##Blessed Curse##

How is it that screaming can be contained?

How is it that my emotion can boil and remain?

How is it that this love can be broken and scattered

the entropy unbearably great

and the strength of the source is so painful and real

How is this possible?

my hands are crippling over the keyboard

my eyes are blinding with potential tears

Constrict my throat, o Love

lower my head to your greater force

breathing fast, panting

like a cornered animal

like a frightened beast in pain

Give me your wisdom

give me your bet

I'll gamble it all on two messages

One to a friend, one to a friend

Two from the heart, torn close apart

shredded the cloth, mat towards the center

gravitate back to the one who's lost

I'm lost it seems

in myself

oh typical dilemma

o hardened heart

innocent

Breathe it in, and live it

this is my personality now