Unable to say the words

I’ve been reciting in my head

Until that night

When only silence was heard

All the words I needed to say

All the feelings I was going to loose

Loosing him, like all the others before

If I said those words

Would he have said them back?

Would he feel the same way?

Or was it only me?

Time has ended

We both had to go

Go to where?

Not even he knows

What am I now

His past?

His future?

Or just a girl

Forgotten

I left

Always remembering

That face

That look

My tears that followed

As I try to never leave it all behind.