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since: 01-07-02, id: 150917
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Author has written 131 stories for General, Song, Essay, Horror, Life, Thriller, Friendship, Family, School, and Love.

"Have no fear of perfection - you'll never reach it."

-Salvador Dali

Everything I do, I dedicate to my angel, the light of my life, Julie. She's my muse,

my best friend, and #1 fan xD.

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My profiles:

http://myspace.com/scar_on_society

http://vampirefreaks.com/u/_atephobic

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My Name's Nikki. I'm 17, a lesbian, and I live in upstate NY which sucks but is better than some places I've been. I play bass, acoustic guitar, and keyboard and sing most of the songs I've got posted on here, which will be available sometime on the site soundclick.com. I also draw/paint and design clothes, I've got a freewebs gallery but I don't remember the code so that'll be another time. I've been on this site for a long time and I advise you read the new shit, because the old ones are pretty damn awful. I've been banned a few times, had shit deleted but I'm still here XD I'm like SARS, I just don't die.

I'm slightly obsessed with manga, anime and Japanese culture in general.

My alltime favorite movies are V for Vendetta, Silent Hill, What Dreams May Come, Monty Python's Holy Grail, and Donnie Darko.

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My site

-Art, Music, everything of mine is on here:

http://www.freewebs/xdeathofartx.com

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The greatest book of all time is Drawing Blood, by Poppy Z. Brite so go fucking read it.

Music is my second love, after my Girlfriend and I listen to just about anything. Right now I'm huge on Dir En Grey, Aural Vampire, Infected Mushroom, and J-Lo. I love J-rock and industrial, old-school punk and some folk music, techno and euro-pop, just about anything. I'm a DDR Fanatic as well, blame my friends for that ^^.

Contrary to what it may seem, I'm actually a pretty nice person unless I have a reason not to be so check out my myspace, message me, add whatever, I'm always up for meeting new people.

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Updates:

October 12

The apocalypse is here! I actually started writing yesterday, and lo, behold and so forth: It's a fuckin' story. I got about 10 pages before I got too tired to see the keys anymore, but it's just a random little idea that I got from some stuff going on with a friend right now. Good stuff ^_^ Besides that, still workin on recording stuff for Death of Art, I'll update again whenever new mp3's are available. as of now, Summer Snow, Brand New Seed, Banking, and Hypnox are downloadable and the lyrics are there too. Aren't you all spoiled!

