Endless Torture Chapter Three Fucking Parents

FUCKING LOVELY!!!! THEY HAVE TAKEN IT TOO FUCKING FAR THIS TIME!!!! THEY HAVE PLACED MOTHER FUCKING TIME LIMITS AGAINST ME GOING ONLINE ON SATURDAY FUCKING NIGHTS AFTER FUCKING MIDNIGHT!!!!!

Should I just fucking kill myself now or fucking later????? I'm just gonna fucking run away, I swear to god!!! Either that or I'm gonna end up shooting myself first. They're pushing me too fucking far.

Sure, I almost understood the goddamn time limit against me going on late on weekdays, because of fucking school. But THE GODDAMNED WEEKENDS????????

Ok. Ways to fucking kill myself, since I've now got plenty of fucking time to do it! I've got the whole fucking week over and just to spite them I'm gonna type all goddamned night!! I'll update every fucking story I have up!

Ways to commit suicide:

Soot myself Poison myself Slit my wrists Slit my throat Just off a bridge Take too many pills Finds drugs, overdose Electrocute myself Burn the house down, stay inside Piss off certain friends of mine Just off a tall building Lay in the street at night Jump out of a moving vehicle Jump out of a plane, forget parachute Slam my head into the goddamn wall until I bust it open Play with big dogs I dunno Put a plastic bag over my fucking head, leave it there Tie my head to a cement block, lay in bathtub, fill it with water Get a ride with a stranger Get friendly with serial killers Play with an ax Play with a chain saw Jump off a roller coaster Eat until I can barely move and swim in the ocean Light myself on fire Drink gasoline

Yes, I'm a little fucking psychotic! Have I yet told you about the damn little men that live in my closet that rape my stuffed animals nightly?

Have I mentioned that Satan materializes in my room every Saturday night between 2-4 am? But only if I'm online and talking to people?

Well what about the ghosts? You know the ones that open and close the cabinets at night on the weekends?

I always knew I'd die before I graduated. Maybe tonight will be the night. I need help but no one realizes this. My mother basically fucking laughed it off and IT was the one to place the time limit!! The golden child doesn't care either. He'd rather I die. He's told me so on several occasions! Maybe I just won't come home tomorrow.

I have a feeling I'm gonna end up dead before the week is over. To all my friends - I love you guys. Some more than you know. You guys were always there for me. Too bad you can't help me now. I'm too far gone.

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A/n: .Whatever.