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| Crymson Rhapsody |
Author has written 140 stories for General, General, Fantasy, Love, Life, Family, and Friendship. I never go here anymore. | |||||
1. Another Faceless Nightmare reviewsI originally was going to write it very short... but my mind decided to ramble on haha.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-3-042. Faded at the End of the World reviewsJust popped into my head randomly.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-2-043. Scarlet Secrets of a Bloodstained Hammer reviewsHad trouble coming up with a title. Ended up near tears by the time I was done typing it up. I'm rather happy with how it turned out though. Can't summarize at all, just read it please :)Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12-5-034. Mend reviewsSo pitiful. I don't even know if I should have bothered to post this oh well too late.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-15-035. Outline of a Missing Piece reviewsBad breakup. Blah. It's still weird.Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-15-036. Knife reviewsSpeed of Pain by MM seems too sum it up nicely with a few lines "I wish I could sleep/But I can't lay on my back/Because there's a knife for everyday/That I've known you."Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-2-037. Clean reviewsI get this way occasionally, for no reason at all. I wish I had never started. If I hadn't started I wouldn't be tempted to go back.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-13-038. Take Your Daughter to Burial Day reviewsMeh...Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-20-039. Choke reviewsThis summer was really good and I'm actually happy for once but for some reason now that school has started again I'm starting to feel kind of suffocated. Maybe it's just moodswings, I dono, but I don't like it.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-19-0310. Phoenix reviewsYou know how sometimes you can be driving the the country in the summer where the crops are so dry and field fires start? That's what made me think of this...Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7-30-0311. Carousel reviews1. I'm a lil daft, & 2. One of those feelings that always comes back that you *want* to go along with & you get stuck in this emotion over & over again.. nvm that summary made no sense @ all xD. [Simplified summary: I'm confuuused.]Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-26-0312. Burn it Black reviewsI had a really random panic attack. Made me think of spontaneous combustion.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-28-0313. Stop Pretending reviewsMm... I guess MAYBE could be stuck in angst... but not really... iono.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-16-0314. Fall in Line reviews...meh. just a thing.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-16-0315. Up in Flames reviewsI can't believe I thought something in you had actually changed... I can't believe I really let myself fall in love with you... when ultimately I would only hurt.Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-14-0316. Inferno reviewsAnother thing I found in one of my spirals from last year...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-12-0317. Drowning reviewsSomething I found in one of my many spirals full of stuff from last year.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-12-0318. Fault reviews"If he can make you smile, he can make you cry." -CharissaPoetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-8-0319. Shattered reviewsWrote it awhile ago, just found it today when trying to clean up my disk.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-1-0320. Fade to Black reviewsDon't want to type a summary...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-1-0321. Nothing reviewsNothing I can do...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-1-0322. Six Months Gone reviewsEh... it's been a little over six months since everything crashed.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-29-0323. Gutter of Dreams reviewsjust read it... i hate summaries...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-29-0324. Acid Renewal reviewsI'm sick of coming up with summaries. I'm terrible at them. Just read the poem.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-28-0325. You, the F150 reviewsQuite possibly the stupidest title ever for a poem, lol. Saw something today that broke my heart... *shrugs*Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-27-0326. Blind Fingers reviewsErm... random dumbness?Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-17-0327. Sylph reviewsPopped into my head... things aren't always what they seem.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-11-0328. Fortune Cookies reviewsAll that's left are the bad ones...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-8-0329. Paralyzed reviewsJust a lil sumthin sumthin :) PG for language.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-4-0330. No Way Out reviewsStraight from me... I felt like crap.Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-19-0331. Out of Place reviewsJust a short little thing... r/r please :)Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-19-0332. Tumbleweed reviewsI had the strongest urge to name it Tumbleweed. So i did. *shrugs* My poet's block is finally over, and for the first time, it *totally* was written without thinking about what I was typing... and it shows really how I am feeling. It's formless, but IPoetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-11-0333. Always reviews*sigh* I hate feeling like this... really really yucky... one of my "outlet" poems for extreme emotions...Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-4-0334. Walking reviewsI really don't know where the heck this came from... It just kinda... typed itself up...? lolPoetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-30-0335. Lifesavers reviewsIt's weird how candy wrappers can inspire you...