Ants

If you only knew

What thoughts ran through my head

If you only knew

I wish that I was dead

You’d send me to therapy school

If you only knew

If I could draw a picture

Of what I am thinking

You’d see just what I have to endure

And kill me without blinking

If you’d see my thoughts

You’d know that I was lying.

Ants of insanity

Crawl down my spine

They run through my head

Corrupting my mind

If you only knew

I wish I were dead

Please kill my soul

I’ve lost control

Please free the demons

Trapped in my mine

Please kill me so you waste no more time.