I'm a walking mass of contradictions at times. I like to be alone but I want to be with friends. I'm quiet but can also be loud. I'm sensative but often appear impassive. I like heavy metal but can switch to pop or any other genre in a second. I'm messy but like things to be orderly. I like the idea of honour but some of my actions go against that ideal. I am both paranoid and secure. I like to laugh but don't smile too often. You get the idea. I'm also crazy, but don't worry about that :D

I'm 20, enjoying life and currently studying at essex university in the UK. I like to think I've got a good head on my shoulders and hate letting people down, upsetting people (that I like, anyway) is something I can't stand. I always try my best and want to live up to my potential, without overexerting myself to the brink of a breakdown. I don't think I'm vain or arrogant, though I do have strong opinions and will defend myself and my ideas 100 until proven absolutely wrong. I might be slightly stubborn, but I don't like confrontation and will only force confrontation if I feel there is a strong need for it. I have a strange sense of humour which can be both dry and a little offensive at times but I like to make people smile, so I try regardless. I'd like to get some of my writing published one day. Nothing else to add really, except I have an insatiable creativity and always need to be creating something from stories to graphics to babies ;)