Another poem... You know, all these people are telling me to stop writing poetry. I dun think they get that it helps me. Even those suicide fics help me get out how I feel. Hell... If I didn't write about it I'd be doing it instead. Have any of you, the readers, heard the song "Lonely Girl" By Pink? The first time I listened to it I almost died of shock cause it described me so well. Anyway, enjoy!

Blank stare

Wipe away a tear,

Close your eyes in fear,

Have loving arms surround you,

And say they love you too.

That's a dream I'll never live,

That's the love no one will give,

But if that's a word one might say,

Why would I just turn away?

Is love my greatest fear,

Afraid of those three words I might hear.

Or have I given up on my hope,

And quickly losing the strength to cope.

In the end, where will I stand,

On this unholy, godforsaken land,

Will I be the one still in pain,

Or the only one to blame.

Curling up on a bed,

Trying to get these thoughts out of my head,

Staring at the fours walls,

In my head trying to break out of these empty halls.

The blank expression in my eyes,

Beginning to let loose all those unknown cries,

Confusion setting in,

Unable to win.

Lost forever in my mind,

Leaving all those loved ones behind,

Only a blank expression on my face,

As the darkness takes its place.

That was really long and made no sense at all. I just got ten million ideas and wrote them all down in one poem. So... Do you like it? Please review and tell me! The only reason I post all this stuff is for reviews! Sad ain't it?