December 16, 2004
So do not feel good. >___ ;;; It's been nothing if not hectic at school these past few weeks. My arms ache for some unknown reason (OHNO!). Can you have nightmares when you're technically awake? 'Cause, last night, I actually believed that my English project group was with me when I was in bed - no, I'm totally serious -and I was, like, hallucinating and trying to figure out how we're going to set up for our group project while thinking about the two tests that I had coming up and my arm was hurting and at about, um, 12:00 FREAKING O'CLOCK I blinked and reasoned to myself, "hey, you've already performed your English project on the Tuesday, you're in your bed, it's December 16 now, get a fucking grip!"
Duuuuuuude, far out. That's...not healthy.
Oh, buuuuuut I did manage to snag OpenCanvas after finally hearing about it, and I finally have time to start on FP now (dear God, I swear, not even my fault), and now after drawing a coupla pics of Jude Law's hot and sexy face I am finally ready to cultivate my next story idea. Given that I...remember what it is.
See, for reasons I can't explain, I really don't want to write more about Byakuren. I don't. I want to skip ahead and solve the mystery of Shiraho's parentage; I want to get a jump start on the yaoi factor, I desperately want to start on the "God Complex" saga I'd been planning, like, forever. But, see, I've figured something out. If I pour just a little teensy bit of my own suffering and my own pissed off personality into Byakuren right now, it'd make the writing go a lot faster. Kind of like Janet Jackson and The Velvet Rope. It's a feasible idea, and I hope that by this weekend I will have started. I will start it and I will like it, goddamn it!
'Hem. Anywho. Things on my to-do list for Christmas:
-Give presents to friends, family, teachers, so on and so forth - done and done!
-Catch up with Witch Hunter Robin, 'cause finally the plot train is, like, moving a little, and it seems a novel proposition to sit up at 10:30 at night glued to the teevee watching Robin edge maybe10 mm closerto Amon every, well, year. Wicked cool!
-Finish that chapter of FP I promised, obviously. ^___^
-Write some sort of storyline for another anime that I'll never be able to make, 'cause my brain's awfully empty in terms of character designs now, and anything that comes out on paper immediately reminds me of something Obata-sama already did. Freaaaaaaking tough work! I already know that the male lead's gonna look like Jude-kun and the female lead will be wearing something slightly skanky, and they're both going to be robots and she's all gonna be like, "have you seen my stupid boyfriend? I'm going to go all over the country trying to find him, even though I'm, like, totally jealous of his superior intellect" and he's going to be hyped up on...something, 'cause he's angsting about the fact that a David Bowie-like figure appeared from out of the shadows and took away his mojo. Yikes. O_O It sounds even kookier on paper!
-Get my ass off this chair, 'cause I owe it to myself, even just a little. Heaaaaaaave ho! *slumps like a slumpy thing* Aaaaaaaaaah!
I'll try to keep the remainder of this entry short!
DN SPOILER! And I mean, really big massive spoiler if you haven't read past 48, so stay away!
Me: Not going to talk about who the new Kira is.
Higuchi: Not even a little bit? *pout*
Me: In other news...finally, we get a revelation! That whole showdown with Rem and Misa scared the crap out of me, and I could see the plot simmering over, but the revelation at the end was genuinely nice! See, I always thought that Rem was female, but the whole "I'll protect this adolescent fellow sista even if I die!" angle never seemed to work for me.
Rem: *shrugs*
Me: Your snake eyes are such the scary.
Rem: Are you coming on to me?
Me: Duuuh...
Rem: *Twitch* Like, gross.
Me: On the other hand, I'm really scared for Matsuda in regards to the upcoming plan that Light cooked up. So scared, scared out of my wits, because I really, really don't think he can dodge death twice.
Matsuda: Sure I can! I've got fangirls now! *swoon*
Me: And Light...my goodness. So many predictions I want to blabber on about with regards to Light, but I think I'll leave it at this: he is a good person, end of story. He's trying to fight the circumstances around him as best he could, which is nigh impossible seeing as he's the catalyst. And the look in his eyes tells me that he genuinely believes his own innocence. One day Evil Light and Good Light are going to come face to face. I know it, and I look forward to it.
TSUBASA REZ. CHRON. SPOILER!
Me: Okay, I want scans, like, now. Alternate world versions of Kurogane and Fye? The return of Ashura? Syaoran kicking ass - like, really kicking ass? This is almost like slow death without visuals! My God, want to see soooooo bad. Although, somewhat displeased with the whole Fuuma/Kamui wish deal angle on Ashura and Yasha.
