To Be A Fool
There once was a girl,
That girl was me.
I was dubbed,
"The child of Tragedy".

I used to have a friend,
That friend was a boy.
We were the best of friends,
We grew up together.

Then...
He said that he liked me,
And wanted to go on a date.
We were together for a time,
So precious a time...
And yet so short.

I found I did not return his feelings,
I loved not thou.
I told him this,
I told him the truth.
He got really angry,
And started to shout.

In the end he killed our friendship,
Tore it apart.
I felt betrayed,
I had only told him the truth!
Is the truth not the right thing?
Is it not supposed to be good?
Then why does it hurt so much!

It was then that I realized,
What it was,
To be a fool.

But that was that,
Just like they say:
"Life goes on".
So I did just that,
I moved on.

I lived in a house,
All pretty and white.
I had a family,
Who loved me so much.
I loved them too,
My family, I did.

But...
It was not to last,
Disaster came,
And hurt us all.

I was struck to the core,
I wept 'til tears would come no more.
But it did not change the facts,
That no matter what,
Life goes on.

So once again I was shock to find out,
That I was once again feeling,
What it was,
To be a fool.

But I lived through it,
I moved on in life.
And now...
I am once again...
The jester...
The fool...

I came to a place,
Where I thought I'd be safe,
From the betrayal...
The hurt...
The pain...

I thought wrong,
I soon found out.
This place was no different from the others,
The people were not that nice,
They were betrayers,
Backstabbers,
My so-called "friends".

And through this all,
I have finally learned my lesson.
I learned that I couldn't love...
I cannot make friends..
I mustn't trust anyone other them myself...
For in the end,
I an always...
...Betrayed...

Ok, this is about the eighth or ninth in my "self-discovery" series. I
lost track *sweat drops* oops. Anyway this was written for the great and
wonderful fanfic called Anime Asylum Chronicles bye Star Princess Meesa.
Selfish promotion here but that's ok. Meesa-Chan would like that.
Unfortunately, the AAC is now dead. But you can still read them. They
just no longer will continue.