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1. Summer Snow reviews
One of my favorite peices, I'm very proud of this song. There's a lot of references and allusion in this one.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-27-06 - Published: 7-27-06
2. Banking reviews
Something I threw together after I almost lost a really close friend.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-27-06 - Published: 7-27-06
3. North
Poem I wrote when one of my friends died this past summer.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-27-06 - Published: 7-27-06
4. Fight for You
Another song for my gf, a bit better than my others.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 366 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-27-06 - Published: 7-27-06
5. Damned Daughter reviews
A song I wrote when my girlfriend got kicked out of her house, directed towards her mother.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-27-06 - Published: 7-27-06
6. Scar On Society reviews
I finally decided to write a song about the name I almost always use for things. I like this one a lot.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-22-06 - Published: 2-22-06
7. Dumb Little Girl reviews
Your typical self-loathing B.S from yours truly.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-11-06 - Published: 1-11-06
8. Bring Forth The Body reviews
From the 'Blind Morals' cd I'm working on, it focuses on injustices in the law system mainly.
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-11-06 - Published: 1-11-06
9. Heaven's Arms
Ah, yet another sappy effing' love fest. I'm proud of this one though.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-11-06 - Published: 1-11-06
10. DDY
A bit retarded and more low key than my usual.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-11-06 - Published: 1-11-06
11. ABombANation
One of those anti-politic songs that we all love so much -;
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-11-06 - Published: 1-11-06
12. Nine
A song about how it all started
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-11-06 - Published: 1-11-06
13. Virus reviews
Just a bit harder version of your average love song
Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-05
14. Don't Let Us Die reviews
Just another mushy bit of rambling from the one and only. This is one of the better oens, might end up as an acoustic peice on the Atephobia page.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-05
15. Brand New Seed reviews
Ah, the joys of being angry xD I love this song to death. I'm working on recording it as well, once I get the MP3 Up I'll link it here.
Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-22-05 - Published: 9-22-05
16. Intersected reviews
Oddly enough, there's no swearing in this one. I like this quite a bit. This is what you get from listening to too much Poison The Well, haha.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-31-05 - Published: 8-31-05
17. TRUTH reviews
Good ol' pissed off yours truley.
Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 429 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-20-05 - Published: 6-20-05
18. An Exit reviews
Another peice written about the aforementioned jerkoff. A bit better than the last.
Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-20-05 - Published: 6-20-05
19. This Is War reviews
A song written about a certain A-HOLE I know. Not my best, but I like it.
Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-20-05 - Published: 6-20-05
20. HOMETOWN reviews
A bit of a return to my 'roots- Good old pissed off me! Please read this, I'm extremely proud of it for some reason.
Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-4-05 - Published: 5-4-05
21. Untitled3 reviews
More incoherent babble about my precious.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-4-05 - Published: 5-4-05
22. Angel's Breath reviews
Come to expect the mushification of loveyness!
Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-4-05 - Published: 5-4-05
23. Let Us Dance reviews
The offspring of listening to Dax from Acid Bath's "Skeletal Circus Derails" for over 2 hours..one of my better ones.
Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-5-05 - Published: 4-5-05
24. And You Said it was Wrong reviews
A song written about recent events around here that are really pissing me off.
School - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-23-05 - Published: 3-23-05
25. I'm Breathless reviews
Just read the stupid thing.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-15-05 - Published: 2-15-05
26. My Words To You reviews
Another song to my girlfriend, chronicalling the atrocities of the evil Sunday night.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 437 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-30-05 - Published: 1-30-05
27. Nothing Girl reviews
Another auto biographical peice, I'm very proud of this one.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-23-05 - Published: 1-23-05
28. Scapegoat
A song I've written about my dad..I'm really, really proud of this one.
Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-23-05 - Published: 1-23-05
29. Jealous Reverie reviews
Another one of my angrier songs..Written in the fervor of jealousy and mis-congrued pain.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-13-05 - Published: 1-13-05
30. Away reviews
Just typical randomness from me; I wrote most of it during Global class, and the last half is from typing class after I had read something Julie wrote. I'm proud of this, actually.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-11-05 - Published: 1-11-05
31. Fine reviews
one of my favourites; NOTE: This song is NOT intended to be negative, contrary to what it may seem. It's focusing on how a certain someone has helped me through a lot.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-6-05 - Published: 1-6-05
32. Random
Exactly what the title says.
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-3-05 - Published: 1-3-05
33. DialTone
More random trash from yours truly- This is what happens when I'm worried and over-tired.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 344 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-3-05 - Published: 1-3-05
34. Random Less than Thoughts » reviews
A collection of my essays, ramblings, and such.
Essay - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,938 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-23-04 - Published: 12-23-04
35. Kill the Rose reviews
Take a wild guess who this one is about. Hint, it sure as hell ain't Julie. Very proud of this.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 12-21-04 - Published: 12-21-04
