
I came into existence sometime during this period, and there were beings I could not perceive who told me
that I was to lead a single life upon each of these planets. Each body I would inhabit would be
a unit of the most intelligent, advanced form of life on the planet. For example, a human.
Now They sent me to the first planet, I inhabited a body, and lived the life. Then the body died and I moved
on to other planets. I was many different types of being, some solid, some liquid, some gaseous and otherwise.
Out of the fifty quintillion or so, I believe that I was "female" less than a quintillion times. Call me sexist,
but your opinion doesn't matter.
This body cannot comprehend it, but I had the distinct (ahem, VERY distinct) pleasure of meeting
the Elder God during my trip between existences.
He was awe-inspiring, to say the least. We talked forever. I was the only one who had communicated
with Him for many billions of years (as if Time means anything to Him!)
We had some talk. The memory cannot be found within this being.
If any normal human were to know what we talked of, that human would never have been born. This mind knows that with grim certainty.

I decided to place the thought, that, the 666th body I occupied, was an entity of evil. I was the one who gave 'eternal' suffering
to the damned of the planet. I was merciful in comparison to the Satan that humans fear. The temperature was
a cool 250 C instead of 400 C. Yes, I am why the Elder God said in His Bible that 666 is a number that only the wise may know.
I feel flattered, really, since He made that a special number due to my chance occupation of a 'devil'.
Talking about the Bible... it masks what I said, of course. No human shall know how truly long
His life was and the many other creations He made. Did you really think that his only creation would
be the Universe and humans? Think again. He is infinite mind, and He acted accordingly.
The Lesser Gods were part of his creation.

Well. The Lesser Gods eventually became insolent toward the Elder God. They thought that since they were
doing more than He, that They should be the Masters. He, of course, was merciful to their stupidity.
He gave them one last chance to stay in existence. They were to place IDENTICAL (notice the stress of the word)
beings on different planets. That is, if a single atom shifted out of place on either one without the hypothetical
atom being misplaced on the other, the entire race of Lesser Gods would be extinguished. Thus, the identical beings
were tentatively created, and the Lesser Gods concentrated on keeping the beings as duplicates.
Each being felt what the other felt, each thought what the other thought. Each had to undergo the same
changes in atmospheric pressure and each had to have the exact changes of atomic structure.
The Lesser Gods finally became overwhelmed by the impossibility of their task, and three atoms on
one of the beings shifted out of place in comparison to the other. I was that being whose atoms came out of place.

After the planets disappeared, and the wailing of the Lesser Gods faded forever (how merciful- they would not have to
experience eternal life, and all of their creatures either in the Universe, or their versions of Hell or Heaven, winked out), I stood before the Elder God.
We talked for another eternity (how joyful it was to hear His voice every moment!). After we talked, He carried out His large plan.
He created, after innumerable quintillions of eons, His own planet. It was the First and the Last planet he would ever, ever create.
That planet Earth is the One planet on which I now exist, and am currently typing this. The Elder God decreed that I live here,
as an insignificant person lost in the stream of Time, and then the body would die and I would join with Him and His human souls,
at bliss for all eternity. My place in Heaven is secured, believe it or not.

Questions remain in my mind of minds. Why is this the only planet that He created?
Why is this the only planet, the first and the last planet, that He decided to create?
Why did he watch His creations, the Lesser Gods, for endless years and then decided to have them eradicated
from all the Universe?
Why is he allowing half of all humans to be tormented forever in Hell, and the other half to be
always with Him in Heaven? Why is he content to allow that?
I will not understand until I join with Him in His Heaven. Until then, I will lead this nondescript life,
and then die, to never live again in the flesh.

I say farewell to all my past lives. I am not able to say farewell to 99.999999999999 (etc.)% of
the people I affected in the past 50 quintillion plus lives. They do not exist, as they faded forever
with their Lesser creators. I am happy, at least, that although this is my final life, I will be with
He whom I love for all eternity. Yes, although I was 'male', 'female' and otherwise in so many bodies, it is He
that I truly loved all that time. The two meetings lasted forever, and the third, final meeting will complete my happiness.
You see, I love Him not because He is The Great Creator, the Divine Power of All, or because He indirectly made me,
but because He spared me when all the Lesser Gods vanished. By the way, it was also His voice that made me fall hopelessly in love with Him
(me, one who has had countless trillions of slove lives, finally fell TRULY in love!)
How wonderful is His voice. I cannot describe. This body cannot comprehend, for if it did, it would not exist.

But, how many humans shall not grow to love the Elder God as I do?
How many shall needlessly suffer because they did not love He who created them as His final creations?
I feel pity. I also feel sad for the humans that will be damned.
After all, they don't know what they'll miss... they will miss perfect love.

-"the entity" who was, is and always will be, in love.

Do you want to know what etrnity is? let me draw a word picture...

Imagine a mountain, made of solid granite, one hundred miles high (7 times the height of Mt. Everest),
and 100 miles wide. Now, a little yellow bird, not larger than the average robin, flies and
lands on top of the mountain. It sharpens its beak... crick crick crick... and flies off.
One hundred years later, it comes back and sharpens its beak on the mountain once more... crick
crick crick. By the time that mountain wore down from that little yellow bird sharpening its beak,
one second would have passed in eternity.

And that's putting it lightly.

Where will you be, oh say, fifty quintillion years from now? It's either one place or the other
(you know the choices), no inbetween.
Sorry if i scared you, but if I did scare you, it's bad. very very bad. If you're happy after
reading this, then you are truly happy.

This is a completely original document, or was it written in one of my past lives?