LIVING A LIE

Looking back on my path of life

Almost everything I did was a lie

Don’t know why I keep on deny

On things I know it’s true but I still hide

Everyday I faked those smiles

Even though for me it’s better just to die

I pretended to smile and watch the day brighten

But deep in my heart day keep on darken

Don’t even know why I feel this way

Maybe it’s destiny wanting me to end today

Looking at the shinning sun I saw rain

Carrying liquid that salt my pain

I said that I hate you

Deep in my heart I know it’s not true

Because I promised my self not to feel this way

Love to me is sorrow and it easily fade

I keep on trying to believe that happiness is at its peak

Tried to stop sadness from cracks leak

Looking back on my path of life

Almost everything I did was a lie