What is this feeling deep right down?

I feel it burning and turning hard.

Why must I feel this stupid thing?

I'm cold and should always be it!

I see them, they're chatting as always,

Why do I get this funny feeling in me?

I don't want to get this anymore!!

I'm not suppossed to be this way..

I feel like I never ever wish to hurt them,

But I'm not ever like that usually.

I feel like they are what keep me going,

They seem to always keep me alive.

The feeling I get, I can only describe...

Described with one little word...

Is it correct, is it how I feel?

Do I feel 'Chikadzu'?

Kirai, daikirai, ken'o! (Hate, hate, hate!)

It doesn't seem to mean so much now..

When they are here I feel so happy,

They tell me that they're my friend..

What is this new little word to me?

A friend, is that some kind of companion?

I'm starting to like this simple word,

I feel it is the burning deep down..

It's my 'Chikadzu'!