There's a choking feeling in my throat right now
Like tears I've tried to swallow
It happens automatically
I can never cry, I have no tears
But there's something trapped inside me
Something I can't let out
Something that's in so much pain, like another soul
Inside me.
There's another face
Inside my head
Another voice to torment me.
I wake up, trying to forget
What I've become
But it's too late
Trying to wash out the
Bitter taste of Desyrel in my mouth
I hate myself for it
Little pills
It's not enough
It's never enough
Nothing can keep me sane
Nothing I can do
Smile, make them think you're happy.
Well, you know, I can't.
There's so little I can do
And so much that must be done
There are things I see
When I close my eyes
And I can't run
No matter how I try.