Last night I realized that the guy that I've hated for a while, I sorta... Fell in love with him. I know that all he sees in me is some pathetic little fat girl, but I can't help it. So I wrote a poem about it when I realized it. And a little note to my friends: You tell anyone, you die.

Falling back in love

The first time I saw you,

I was head over heels,

But the day you found out,

I learned how sadness really feels.

Since that day I hated you,

I wanted you to die,

Little did I know,

That was all a lie.

Day by day I hated you more,

I hated everything about you,

Every glance you made at me,

Made me wanna die too.

Then I saw your true eye colour,

The purest of crystal brown,

That was the first in a long time,

I looked at you and didn't frown.

In that second everything changed,

I saw past the boy I despised,

I saw that there was no black,

In that second everything was realized.

My heart skipped a beat,

I saw the boy I fell for,

The one I tried to block off,

The one I would adore.

So now after weeks of thinking,

I've decided to make a confession,

That I've fallen back in love,

With the boy who started this depression.

Oh god... I'm so pathetic. I'm ashamed. The scary thing is that a short story is playing out like I wrote it. Crap.... Well, as long as I dun tell him I'll be fine. Right?