A/N: I just found out that the meds I’m on are mostly narcotics. No wonder they make me feel so much better. Hm… Sedative

It’s gotten to

The point

Where nothing hurts

Nothing surprises

Shocks

Or stings

Anymore

Where all I can do

Is shrug

My shoulders

Hang my head

And face the wall

Because I knew

The whole time

It was never for me

At all.

Untouchable hands

Reach out for mine

And what can I do

But offer you

Everything?

And I knew

All along

I had to be

Wrong.

Still I wonder

What happens

When the

Sedative

Wears off?