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-28-0336. Empty reviewsJust how it feels inside of me...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-22-0337. Broken Wreck reviewsUh... yeah... something happened that made me realize what a mistake I'd made... :-/Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-22-0338. Reflections of a Faceless Person reviewsI have really bad issues with my self-image. PG for language.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-15-0339. Burned reviewsUm... hard to explain... it actually kind of abstractly represents chemical depression.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-12-0340. Chess reviewsI just kind of thought of it... It doesn't really apply to me, it just popped into my head.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-5-0341. Minutes reviewsUm... song that I wrote trying to put this feeling into words... I know I will never be with this certain person... I just realized today how many people want him. It sucks...Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 429 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-28-0342. Last Words reviewsPG-13 for language... Umm... I summed up some feelings in a song/poem that I am actually pretty satisfied with. I really needed to get my feelings out.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-19-0343. One Step Forward reviewsI finally am starting to break free from my parents' mold and it feels so awesome. Hehe. And for those of you that know what I'm referring to in this, stop laughin COS I KNOW YOU ARE! ;PPoetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-3-0344. Nameless reviewsI just can't label how I felt when I wrote this. It's too strong of an emotion. Nothing would sound right, so it's nameless. I feel like a shallow title would turn it sour. Though the last line seems cliche, it's dead serious-my heart's on the line.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-29-0245. Disease reviewsI honestly don't know where this came from... it just kind of popped into my head... as so many things do... No, it's not about an actual disease.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-28-0246. A Different Amnesiac reviewsIt's weird... kinda corny... but it definitely expresses how I feel/have felt many times.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-28-0247. Different reviewsI kind of dug myself into my own ditch... because I don't know how to tell my parents that I'm not the person they want me to be, and because of that, I make my life more sucky than it already is...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-26-0248. Lost Key reviewsUm... hmm... I guess it's just that feeling of being locked up and not being able to move forawrd in your life...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-26-0249. Angel Baby reviewsNot at all what you'd think... opposite of the title pretty much... Once again about me being the black sheep of the family... Sort of a song :)Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-22-0250. Christmas Lies reviewsKind of a song... I feel like the black sheep in the family when the holidays come around... I just don't fit in, and I don't have the "spirit" that my family has...Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 501 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-17-0251. Ill reviewsI tend to get caught up in stuff even when I promise I won't...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-17-0252. Giving In reviews*Not* completely from my point of view because that would require me to be skinny and anorexic in one part... O.oPoetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-17-0253. Get Over It reviewsJust something I kinda thought up... I was watching TV and there was something on about people leaving their spouses...Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-17-0254. Extinguished reviewsWeird lil thing I came up with when lighting all the candles in my room. The air coming out of the vents was making them flicker, and it made me think of flickering happiness going out under the suffocating sadness...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-11-0255. Insomniac's Goodbyes reviewsJust something I thought of while listening to "Are You Sad" by O.L.P. on repeat... I feel this way sometimes. Actually, I think a lot of people do.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-9-0256. Inner Demons reviews*DO NOT read this if you are a an extremely Christian person and offended by low statements about God.* That aside... my ranting on the world... and the demons inside me... very loose language, beware ;)Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-28-0257. Going Away reviewsUm... yeah... about a person very very close to me... and the fact that they had to leave, that it's killing me inside because I don't know if they're okay.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-28-0258. Rusted Grace reviewsActually written in an IM, then c/p into word. It was a way to express the fear, pain, worry, and hopelessness I'm feeling right now, because I'm so afraid for someone I love...Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-15-0259. In My Backyard reviewsSometimes the overbearing happiness and simplicity of the outdoors and your own backyard can just drive you into misery again... Make you think about things you tried not to. Or at least that's what it can do to me...Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-5-0260. Broken China Doll reviewsSort of a song since it has a chorus... but oh well... I based this off of a quick watercolor painting I did that reminded me of a china doll gone wrong. The formatting's a little of, but it doesn't affect it too much.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-28-0261. Silent Revolution reviewsMy silent revolution... How it would, or will be. How I want to go through with it, make this real, but I am too weak, too much of a wimp... so alas, I must suffer in a breaking double-image of myself for now...Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 410 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-22-0262. Cold Coffee reviewsPG for language at the end... Just... something I kinda dreamed up... I was really bored... A girl thinks she's getting stood-up... *tear* Heh...Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 454 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-15-0263. Shattered in the Darkness reviewsHow I felt, and still feel now... especially right after I read that note...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-10-0264. Ice Cream reviewsA girl's natural anti-depressant. Of course, it's only temporary.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-10-0265. Not Guilty reviewsIt's not my fault I'm not "that way"... It's doesn't actually have to be PG13, I'm just being overly cautious.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-9-0266. Seasons reviewsWritten as one of sixteen poems during French class... Too depressed about the break-up to actually follow the whole French breakfast conversation...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10-9-0267. Saccharine reviewsSaccharine is a great word, it describes so much of the world... so sugar-coated and fake.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-7-0268. Return of the Blade reviewsLook what happens, with just the stupidest, smallest lie... I'm cutting myself again. That sweet cold blade...Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 10-5-0269. Trust Fall reviewsFound it while cleaning up my poem disk... Too much stuff on there, but this one I actually think is worth posting. Falling and not sure if trusting someone will be there to catch you is smart...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-5-0270. Addict reviewsAddiction to a drug that I cannot refuse... not a plant, not a chemical... but a person that right now is killing me inside, making me braindead, just like a drug.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10-4-0271. Blink reviewsNever forget to blink, or you might just get swept away with the rest of the world...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-21-0272. Barren reviewsAngst written when one is happy does not have quite the effect that one would hope for, but part of this I feel is strong. Lost souls, minds, emotions, etc. The angsty schtuff.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-17-0273. Little Glass Rosebud reviewsThis is actually a somewhat happy poem, aren't you shocked? Hehe. I honestly don't think it's as strong as my others though *because* it's happy. It's really hard to write happy poems. The problem is, I'm too happy to write something sad!Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 9-14-0274. Faded reviewsI wrote this when feeling extremely crummy and lonely... I'm actually quite proud of it. It could also be a song if you stretched it, and that's how I think of it. I would have posted it yesterday but ff.n was down for 'remembrance'.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-12-0275. Sensua reviewsNo, it is *not* in any way a sexual poem. The poems involves the senses, but I really didn't want to call it 'Senses'. Short, simple, but I'm still proud of it :) It's one of those quirky poems I really like.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-21-0276. Questionmark Future reviewsThe formatting got messed up, so I'm going to replace it soon with the reg. version. The sad realization that some of us come to when we know we just have to let go... even if we can't, we think we will, or we'll try.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-21-0277. Blood on the Floor reviewsSort of an abstract poem, but also realistic. I guess it's basically just got a different feel to it, or at least that's how I felt when I wrote it.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-21-0278. Smoke reviewsSurrounded by smoke. R/r.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-20-0279. Brown Paper Package reviewsOf the feeling like a mishandled package, the contents broken and battered.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-20-0280. Beautiful Stranger reviewsAbout a stranger that is like the night sky-something you will never have.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-28-0281. Willow reviewsA story about a girl who has terrible things happen to her ever since one night when she was three. The only thing she feels any love or bonds with is nature. She has no family, and friends come and go, as she does. More chapters to come.Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 701 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-22-0282. Emerald City reviews::sigh:: About those endless pools of green that I could stare into forever... ::sigh again::Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-22-0283. Blind Youth reviewsI like this one... I don't know what made me want to write it, I guess it just popped into my mind. I like visually descriptive poemies .Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7-22-0284. Wilted Flower Child reviewsA boy that didn't fit in and couldn't be with the only one he loved... Starts out angsty, ends in crinkle-your-nose-cute sweetness.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-22-0285. Fame reviewsPG-13 for language. A poem about my twisted view on the hollow life of Fame.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-22-0286. Red reviewsI actually uploaded this in the midst of ff.n problems, and ff.n'accidentally' deleted it. I'm sorry, but they need to get their act together. They're deleting stories and reviews, and... well, it's annoying! This is a short poem about a very embarrassPoetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-30-0287. When Darkness Comes reviewsAnother songy-poem thing for class . It's uh... very gloomy and depressing and death-ish... My friend Grim plays a big part ;PPoetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-20-0288. Cracked Mask reviewsUmm... I guess it's about that 'mask' that many of us use to hide our emotions, but this puts it in a literal sense, and what happens to the person when that mask cracks.