36. Jealousy reviews
a song directed at somebody I know that hasn't the faintest clue what's going on.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-16-04 - Published: 12-16-04
37. Heaven For A Whore reviews
I'm actually quite proud of this one...Another ode to my Julie.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 324 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-9-04 - Published: 12-9-04
38. The Oath reviews
The sappiest thing I've ever written- listening to HIM a lot does that to you..Another lovesong to Julie.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-7-04 - Published: 12-7-04
39. Unaed
Really, really random, and yet I love it. The name is actually a typo that I thought looked cool (It was going to be "Unnamed)
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-2-04 - Published: 11-2-04
40. Eulogy reviews
Something I wrote last night when I was really upset, I like it alot.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-27-04 - Published: 10-27-04
41. A House Is A Home
Not really fiction: An essay I wrote for my English class, about living in a funeral home and the various aspects of it. I'm pretty proud of this.
Essay - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 751 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-23-04 - Published: 10-23-04
42. Diary of A Mad Woman reviews
A girl's final moments as she admits to her revenge. NOTE: The misspelling is intended, so don't yell at me that I can't spell.
Thriller - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,719 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-18-04 - Published: 10-18-04
43. Reciprocal for Breath
Just a a random thing I threw together out of boredom a few nights ago.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-16-04 - Published: 10-16-04
44. Fear of Ruin
Atephobia- A fear of ruin, or fear of ruins.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-04 - Published: 9-14-04
45. Fireworks
Pertaining to something that happened this past summer.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-04 - Published: 9-14-04
46. Behind The Nothing
For my music project, Atephobia.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-04 - Published: 9-14-04
47. Lessonz
Just something I wrote. I'm proud of this.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-04 - Published: 9-14-04
48. An Angel's Kiss reviews
Written to a certain someone, who I have a hard time telling things like this to.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 415 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-14-04 - Published: 9-14-04
49. Success Song
Finalized copy of one of my oldest ones.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 387 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-1-04 - Published: 8-1-04
50. Scars on Society reviews
A look at why we all love fear, live for hate, and are still talking about Jack the Ripper, a couple hundred years later.
Essay - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 560 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-30-04 - Published: 7-30-04
51. Like a Whore reviews
Am I going to get banned again for this? Anyway. Just read it.
Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Parody/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-30-04 - Published: 7-30-04
52. Hybrid »
After years of abscence, Asatine Polaris returns to his hometown of Saiion to find the life he knew in shambles.. More to come sometime, hopefully. R&R
Thriller - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,911 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-13-04 - Published: 7-13-04
53. Fun reviews
A light hearted little diddy.
Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-1-04 - Published: 6-1-04
54. Brother reviews
One of the angriest, rawest things I"ve written. Pure emotion, no poetic maskings here.
Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-1-04 - Published: 6-1-04
55. Prayer reviews
A somewhat toned down thing I wrote this past Thursday, due to some crap that happenend that I can't type here because of the stupid censors.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-1-04 - Published: 6-1-04
56. Not Tomorrow reviews
If you know the Silent Hill trilogy, you should know the song "Not Tomorrow". This is just random words I put to the music, written by the great Akira Yamaoka bows
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-24-04 - Published: 5-24-04
57. Broken reviews
Just something I came up with during Global class.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 4-28-04 - Published: 4-28-04
58. Requiem for a Friend reviews
It's kind of symbolic, kind of pointless, and hopefully someone will read it.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-19-04 - Published: 4-19-04
59. Reflections reviews
Re-working of "reflectshun"; a somewhat more 'up' version of the same song.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-15-04 - Published: 3-15-04
60. ReflectShun reviews
Just more garbage about yours truley.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-24-04 - Published: 2-24-04
61. Civil War reviews
Really, really short but it's something.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-23-04 - Published: 2-23-04
62. Less than Zero reviews
Just a lengthening of something I said to my friend. It's not too bad but there's a lot of typos, probably. Just read it.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-6-04 - Published: 2-6-04
63. Hypnox reviews
Again, painfully honest.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 434 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-28-04 - Published: 1-28-04
64. Rinefield reviews
Mushy as heck. Call me crazy, but I kinda like this one.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-28-04 - Published: 1-28-04
65. Book of Lies reviews
Almost a preluder to Johnny Christ. This one is a little more subdued, and a lot less sweary. But this one's good too.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-25-04 - Published: 1-25-04
66. Johnny Christ reviews
The single most offensive song I've ever written, and I'm proud of it so read it and weep.
Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 1-25-04 - Published: 1-25-04
67. Your Favourite Mistake reviews
Just a non-sensical rambling that I actually like.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-12-04 - Published: 1-12-04
68. Webs reviews
I have to stop writing this god-awful emotional trash.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-7-04 - Published: 1-7-04
69. Unreal reviews
