I lay here today,

And think of you.

Can’t seem to forget it all,

Can’t seem to get over you,

Can’t seem to be able to figure it all out,

Can’t be with you ever again,

And I can’t hold on to me.

Can’t is different than won’t.

I won’t be your doormat ever again.

I won’t be your girl friend.

I won’t even be your friend.

I won’t be that girl you used to date.

I won’t be the girl you just dumped.

I won’t and I can’t do that again.

You say its better this way.

I say you can’t get the picture of what is in front of you.

You go around with her.

I go around wondering what the hell I am going to do now.

You won’t even look at me when I address you.

I try and remain civil,

But it’s so hard when all I want to do is rip her throat out.

Maybe you should consider me and my feeling for once.

You know what this is pointless because you won’t change for me or anyone.

Maybe you should…