CLAMP: You will never escape the clutches of mediocre X! Muaaahaha. Ha. Haaaahaha!
Me: *shudder* No offense to X fans. Oh, and um, one more thing. I love Kurogane. I couldn't love him more if he was my own psychotic unnaturally tall brother. But I swear to God, lay another finger on Syao-syao, and SOMEBODY is going to die!
Kurogane: You mean -
Me: *holds Fai at gunpoint* Yeeeeah. That's right.
Fai: Ahahaha.
Kurogane: *Bursts into tears* Why is the world so cruel...?
Me: ...Dear God, I've ruined him. *Burns herslash fanfics* Noooooooo-
Fai: Nyan.
Kurogane: *Spazzes* I just wanted to be loooooooved!

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November 29, 2004
I know, I realize that I shouldn't be posting again so soon, BUT.
NARUTO SPOILER!
Me: *In the middle of class today* OMIGOD, KAKASHI'SEYECAMEFROMOBITO.
Classmates: O_O;;
Obito: *sputters* You...stupid-ass -
END SPOILER. No, really, I swear.

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November 28, 2004
Oh my god. The week went by so fast! *double blink* I can't believe - I mean...oh, hell. Tell I didn't just sleep through more of my life. *Arrrrgh!*
NARUTO SPOILER In Naruto news...
Me: *Upon seeing Kakashi chastize Obito for being latein the Kakashi Gaiden* Oh no you didn't!! *Hoots* No freaking way, maaaaan!
Obito: *Blab blab swear swear*
Me: Hm. So he's not...completely like Naruto-kun. I can live with that! Love my goggle boys! *thinks back to Digimon obsession* Oy vey.
*Two chapters and a History project later...*
Me: OHMYGOD, OBITODIES.
Obito: *Like, you can't remember seeing my freaking grave half the series ago? What's the matter with you, woman?*
Me: Well, b-but...
Yondaime: Marvel at my pretty pretty face! *shines with prettiness*
Me: Ooh, ooh, I can do that! *presses face against the screen*
Obito: *Unnerved* Heeeeey...
Kakashi: *Blinks slowly* *prods Obito* Hey. Let's make out.
Obito: ....
END SPOILER/BEGIN NEW SPOILER (DN)
Me: *Reads Chapter 44 of Death Note* Like, as if it could be anyone but Hatori. He so obviously faked his own death and -
Me: *Reads Chapter 45 and 46*...*Rereads*...
Me: Okay, back to Shimura.
Shimura: *Blinks* Eh?
Me: In other DN news that does NOT hurt my head so very very much, Aber is infinitely cooler than Weddie...not that he didn't try. I mean, he just sits with his goddamn feet on the table and his shirt half open and he expects us not to see him as a flaming sex symbol?
Aber: I'm too sexy for this series. *pouts*
Me: *Stares* Um, that you are not. But that's okay. Remember Raye Pember? His only crime was being sexier than Light and then he died a horrible death.
Raye: Damn straight!
Light: So NOT.
L: I can testify!*Snuggles with Light*
Me: Before even the first volume was finished. Now you think about that, mister.
Aber: ...*Rebuttons his shirt*
Light and L: *Rebutton their shirts*
Me: So if Raito is Light, then that's just one more thing that he and L have in common. Super creepy. I'm glad I like Matsuda the best. But Mogi-kun is climbing up in my favour as well!
Mogi: *Face completely red* Go go Misamisa! You - g-get them - good - ! *collapses from exhaustion*
Misa: ...At least I'm cuuuute!
END SPOILER/BEGIN CHOBITS/TRC SPOILER
They say Tsubasa RC, now that a freaking year and a half is over, is getting interesting! Need...to read...scanlations...! CLAMP is just...is just...I'm at a lack of words. Sometimes, they can make so much sense. Think back to Chitose's flashback at the end of, um, Chobits 7 I think. Where Icchan (Uninformed reader: *hackgasp* Whaaaaaaaa?) tells Chitose that she fells pain when the angel dolls are hurt because she's human. And then, you get a scene like, like, oh, I dunno, Rikuou and Kazahaya and those damned fish from Legal Drug 1. Hell.At least they're well-drawn fish. And pretty much the entirety of X, which I never much cared for. 'Course, that's just me.
Yuzuriha: My dog looks like a cat and turns into a sword!
Me: ...O-Okay, sweetie. *pats head*
This CLAMP controversy is exactly what keeps them alive, even if they blatantly suck sometimes. Which is why I'll be reading Tezuka's Buddha this Christmas, thank you kindly and goodnight.
END SPOILERS ALL.