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-20-0289. Broken Porcelain reviewsDepression brings weird depressing poems like these... Tend to be some of my more abstract stuff, which I tend to find more 'poetic'.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5-16-0290. Average reviewsThis is sort of a song... the chorus just popped into my head while working on a poetry project, and I wrote the rest to go along with it. It's about a girl being plain, and average, and how no one wants that.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5-16-0291. The Prisoners of Tremont reviewsI wrote this short story for a creative writing assignment, and really got into it. It's about four escapees from the Tremont Dungeons, and what happens when one discovers this godly magic that he holds. 'Course, that doesn't mean it's a good thing...Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Adventure - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,290 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5-13-0292. Serenity reviewsNo clue why I changed this out of angst... I must not have been able to think of a good angsty end... I hate that. It starts out angsty though.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-1-0293. Fragile reviewsThis is one of those abstract poems... it's not totally out there, but it's not very clear. I'm trying to have some more of these, rather than just guy related crud.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-30-0294. Social Ice reviewsAfter a fight with my friend, I typed this up. It's basically about how popularity can tear up years and years of friendship.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4-29-0295. Blinded reviewsPG for the slightest language. *Might* pass as G even... But I wrote this to vent. This is kind of an angsty, messed up guy situation...Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-26-0296. Hiding reviewsNot really anyone truly knows me... *maybe* some of my close friends... But this is kind of about how I (and many people) hide, because it's feels as if the world shouldn't see something so ugly and disgraceful.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-25-0297. Razor reviewsThe reasoning behind my (and many others') experiences of cutting.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4-24-0298. Sight for Sore Eyes reviewsIt describes the feelings that some people have about people that they want to hate, but can't help dreaming of them, even though they seem to ruin their lives. I realize that that was a run-on .Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-16-0299. Welcomed and Feared reviewsThis is... hmm... how shall I put it? I guess you could say it's about a 'force' that is (or should be ) in everyone's life. Just r/r. It's too hard to explain without giving it away.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-1-02100. There When You Want Me reviewsMostly about having someone there when you need them. Shoulder to cry on stuff, etc. But the last stanza is different from the others in it's own way...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4-1-02101. Wipe Away Those Years reviewsI wrote this listening to Creed... I just got it from one line though... it sort of applies to me now, but now really. More like a few years ago.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4-1-02102. Fate's Tears reviewsThis is a bit hard to explain in a it-makes-sense summary. I wrote this just 'cause, but after thinking about it, it could apply to the concentration camps being liberated at the end of the Holocaust...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-1-02103. And If I Don't reviewsR for language. This is a *true* experience in my life, one that I'm going through right now. So basically, I'm not making up soap opera crap. It's a poorly directed real-life kinda-soap-opera-y stuff. It has to do with "being number two" and loving soFiction: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 716 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-26-02104. Crying for Friends reviewsI wrote this the morning after the Academic UIL competition. It expresses my fear about something serious that someone did to herself there, and about another friend who I ended up falling in love with. Involves a suicidal manic-depressive.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-22-02105. Waiting reviewsNo one stops for the one waiting in silence, being enveloped by the numbing, bitter cold. I wrote this at least a year ago.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-20-02106. Shut Up reviewsThis was written in approximately the fall of last year. Covers the issues of people that don't shut up, and are so selfish, that they don't realize all the pain they're causing.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-20-02107. Never reviewsYeah, I wrote this awhile ago... It doesn't actually apply to me, but it's about never *meaning* to be some ways that people can be.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-20-02108. My Name is Loser reviews"Hi. I'm Loser. Who are you? I can see that you're not Loser, too." PoV of a 'loser', touching on the points of how fake popular people act, how cruel they are, etc.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3-18-02109. One to Another reviewsI wrote this out of extreme frustration. I don't understand why people with go from one friend of mine to another, but always pass over me. This poem is about that, but geared more specifically toward a guy...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-18-02110. Feel So Real reviewsYou know those dreams that you could just SWEAR were real? Like it seems like you can even feel in them? Well, this is about those kind of dreams, and how they're so happy and wonderful when you're asleep, but so emotionally painful when you wake up.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-17-02111. Dream World reviewsIf only this dream world lasted forever... but alas, it does not, and everyone must sometime go back to the horrors of reality.