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Author has written 131 stories for General, Song, Essay, Horror, Life, Thriller, Friendship, Family, School, and Love. "Have no fear of perfection - you'll never reach it." -Salvador Dali Everything I do, I dedicate to my angel, the light of my life, Julie. She's my muse, my best friend, and #1 fan xD. __ My profiles: http://myspace.com/scar_on_society http://vampirefreaks.com/u/_atephobic ___________________________________________ My Name's Nikki. I'm 17, a lesbian, and I live in upstate NY which sucks but is better than some places I've been. I play bass, acoustic guitar, and keyboard and sing most of the songs I've got posted on here, which will be available sometime on the site soundclick.com. I also draw/paint and design clothes, I've got a freewebs gallery but I don't remember the code so that'll be another time. I've been on this site for a long time and I advise you read the new shit, because the old ones are pretty damn awful. I've been banned a few times, had shit deleted but I'm still here XD I'm like SARS, I just don't die. I'm slightly obsessed with manga, anime and Japanese culture in general. My alltime favorite movies are V for Vendetta, Silent Hill, What Dreams May Come, Monty Python's Holy Grail, and Donnie Darko. __________________________________________ My site -Art, Music, everything of mine is on here: http://www.freewebs/xdeathofartx.com ________________________________________ The greatest book of all time is Drawing Blood, by Poppy Z. Brite so go fucking read it. Music is my second love, after my Girlfriend and I listen to just about anything. Right now I'm huge on Dir En Grey, Aural Vampire, Infected Mushroom, and J-Lo. I love J-rock and industrial, old-school punk and some folk music, techno and euro-pop, just about anything. I'm a DDR Fanatic as well, blame my friends for that ^^. Contrary to what it may seem, I'm actually a pretty nice person unless I have a reason not to be so check out my myspace, message me, add whatever, I'm always up for meeting new people. ____________________________________________ Updates: October 12 The apocalypse is here! I actually started writing yesterday, and lo, behold and so forth: It's a fuckin' story. I got about 10 pages before I got too tired to see the keys anymore, but it's just a random little idea that I got from some stuff going on with a friend right now. Good stuff ^_^ Besides that, still workin on recording stuff for Death of Art, I'll update again whenever new mp3's are available. as of now, Summer Snow, Brand New Seed, Banking, and Hypnox are downloadable and the lyrics are there too. Aren't you all spoiled! -N | |||||||||
1. Summer Snow reviewsOne of my favorite peices, I'm very proud of this song. There's a lot of references and allusion in this one.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-27-06 - Published: 7-27-062. Banking reviewsSomething I threw together after I almost lost a really close friend.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-27-06 - Published: 7-27-063. NorthPoem I wrote when one of my friends died this past summer.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-27-06 - Published: 7-27-064. Fight for YouAnother song for my gf, a bit better than my others.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 366 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-27-06 - Published: 7-27-065. Damned Daughter reviewsA song I wrote when my girlfriend got kicked out of her house, directed towards her mother.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-27-06 - Published: 7-27-066. Scar On Society reviewsI finally decided to write a song about the name I almost always use for things. I like this one a lot.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-22-06 - Published: 2-22-067. Dumb Little Girl reviewsYour typical self-loathing B.S from yours truly.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-11-06 - Published: 1-11-068. Bring Forth The Body reviewsFrom the 'Blind Morals' cd I'm working on, it focuses on injustices in the law system mainly.Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-11-06 - Published: 1-11-069. Heaven's ArmsAh, yet another sappy effing' love fest. I'm proud of this one though.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-11-06 - Published: 1-11-0610. DDYA bit retarded and more low key than my usual.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-11-06 - Published: 1-11-0611. ABombANationOne of those anti-politic songs that we all love so much -;Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-11-06 - Published: 1-11-0612. NineA song about how it all startedSong - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-11-06 - Published: 1-11-0613. Virus reviewsJust a bit harder version of your average love songSong - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0514. Don't Let Us Die reviewsJust another mushy bit of rambling from the one and only. This is one of the better oens, might end up as an acoustic peice on the Atephobia page.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-26-05 - Published: 9-26-0515. Brand New Seed reviewsAh, the joys of being angry xD I love this song to death. I'm working on recording it as well, once I get the MP3 Up I'll link it here.Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-22-05 - Published: 9-22-0516. Intersected reviewsOddly enough, there's no swearing in this one. I like this quite a bit. This is what you get from listening to too much Poison The Well, haha.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-31-05 - Published: 8-31-0517. TRUTH reviewsGood ol' pissed off yours truley.Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 429 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-20-05 - Published: 6-20-0518. An Exit reviewsAnother peice written about the aforementioned jerkoff. A bit better than the last.Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-20-05 - Published: 6-20-0519. This Is War reviewsA song written about a certain A-HOLE I know. Not my best, but I like it.Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-20-05 - Published: 6-20-0520. HOMETOWN reviewsA bit of a return to my 'roots- Good old pissed off me! Please read this, I'm extremely proud of it for some reason.Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-4-05 - Published: 5-4-0521. Untitled3 reviewsMore incoherent babble about my precious.Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-4-05 - Published: 5-4-0522. Angel's Breath reviewsCome to expect the mushification of loveyness!Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-4-05 - Published: 5-4-0523. Let Us Dance reviewsThe offspring of listening to Dax from Acid Bath's "Skeletal Circus Derails" for over 2 hours..one of my better ones.Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-5-05 - Published: 4-5-0524. And You Said it was Wrong reviewsA song written about recent events around here that are really pissing me off.School - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-23-05 - Published: 3-23-0525. I'm Breathless reviewsJust read the stupid thing.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-15-05 - Published: 2-15-0526. My Words To You reviewsAnother song to my girlfriend, chronicalling the atrocities of the evil Sunday night.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 437 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-30-05 - Published: 1-30-0527. Nothing Girl reviewsAnother auto biographical peice, I'm very proud of this one.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-23-05 - Published: 1-23-0528. ScapegoatA song I've written about my dad..I'm really, really proud of this one.Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-23-05 - Published: 1-23-0529. Jealous Reverie reviewsAnother one of my angrier songs..Written in the fervor of jealousy and mis-congrued pain.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-13-05 - Published: 1-13-0530. Away reviewsJust typical randomness from me; I wrote most of it during Global class, and the last half is from typing class after I had read something Julie wrote. I'm proud of this, actually.Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-11-05 - Published: 1-11-0531. Fine reviewsone of my favourites; NOTE: This song is NOT intended to be negative, contrary to what it may seem. It's focusing on how a certain someone has helped me through a lot.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-6-05 - Published: 1-6-0532. RandomExactly what the title says.General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-3-05 - Published: 1-3-0533. DialToneMore random trash from yours truly- This is what happens when I'm worried and over-tired.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 344 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-3-05 - Published: 1-3-0534. Random Less than Thoughts » reviewsA collection of my essays, ramblings, and such.Essay - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,938 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-23-04 - Published: 12-23-0435. Kill the Rose reviewsTake a wild guess who this one is about. Hint, it sure as hell ain't Julie. Very proud of this.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 12-21-04 - Published: 12-21-0436. Jealousy reviewsa song directed at somebody I know that hasn't the faintest clue what's going on.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-16-04 - Published: 12-16-0437. Heaven For A Whore reviewsI'm actually quite proud of this one...Another ode to my Julie.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 324 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-9-04 - Published: 12-9-0438. The Oath reviewsThe sappiest thing I've ever written- listening to HIM a lot does that to you..Another lovesong to Julie.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-7-04 - Published: 12-7-0439. UnaedReally, really random, and yet I love it. The name is actually a typo that I thought looked cool (It was going to be "Unnamed)General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-2-04 - Published: 11-2-0440. Eulogy reviewsSomething I wrote last night when I was really upset, I like it alot.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-27-04 - Published: 10-27-0441. A House Is A HomeNot really fiction: An essay I wrote for my English class, about living in a funeral home and the various aspects of it. I'm pretty proud of this.Essay - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 751 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-23-04 - Published: 10-23-0442. Diary of A Mad Woman reviewsA girl's final moments as she admits to her revenge. NOTE: The misspelling is intended, so don't yell at me that I can't spell.Thriller - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,719 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-18-04 - Published: 10-18-0443. Reciprocal for BreathJust a a random thing I threw together out of boredom a few nights ago.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-16-04 - Published: 10-16-0444. Fear of RuinAtephobia- A fear of ruin, or fear of ruins.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-04 - Published: 9-14-0445. FireworksPertaining to something that happened this past summer.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-04 - Published: 9-14-0446. Behind The NothingFor my music project, Atephobia.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-04 - Published: 9-14-0447. LessonzJust something I wrote. I'm proud of this.