Breakdown my walls, See what you want to see, It's just me, Fragile, Weak, Not Smiling, I hope you don't get too scared. I am not as strong as you like to think, I am not as tough as I like you to think, I am a very small person, I have a lot of issues. Most of me is lost somewhere. I put up the front of strong girl, And you buy it just like a new album. You think the bitch is strong, But she is weak too. Tonight I brought the blade up, But I couldn't cut. Tonight I cried, But nobody heard me. Tonight I killed a little piece of my soul, Hope you like it when you get it in the mail, Prize for guessing how I will die, I could take some pills, I could cut my skin and watch the blood seep out, But that still wouldn't be enough. I want you to see just what I am. I could hang myself, Or I could just show you. Say something that's all it takes, I will just grab the nearest crucifix, And crucify myself for you enjoyment. Don't cringe cause you don't know what got me to this point. Don't tell me you know how it feels cause you don't, I want to die, Don't try and stop me, I want this to be over, And it will be just as soon as I decide what time.