I really wish I could do this one thing

I know it¡¦s wrong

I know it displeases Him

I know that I will receive punishment

But I just want to enjoy it a little more!

I just want to do it once again

I just want to try

It¡¦s just so hard to forsake these ways

Look at what all the other people are doing!

I can¡¦t separate myself any longer

Can I bear refraining from all the excitement?

The longing; the struggle

The pain; the regret

The moments I¡¦m missing everyday

It¡¦s not that bad is it?

Maybe He¡¦ll overlook it

Sometimes things that seem bad aren¡¦t

Maybe no one will notice

All I want is some worldly pleasure

Why must I persist on always doing what¡¦s perfect?

Just because this isn¡¦t the perfect way doesn¡¦t mean it isn¡¦t right, right?

Just this once?