Just another obsessive and idiotic rant. Flame it.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-3-04 - Published: 1-3-04
70. Angel reviews
Just another loathable love song.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-30-03 - Published: 12-30-03
71. What She Doesn't Know reviews
Painfully honest, trying to speak in the only form I know well enough to use. Hoping this will show the emotions that I'm too afraid to un-veil myself.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-30-03 - Published: 12-30-03
72. Mechanic reviews
A really crappy song about society. Flame away.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-29-03 - Published: 12-29-03
73. October Frost reviews
Just a song.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-28-03 - Published: 12-28-03
74. World of Sin reviews
A My Ruin-esqe song I wrote with some confused, high emotions present. Read and review, one of my prouder ones.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-18-03 - Published: 12-18-03
75. Back into Reality reviews
Just a song about life and stuff.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-10-03 - Published: 12-10-03
76. Say When reviews
Just another song.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-10-03 - Published: 12-10-03
77. Behind the Veil reviews
Excuse the typos. Written in the fervor of remembrance and a pain that lingers long after the fact.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-5-03 - Published: 12-5-03
78. Whispers of Corruption reviews
This story is really, REALLY sick. Do not read this if perversion or excessive gore/violence bothers you. This is probably the most derranged thing I've ever written. And I'm very, very proud, lol. Read the authour's note if you want more information on
Horror - Fiction Rated: M - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,863 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-22-03 - Published: 11-22-03
79. I am Fear reviews
Finally overcoming the residues of my heart, this song is for Jose, the closing of a chapter, the ending of a curse.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 406 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-19-03 - Published: 11-19-03
80. Accusations of the GuiltRidden Fool reviews
A slightly trippy song I wrote, listening to too much Kovenant. Basically, about how we percieve things as humans, and how our emotions sometimes distort our senses.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 452 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-2-03 - Published: 11-2-03
81. The Jackyl reviews
Symbolical song I wrote while listening to Emperor. I like this one, I guess you could call it pretty disturbing.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-2-03 - Published: 11-2-03
82. In The Shadows reviews
Song that actually tells a story, but I'm not telling what it's about. Just read.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-2-03 - Published: 11-2-03
83. No More, Walk On
Pretty much just another sad song about my ex, one of my more 'acceptable' songs.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-29-03 - Published: 10-29-03
84. Sway reviews
Unfinished little scrap I wrote one day, I kind of like this one acctually.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-29-03 - Published: 10-29-03
85. Suck reviews
Fear my badly written angst, for I am just a moron. Read. Hate. Flame. Tell me how much you love to hate me, it just warms that little piss-fed fire inside so much.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 485 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-25-03 - Published: 10-25-03
86. Time Bomb reviews
I wrote this in science class, I guess it's kind of a play-off of a nickname someone gave me. Read it, I kind of like this one.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-14-03 - Published: 10-14-03
87. Untitled reviews
I wrote this after Jose broke up with me.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-6-03 - Published: 10-6-03
88. Garden of Time reviews
Not sure what this is about really, It's based on a drawing I did. I dunno who it's about, just read the damn thing!
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-18-03 - Published: 9-18-03
89. Old Enough reviews
Just a song.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-13-03 - Published: 9-13-03
90. Mistake reviews
Too bad there isn't a "hate" category. Meh. This is probably one of the angriest, pointless songs I've written in quite a while. Heh heh. Please read and tell me how much I suck -_-.
Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 403 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-5-03 - Published: 9-5-03
91. Jeremiad
"A literary work or speech expressing a bitter lament or a righteous prophecy of doom." The defition should be pretty self-explanitory.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 431 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-03 - Published: 9-5-03
92. TwentyOne Flames
Just a song
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-03 - Published: 9-5-03
93. Stay reviews
I'm not even sure where this came from, one of the lines was in my head all day and this was the overall result. Please R&R.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-24-03 - Published: 8-24-03
94. Missing You reviews
Yet another song I wrote for Jose.Wrote it while on vacation, hence the title and context. Read it and beware of sappyness. Whoo.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-21-03 - Published: 8-21-03
95. Song for Boldt Castle reviews
A song/poem I wrote about Boldt Castle, in the Thousand Islands. The guy who built it built it for his wife, because he loved her but he died before it was completed.It's a pretty sad story, the castle is beautiful though. Whatever, read the song, pwease.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-21-03 - Published: 8-21-03
96. Hell In An Angel's Eyes reviews
Just read it. Depressing, I guarantee.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-20-03 - Published: 8-20-03
97. Lights Fade Away reviews
The underlying perversion is easy to spot. Just read between the lines.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-9-03 - Published: 8-9-03
98. Break Me reviews
One pissed of song. More self-destructive then anything, I wrote it at a bad time.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-9-03 - Published: 8-9-03
99. To: Perfection reviews
An extrememly dumb song I wrote for Jose while I was away, and reading far too much Poe.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-9-03 - Published: 8-9-03
100. The Burning Times reviews
