Puerto Rican LesbianYeah It's my life In my own words I guess Have you ever loved so much,you'd give an arm for? No not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart And you know you are their armor And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em But what happens when karma turns right around and bites you And everything you stand for,turns on you, despite you? What happens when you become the main source of a pain "Daddy look what I made", dad's gotta go catch a plane "Daddy where's mommy? I can't find mommy,where is she?" I don't know, go play Haile,baby,your daddy's busy Daddy's writing this song,this song ain't gon' write itself I'll give you one underdog,and you gotta swing by yourself Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her And put hands on her mother,who's a spitting image of her That's Slim Shady,yeah baby,Slim Shady's crazy Shady made me,but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby And when I'm gone,just carry on,don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down at you,smiling And I didn't feel a thing So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back And when I'm gone,just carry on,don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down at you,smiling And I didn't feel a thing So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back I keep having this dream,I'm pushing Haile on a swing She keeps screaming,she don't want me to sing "You're making mommy cry." Why? Why is mommy crying? Baby,daddy ain't leaving you no more,"Daddy you're lying" "You always say that,you always say this is the last time But you ain't leaving no more,daddy you're mine." She's piling boxes in front of the door,trying to block it "Daddy please,daddy don't leave,daddy no, stop it." Goes into her pocket,pulls out a tiny necklace locket It's got a picture, "This'll keep you safe,daddy,take it witcha" I look up,it's just me standing in the mirror These fucking walls must be talking,cause man I can hear 'em They're saying, "You've got once more chance to do right And it's tonight,go out there and show 'em 'fore it's too late." And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door It turns into a stage,they're gone,and this spotlight is on And I'm singing And when I'm gone,just carry on,don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down at you,smiling And I didn't feel a thing So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back And when I'm gone,just carry on,don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down at you,smiling And I didn't feel a thing So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back Sixty thousand people,all jumping out their seat The curtain closes,they're throwing roses at me feet I take a bow and thank you all for comine out They're screaming so loud,I take one last look at the crowd I glance down,I don't believe what I'm seeing "Daddy it's me,help mommy,her wrists are bleeding" But baby,we're in Sweden,how did you get to Sweden? "I followed you daddy,you told me you weren't leavin' You lied to me daddy,and now you made mommy sad And I bought you this coin,it says 'Number One Dad'" "That's all I wanted, I wanted to give you this coin I get the point, fine, me and mommy are goin'" But baby,wait. "It's too late dad,you made your choice Now go out there,and show 'em,you love 'em more than us." That's what they want,they want you Marshall They keep screamin' your name It's no wonder you can't go to sleep,just take another pill Yeah,I bet you will,you rap about it Yeah,word,k-keep it real I hear applause,all this time I couldn't see How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me? I turn around,find a gun on the ground,cock it Put it to my brain,Scream "Die Shaddy" and pop it The sky darkens,my life flashes The plane I was supposed to be on,crashes and burns to ashes That's when I wake up,alarm clock's ringin',there's birds singin' It's spring and Haile's outside,swinging I walk right up to Kim,and kiss her Tell her I miss her Haile just smiles,and winks at her little sister Almost as if to say And when I'm gone,just carry on,don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down at you,smiling And I didn't feel a thing So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back And when I'm gone,just carry on,don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice Just know that I'm looking down at you,smiling And I didn't feel a thing So baby don't feel no pain Just smile back |