I feel myself slipping back

Back into familiar, calming waters

Waters that cleanse with blood and pain

The only way to be clean

Be punished for your sins

Especially the biggest sin of all

Not being perfect

When I'm out of the water

It calls to me

Beckoning me back into it

So inviting

You dive back in

Forgetting that the water can be deadly

You will drown in it

You don't care

You want to swim

Be surrounded and comforted by the water

Though its deadly

Its your haven

Your getaway from life

It may cause the end of it

But while you are living

It is your sweet, silent solace

You can't leave it

And you won't