I can't take this anymore,

all these lies and false masks.

Smiling when I was crying inside,

Saying nothing was wrong at all.

I feel like no one understands

what it's like to be me.

One minute I'm laughing

the second I'm depressed.

All these emotions

swirling inside me,

faster and faster

until I feel like I'd explode.

Only a few people make me truly happy,

some don't even know it.

Still I pulled through each day

a step at a time.

I wonder what death would be like.

If it would be an agonizing end

where I'm pained forever

or is it the end of an exhausting journey.