Out of Control Again

A/N: this is kinda dedicated to Lithium because she rocks the pop rocks.

oh worldly one, i inquire of you, to tell me all the knowledge you've acquired in your vast years: everything that i need to know and even what i don't yet. explain why there are so many lonely nights and so many suicidal children.

tell me the reason the world seems to spin amazingly slow and nothing that should happen ever does and vice versa.

tell me why someone who is plain as anything on the outside can be the one for you the one that you can't take your eyes off or even blink in their presence afraid you'll miss a small movement.

and why the prettiest girl in your class the one whom all the boys liked for a quick fuck was the one who sits at home now and wonders why no one loves her anymore.

sometimes i just don't know what to think because i've grown used to you making my decisions for me. ...and hey, what's a girl to do?

explain the world to me. talk to me about life. you seem to need to talk about everything else. tell me something that i need to know now. something that will help me out. just spare me all the bull shit and tell it to me straight. Don't worry,

this time i can take it.