I guess it's a poem about what my suicide note would look like if wrote one... I won't though. At least I hope I won't...

Don't remember me this way

I'm sorry for the pain I've caused you,

But it's the only thing I could do,

I couldn't deal with my pain,

It was driving me insane.

I tried to hide,

To keep the feelings inside,

But my attempts were futile,

And my pain would continue to pile.

I cried only a few times,

Due to all my crimes,

To my friends arguments and sadness,

I could never find true happiness.

I wasn't the greatest friend,

I only wanted it all to end,

I was a horrible daughter,

Always disrespecting my mother and father.

I could never speak the truth,

I was such a terrible youth,

Lying and acting aggressive,

My sadness was so possessive.

Why couldn't someone kill me,

What was it you couldn't see,

Didn't you see the pain in my eyes,

Couldn't you hear my whimpering cries?

I sorry I wasn't who you wanted me to be,

It just wasn't me,

I'm sorry for causing you sorrow,

And staining this knife I did borrow.

I'm not sorry to you,

The ones who hurt me too,

On you I blame my suicide,

I hope you carry all your guilt inside.

I'm sure you're probably pissed,

But I'm weak from the blood pouring down my wrist,

So if I only have strength for one thing left to say,

Don't remember me this way...

Umm... Sorry bout that. I wrote this a while ago but never got around to posting it. I'm actually doing much better. I'm not suicidal anymore! Yay for me! Please review and go "Yay" for me too, please!