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At the dawn of midnight.
I lay awake in my bed.
My heartbeat pounds in my chest.
Not again!
I have to stay calm.
I close my eyes.
I must think of something.
All I see is that black void.
Will this next breath be my last?
Sweat covers my body.
Will I see morning again?
I try to stare at the ceiling.
What if I die?
My muscles shake.
I will die one day!
My heart beats faster!
This I can't deny!
Will my heart explode?
My eyes deeply embrace the darkness.
Is this what it's like to die?
If I sleep...
...Will I die?
Heartbeats.
Will anyone care?
Heartbeats.
NO!
I can't stand it anymore!
I leap out of my bed and tear down the hall.
My heart never stops.
I bound through the door and onto the damp porch.
My heart never stops.
I want to go to sleep!
I don't want to be afraid!
Is ANYONE there?
I cry.
Alone.
The world is silent in response.
Yet my heart still beats loudly.
Clouds continue to roll,
Revealing a fraction of the moon that stares at me.
A breeze chills the stifling air.
A voice whispers.
I am there.
Another breeze brings a slower breath.
Who is there?
An owl HOOT-HOOOOOOOOs in reply.
Only my heartbeats.
My heart is now a drum.
I
AM
A strong rhythm.
I
AM
An enigma.
I
AM
Where?
My body aches for sleep.
WHERE?
A tear falls down my cheek.
The world lays silent once more.
My heart beats.
Another night wind blows through my hair.
Each strand flowing through every wisp.
A rush of heat within my chest.
My heart beats.
HERE.
Breathing in...
My heart beats.
Breathing out...
My soul weeps.
A gentle pull within my chest.
It is a... knocking.
My body shivers from the drizzly cold.
Yes... a knocking in my soul.
you are empty,
let me fill you...
A staggered breath.
you are tired,
let me hold you...
NO!
I don't know you!
you are lonely
but I know you...
NO! NO!
I don't want you!
A drop on my forehead!
Then another on my cheek!
Rain begins to fall.
A strong wind howls through the trees.
One more gentle pull.
you were worth it,
and I love you...
Should I open up my door?
The rain washes the porch.
My heart still beats more.
I
AM
I
AM
What are you?!
I
AM
love...
The cloudburst ends.
Why do you love me?
The moon reveals its brilliant countenance again.
More heartbeats.
SIM-PLE
I just
do...
I don't understand!
More heartbeats.
BE-CAUSE
I made
you...
More heartbeats.
BUT-
Do you
Love me
too?
I need time to think!
THAT
I have
gi-ven
to you.
I want to be sure...
THEN
I will
wait
for you,
my most
precious
one.