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I walked to the ocean. it was dawn but the fishers were already up, at peir 6. they always met at peir 6. i was at peir nine. no one was there. my white dress whisked around my bare feet.
i stood at the end of the peir and looked into the water at myself. i was so ugly. 5'9'' 120lbs with brown hair and rich hazel eyes. i saw a monster. that was why he left me. i told myself.
because i was horrible.
heh. i remember he told me it was because things were to confusing for him. but i saw him smile at that other girl. that is why i am here. i am nothing without him. worse than nothing.
i took a breath and let it out slowly.
"im sorry" i whispered to myself and threw myself into the ocean.
and blackness followed
Hawks pov
I pushed my blond hair out of my eyes as I set down some more of ricks fishing gear. we were supposed to be bonding, but it was more of me carting his shit around in *my* car.
i was
setting down his tackle box when i saw her. she was standing there a brown haired godess in a white dress looking at the water at the end of the peir. i dropped the tackle box the last inch
and rick yelled at me to be careful, i didnt hear him. i started walking to peir 9 to say hi, running through the different things i could say. all this time my sixth sense tingling. i started to jog
down the peir as she fell (dove?) into the water. i blinked to make sure my eyes hadnt played a trick on me. then i realized what happened. "shit" i got my sneakers off and ran and dove into
the water.
'shit this water is cold. where is she?' i caught a glimpse of something white under me. i pushed myself to swim down to grab her. i put my arm under hers and started to swim up, my lungs
on fire. as soon as i got up i started to swim to shore, the fishers hadnt noticed. someone had brought beer.
i lay her flat on her back and checked to see if she was breathing. she wasnt.
i paced around in my head trying to remember those cpr classes i took when i wanted to be a lifegaurd.
uh elevate head and feet. plug nose and administer mouth to mouth.
i leaned in and tenderly kissed/breathed into her. it didnt work. 'now im scared." i thought to myself i pushed on her ribcage to get her lungs working. she started to cough up sea water. her
eyes opened. they were hazel black pupils then an explosion of brown giving way to blue/green. i smiled at her. but she just looked back in confusion then she fainted. i carried
her to my car. yelled to rick that he'd have to get a ride home with jimmy and drove as fast as i could to the hospital.
i carried her inside. they took her into a room where they started to change her. but like the gentleman i am i turned around and put my back to them. i turned around when i thought they
were done. how was i to know i was to early. but it was only for a second before some fat nurse pushed forms into my hands.
'ok. well this shouldnt be to hard.
Name:______________. well her name is. um. she went out with that prick james. she always tries to hide behind books and stuff. but they dont want
james name or what she does at school. they want her name . ok next question.
Parents Names:_______________.' i threw the forms on the couch next to me and walked into her room.
she's even more beautiful when she sleeps.
i pulled a chair up and sat at her bedside ready to be there when she woke up.
an hour later i fell asleep.
Faiths pov
I woke up with something on my arm. i was in a room. was this death? then i saw him there. Hawk. the most popular guy in school, was lying on my arm. i quickly pulled my hair half over my
face and watched him sleep.