One of the darker ones. I like this one.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-12-03 - Published: 7-12-03
101. Steeple reviews
I acctually quite like this, even though its non-sensical as crap.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-12-03 - Published: 7-12-03
102. Song for Kat reviews
Just a song I wrote for one of my best friends, back when we were friends.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-12-03 - Published: 7-12-03
103. Morbid Dawn reviews
Just an older song I wrote, about my ex a while back.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 413 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-12-03 - Published: 7-12-03
104. Playing with Fire reviews
Don't ask about the title. Just a somewhat interesting song I wrote.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-2-03 - Published: 7-2-03
105. fetus reviews
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-25-03 - Published: 6-25-03
106. Imperfect Perfection reviews
Uh. A song. About someone. O_o;; ...just read it.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-23-03 - Published: 6-23-03
107. For You reviews
Song I wrote last year about someone, I re-uploaded it recently after fixing the typos and crap.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 465 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-14-03 - Published: 6-14-03
108. Come On Concubine reviews
Rated PG-13 for sucking and swearing. Random stupid song thats not that bad, I wrote it about an annoying person.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 6-12-03 - Published: 6-12-03
109. Bacteria reviews
Song about someone I *used* to be friends with.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Parody/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-9-03 - Published: 6-9-03
110. Fade reviews
Whatever. Read it. Its about changes.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-4-03 - Published: 6-4-03
111. Little Things reviews
Don't ask me on this one, I have no idea what its about. I just started writing it after I watched this really weird movie..
Essay - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 631 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-31-03 - Published: 5-31-03
112. Hell Inside My Heart reviews
Just more ranting and stupidity from yours truely, take a wild guess who its for.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-29-03 - Published: 5-29-03
113. No Balm In Gilead
I wrote it during science class. Not sure what its about. Its kind of cool, I guess.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-1-03 - Published: 5-1-03
114. The Fall Of A Facade reviews
Schitzophreniac sounding song I wrote at a bad time. Read.
Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-27-03 - Published: 4-27-03
115. I Ruined the Lord with Thee reviews
Peices of reverse speech documents that I put together in a shitty little ryming thing. Its kind of cool, acctualyl.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 413 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-24-03 - Published: 4-24-03
116. Rebirth Under the Destruction of the Omega
This is my attempt at being honest with my emotions. This is for someone that I love more then my life itself and would give anything for.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 477 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-22-03 - Published: 3-22-03
117. Misery reviews
This is so soppy its not even funny. The lovesick stupidity of this is practically dripping from it. At least its honest >_
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-21-03 - Published: 3-21-03
118. Lullabye reviews
This is for someone. Someone that hurts me to love them.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-21-03 - Published: 3-21-03
119. Pro Life Killer reviews
Before anyone gets the wrong idea, this is a play on words. I have nothing wrong with pro life people. This is a mockery of people who kill "in the name of peace".
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-21-03 - Published: 3-21-03
120. Guilt Trips and Suicide Slips reviews
Just another peice of crap I wrote in 4th period studyhall. Its junk, but I'm somewhat proud of this. Just read it and review please.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-21-03 - Published: 3-21-03
121. Grit reviews
This on will probably get me banned again, i have no idea what category to put it into. More like a rant then anything.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-15-02 - Published: 12-15-02
122. KH 17 reviews
Someone told me this was my equivilant to Coma White...
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-15-02 - Published: 12-15-02
123. Liquidity of Desire reviews
Nothing. Just more random junk i wrote. Meaningless and pointless like everything else.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-29-02 - Published: 11-29-02
124. Archangel de Miseria reviews
About someone. Need I say more.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 485 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10-9-02 - Published: 10-9-02
125. Eternum reviews
throw your hat to the beggar and beg him for life... dont ask about this one...i guess its the result of a boring afternoon watching Ziggy Stardust. Flame away, create your hell.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-31-02 - Published: 8-31-02
126. The Only One reviews
hints at suicide...more stupid lovelorn junk from the top of the garbage heap.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-29-02 - Published: 8-29-02
127. War, Gore, and Society reviews
oh joy of joy. look at all the lovely dirt we've covered this grave with. Enjoy and tell me all how much you hate to love me.
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 538 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-9-02 - Published: 8-9-02
128. Grotesque Affectionate Cocktail reviews
Oh looky what the coroner dragged in...more garbage for the men in white suits. Flame me, for i burn in hell.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 378 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-31-02 - Published: 7-31-02
129. Apple of Discord reviews
just ANOTHER song. Flame me. i bite.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-21-02 - Published: 7-21-02
130. Shadow Play reviews
some more ramblings( this on is from Spanish class)
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,113 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-24-02 - Published: 6-24-02
131. Evermore reviews
just a stupid rant i came up with
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-26-02 - Published: 5-26-02
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