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-15-02112. Fly reviewsIt would be so wonderful just to be able to fly away from the hurt and frustration, to find someone that feels the same about you as you feel about them...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-15-02113. The Field of Black Lilies reviewsThe Field of Black Lilies is beyond the giggling sunflowers, and past the cemetry of dead autumn leaves. There no one ever comes back, they are lost in the deathly beauty of the lilies.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 3-14-02114. Impure reviewsI really needed to express this- it's basically about how this person is so sick of being sheltered, and just wnats to do something impure, and not feel so much like a goody-goody.Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3-13-02115. I Thought... reviews"I thought you wanted someone who cared." Poem about how a guy won't accept that fact that his gf's horrible to him, and they're not right for each other, and the gf's best friend can show him how to get rid of the pain (or at least thinks so).Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-13-02116. Melancholy Lies reviewsEveryone is so tired of your melancholy lies. You've hurt so many, and please so few, so just go, before your melancholy lies do anymore damage.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-13-02117. Feeling Faint reviewsPardon the weird formatting. * I'm feeling so nauseous, I think I'm going to faint... He makes me feel so dizzy... I'm falling... falling...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-9-02118. Witness the Evolution reviewsDedicated to all the people who left me to rot. Esp. all the guys. Oh boy do I like this one... :} (evil smiley face)Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-11-02119. Look reviewsI never should have looked, and now as the result of my actions I am living all alone.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-11-02120. Yet Again reviewsYet again I am left all alone... And on a day when you shouldn't be... Why does that day have to be so lonely?Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2-11-02121. Hands reviewsI remember your hands... Your wonderful hands... I wish I could hold them again...Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-11-02122. Impossible reviewsI know that eveything I wnat is impossible to have... Why do I keep wanting it? Or rather why is it that I can't have it?Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-11-02123. Et Tu? reviewsAre you one of them now? You act like it... You make a new wound bigger than the one you are trying to heal.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 332 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-27-02124. The Fallen reviewsTheir original beauty disappears into ugliness... and they fall, dead. Just like us. Just like me.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 1-24-02125. Emily's Way reviewsEmily never does any thing nice, anything good. She is always mean, always a bad child. That's just the way she is. She couldn't *show* them that she actually cares.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-22-02126. Under reviewsShe lost herself to them. Every unique thing about her was gone. She was sinking under, with no way to stop it.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-20-02127. Bittersweet Night reviewsHe didn't realize he was losing their attention. He was hopeless and helpless. No one wanted to listen to him. Except her.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-20-02128. Dreamer reviewsThe world was crumbling around her, but she didn't see. The dreamer dreamt on, ignoring the pain and suffering in reality. And when she awoke, it hit too hard.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-20-02129. Looking in From the Outside reviewsTo BM, I... wish I didn't feel this way... To RW... I'm sorry for being horrible, even though you do not yet know *how much* I feel to my knowledge. And to others, please read and review, maybe say what this seems like to you. Whatever. I don't care.Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 505 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-17-02130. Bubble reviewsShe'd lived in a bubble all her life, thinking it would prevent pain, rather than cause it.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-1-02131. Christmas Spirit reviews'Tis the season to be lonely. (Yes, I KNOW it's several days past Christmas, but I wrote it BEFORE, just was too lazy to post it if that helps)Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-30-01132. The Crooked Finger reviewsThe Crooked Finger blames everyone but the one with the control, and seldom is it happy.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-22-01133. Shake reviewsI put this under Romance because it is sort of about a failed 'romance'. So, in a better description, it's about a hopeless romantic who never ends up with a good situation ::cough that sounds strangely like the word 'me'::. It's a true story. Read andFiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,297 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11-4-01134. Goodbye reviewsNo one seemed to understand, that day he said goodbye.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-9-01135. Forbidden reviewsThey were there, playing their forbidden games.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10-9-01136. Crymson Rhapsody reviews'This is to my Crymson Rhapsody,' the sweet notes that live in my soul.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-29-01137. Maybe Someday reviewsDedicated to B.M. 'Maybe someday' he'll read this.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9-29-01138. Grey reviewsThey're grey, just grey.Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 9-29-01139. Fear reviewsFear is the only thing to be afraid of.Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9-29-01140. For No Reason reviews"I'm crying, crying for no reason."Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9-29-01
