"Wait and Bleed"

All the people in the world

that I care for and adore

Everything from others I accept

from you I wanted more

All the feelings in my heart

Remain forever more

My soul is half way empty

Trapped behind this closed door

For all this time I thought I loved you

All I get from this love is pain

more pain than anyone else could cause

More blood than anyone can draw

And even while my tears of ice

Fall and stain the floor

It hurts so much

Because I’ll still love you even more

As the one person in the world

I loved you the most

The Ultimate pain to endure

Because to you I'm just a ghost

Everyone can see through me,

The slowing beats of my heart

I can't pull back how I feel

So in loss I wait and bleed

Because to you I'm nothing but a ghost

the soul you don't choose to save

I used to have so many dreams

of what we'd grow to be

but you can't see my light

deep down

the angel within me

It's hard to believe I love you so

the one I loved the most

but it will always hurt

because I'll always know

I'm nothing but a ghost

+This was NOT written by me! It was written for me by an extremely talent young writer. You can see her work by looking up Meina!+