He pouted againt her neck, nuzzling the hollow there with a huff,

"You sure?" he grumbled, licking her pulse-point. He nipped at it a growled softly, deep in his throat as he drew her even nearer.

Her body trembled at his growl, "I'll stay a while." she sighed, "but nothing's changed." they were sort of friends right, friends who slept together, she shook her head not thinking but moving closer to Zander.

He 'hmphd' at her statement but didn't contradict her. As much as he wanted her, he wasn't going to make her sacrifice the way she lived and everything she knew for him. She didn't even love him.

Instead he kissed her hard, a hand sliding up her side to her breasts. He groaned at the softness there and smiled.

((I'm heading off now. I'll see you!))

((im heading to bed now. work tomorrow. hope i catch u soon))

She reveled in his touch. Nothing's changed, she had told him but deep down she knew everything had changed the moment she met Zander. Everything.

((ha if only he knew how much she hated her life. bye.))

Zander kissed her softly and, in one motion, rolled her underneath him. He kissed his way over her cheek and down her neck.

((Bye.))

She laughed softly as he rolled her underneath him. she had done the same thing afterall.

He grinned against her neck and nipped at her pulse-point again. He loved the sound of her laugh.

((Fade Out))

((Fade In))

Megan slowly opened her eyes. She was underneath Zander and was cocooned in his warmth. All the things they had done made her flush. She had expected to be practical what would happen her first time, she had read enough on the subject, but it was odd for her to feel shy.

Zander stared down at her, breathing hard then smiled, rolling to the side and bringing her with him, tucking her against his chest. He brushed her hair behind her ears and pressed a kiss to her forehead. He nuzzled his face into her neck with a small smile.

Megan sighed softly, closing her eyes. She shouldn't let herself get involved but she decided to deal with it later. For now, she reveled in his arms.

Zander kissed her neck and stretched out beside her comfortably. They had promised no strings, nothing to attach themselves with... but if this was it... if she got up now and left he was almost certain he couldn't help himself from going after her. He wasn't in love with her, certainly not. She wasn't even pack... probably didn't even know his world existed. No, he wasn't in love with her... but the potential was there... and it wasn't like he felt like letting her go for a while.

That was all, he convinced himself, he liked the contact, the intimacy andit was something he needed. It wasn't love because it simply wasn't possible, they hadn't known each other long enough and they hardly knew anything about each other. He sighed, relaxing a little more at his revelation and slipped an arm over her waist comfortably.

Megan was having similar thoughts. She was way too practical to believe that this was love. She felt a certain attachment that was sure but she could blame it on the fact that he was her first and for the first time she might be way over her head in dealing with the emotions that came with it especially the shyness. She flushed as Zander slipped an arm over her waist. Still it was better than how aggressive she became when he growled.

((hey i miss talking to u. what's up?))

He felt the heat raise off her skin and chuckled into her neck.

"You're bluching." he murmured, lips brushing her neck.

((I know eh. Not much, on holidays at the moment... hows about you? Life good?))

((really? no it's actually finals week for me here and i graduate in 6 days so im actually pretty busy. im on a study break))

Megan sighed. Being blunt as always she wasn't going to deny it, "I am. Don't get used to it." She focused her dark green eyes on Zander, wondering if he had noticed that she really didn't need the black rimmed glasses she wore.

Looks like she did weird things around Zander...blushing, screaming etc. No one would believe it was her, Dr. Blair, doing things like that.

Zander grinned and looked at her a moment then leaned down and kissed her nose,

"WHy not? It's cute." he admitted. He pushed some hair off her forehead and gave a crooked grin. Her eyes were so... green. Sexy.

She couldn't help but return his grin before frowning again, "the last thing i need to be thought of as is cute."...no one would take her seriously and that was all she had. Her parents were astounded by her genius mind and how to improve it but not about her. Her colleagues knew well she brought most of the money into the dept. because of her research. Her students were in awe of her ....she shook her head at her drifting thoughts, "i'm not cute."

"I beg to differ." Zander gave a crooked grin, kissing her cheek then the corner of her mouth, "Very much..."

She turned so that her lips met his. She doubted she could convince Zander. He was just as stubborn as her. As long as no one else thought she was cute...

He grinned against her lips, kissing her slowly. He did, after all, have plenty of time. He brought a hand up to cup her cheek and brushed his thumb back and forth, enjoying the feeling of her smooth skin beneath his calloused hand.

She moaned into his lips, her body warming up just by the touch of his hand on her cheek because of the contrast of smooth and roughness. He was kissing her so slowly...too slowly. She tried to quicken the pace

Zander just widened his grin and nipped at her lips then pulled back, but barely,

"I'm going to have to feed you at some stage." he murmured with a crooked grin.

Food. The mention of the word made her realize she hadn't eaten anything since breakfast. And since then they had gone swimming, and then uh well yeah she definitely needed food.

"That sounds good." She sat up, her arm on the bedsheet to cover her.

Zander chuckled and nodded, sitting up,

"Well... d'you want to go out or just order in?" he asked. He could eat average human food but eventually he'd have to go search for something medium rare and such.

"We can go out if you want. Nothing fancy." Megan said, figuring it would be easier for her to go to her room after dinner than if they ate here. She looked around, if only she could figure out where her clothes (well swimsuit) went without walking around nude. She wasn't that bold

"Sure. Sounds good." Zander nodded. He leaned over the edge of the bed, finding her swimsuit top and handing it over before leaving her with the sheet and wandering over to his closet. He dug around for a moment then pulled out a t-shirt and cargo-pants, pulling them on sans underware.

Megan couldn't help but stare as Zander walked over to his closet digging around sans underwear. She flushed hotly when she realized what she was doing and averted her gaze to quickly wear her swimsuit top. She stood up gingerly with the sheet around her waist, feeling sore in places she hadn't been sore before, and looked for the bottom. Still, she wasn't sure she could walk around the hotel in the swimsuit not when her body probably had telltale signs of what just happened.

"May I borrow shorts and a shirt too?"

It made it personal wearing his clothes but she had no choice.

((hey r u on skype?))

((Actually I am :D))

Zander nodded again and pulled out a slightly small pair of shorts and a shirt, passing them to her with a crooked smile. Although he knew she didn't know it... wearing his clothes would mark her as his... and damned if she wouldn't have his scent on her a little longer.

"Here you go. What do you feel like eating?"

"Thanks."

Megan smiled accepting the clothes. She put on the shirt first then hurriedly wore the shorts since she had to drop the sheets to do that. She felt exposed wearing shorts without anything underneath but they were loose enough on her that she was sure no one would tell.

"I'm not sure." she responded in regards to food, she wasn't a fussy eater, though considering how much of an appetite she had built up , "maybe a steak with potatoes or rice or something."

(well say hi to me)

((Will do... ))

Zander quirked a grin and turned a little as she got dressed to give her a bit of privacy hen nodded at her suggestion, liking it immensely.

"Sounds like a banquet." he chuckled, heading towards the door, "Come on, I'll pay." he said, catching up his wallet on the way.

Megan didn't belabor the point. She figured he could pay if he wanted. It wasn't like it was going to be a habit.

"Okay."

She walked on in front of him, wodnering what dinner would bring.

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