Recently I've been wondering,

if all they've said was true.

If people say you're welcome,

when you say thank you.

And I think about this,

every day and night.

I try to live by it,

But always end up in a fight.

So then I thought about it,

Am I destined to be mean?

Can I change my ways?

Will I always be obscene?

Can someone ever lift me,

up from a pit of despair?

Or will I wallow in this space,

with an unanswered prayer?

For I'm not completely swallowed,

I have a softer side.

But how can I ever find

A person to whom I can confide?