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You made me so happy all you had to do was smile, and squint your eyes and you got me hypnotized. Head over feet. I couldn't help it. Your laugh and grin makes me melt. The more I know you the more I want you. Your almost like a sickness. There's no meds to cure me of you. I always told myself never fall, for friends and I didn't. But then something came over me, it's like your wind started to blow in my direction. I know you don't feel the same, but if you only new how hooked I am on you. Maybe you'd see, that we are meant to be. Maybe it's just better for you, to be my fantasy. You guide me, you make me think. When I think of you, the thought of doing something bad goes away, because I don't want to disappoint you. I didn't always want you, just lately, I don't know what's coming over me. It's insane love, at least I think it to be love. What is love when you've never experienced it? How can I tell if this is real? If I am real? If you are real? I have this picture of us together in my head it's so warm,it's so happy,it's so not possible. Because different people like me, shouldn't be with beautiful people like you. I can't explain why, maybe it's just better this way. Maybe your just make believe, your just an example I guess, your everything I want but not everything I need. At least I thought I wanted you, maybe I don't want you, maybe I just want something to complete me. To love every little detail of me, to love every little lie I've told, to love the fact that only you could make me warm.