When life changed

I'm not sure

Where those years went

Between who I was

And who I am

I'm not sure where that girl hid

Or why she left and ran

I'm not sure

When I lost my dreams

Now floating on still sea

And I'm not sure

Why I let things change

From what I wanted to be

But I do remember

When I felt so sure

That I could amount

To something else

Something more.

But now its stopped

And inside I feel dead

Weighed down

By life, empty lead

And I wish I knew

Why life was coloured

But now remains, eternal blue.

I remember being happy

Content with me

But something changed

When? Remains a mystery.