I didn’t get something I wanted and got slightly depressed. T_T But I’m okay now!

It’s happening again.

Once more,

My sights are dim,

Everything is gloomy,

     Dark

                                                Far.

I cannot think.

I cannot move.

Mostly,

I cannot let go…

My fingers clench,

The big J envelopes me – JEALOUSY

I am blinded by it

       I cannot see

Why her?

            Why not me?

Why her?

It’s happening again.

Show me the light

I sense not the way out

Only revenge

I don’t want it.

            I want to let … go

My fingers unclench,

The soulful A greets me – ACCEPTANCE

It calms me.

            I see now.

The journey is yet to be done.

There are other jewels to be won.

She has gotten hers.

I am off to find mine.

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