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-14-04 - Published: 9-14-0448. An Angel's Kiss reviewsWritten to a certain someone, who I have a hard time telling things like this to.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 415 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-14-04 - Published: 9-14-0449. Success SongFinalized copy of one of my oldest ones.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 387 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-1-04 - Published: 8-1-0450. Scars on Society reviewsA look at why we all love fear, live for hate, and are still talking about Jack the Ripper, a couple hundred years later.Essay - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 560 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-30-04 - Published: 7-30-0451. Like a Whore reviewsAm I going to get banned again for this? Anyway. Just read it.Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Parody/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-30-04 - Published: 7-30-0452. Hybrid »After years of abscence, Asatine Polaris returns to his hometown of Saiion to find the life he knew in shambles.. More to come sometime, hopefully. R&RThriller - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,911 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-13-04 - Published: 7-13-0453. Fun reviewsA light hearted little diddy.Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-1-04 - Published: 6-1-0454. Brother reviewsOne of the angriest, rawest things I"ve written. Pure emotion, no poetic maskings here.Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-1-04 - Published: 6-1-0455. Prayer reviewsA somewhat toned down thing I wrote this past Thursday, due to some crap that happenend that I can't type here because of the stupid censors.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-1-04 - Published: 6-1-0456. Not Tomorrow reviewsIf you know the Silent Hill trilogy, you should know the song "Not Tomorrow". This is just random words I put to the music, written by the great Akira Yamaoka bowsSong - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-24-04 - Published: 5-24-0457. Broken reviewsJust something I came up with during Global class.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 4-28-04 - Published: 4-28-0458. Requiem for a Friend reviewsIt's kind of symbolic, kind of pointless, and hopefully someone will read it.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-19-04 - Published: 4-19-0459. Reflections reviewsRe-working of "reflectshun"; a somewhat more 'up' version of the same song.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-15-04 - Published: 3-15-0460. ReflectShun reviewsJust more garbage about yours truley.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-24-04 - Published: 2-24-0461. Civil War reviewsReally, really short but it's something.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-23-04 - Published: 2-23-0462. Less than Zero reviewsJust a lengthening of something I said to my friend. It's not too bad but there's a lot of typos, probably. Just read it.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-6-04 - Published: 2-6-0463. Hypnox reviewsAgain, painfully honest.Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 434 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-28-04 - Published: 1-28-0464. Rinefield reviewsMushy as heck. Call me crazy, but I kinda like this one.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-28-04 - Published: 1-28-0465. Book of Lies reviewsAlmost a preluder to Johnny Christ. This one is a little more subdued, and a lot less sweary. But this one's good too.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-25-04 - Published: 1-25-0466. Johnny Christ reviewsThe single most offensive song I've ever written, and I'm proud of it so read it and weep.Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 1-25-04 - Published: 1-25-0467. Your Favourite Mistake reviewsJust a non-sensical rambling that I actually like.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-12-04 - Published: 1-12-0468. Webs reviewsI have to stop writing this god-awful emotional trash.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-7-04 - Published: 1-7-0469. Unreal reviewsJust another obsessive and idiotic rant. Flame it.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-3-04 - Published: 1-3-0470. Angel reviewsJust another loathable love song.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-30-03 - Published: 12-30-0371. What She Doesn't Know reviewsPainfully honest, trying to speak in the only form I know well enough to use. Hoping this will show the emotions that I'm too afraid to un-veil myself.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-30-03 - Published: 12-30-0372. Mechanic reviewsA really crappy song about society. Flame away.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-29-03 - Published: 12-29-0373. October Frost reviewsJust a song.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-28-03 - Published: 12-28-0374. World of Sin reviewsA My Ruin-esqe song I wrote with some confused, high emotions present. Read and review, one of my prouder ones.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-18-03 - Published: 12-18-0375. Back into Reality reviewsJust a song about life and stuff.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-10-03 - Published: 12-10-0376. Say When reviewsJust another song.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-10-03 - Published: 12-10-0377. Behind the Veil reviewsExcuse the typos. Written in the fervor of remembrance and a pain that lingers long after the fact.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-5-03 - Published: 12-5-0378. Whispers of Corruption reviewsThis story is really, REALLY sick. Do not read this if perversion or excessive gore/violence bothers you. This is probably the most derranged thing I've ever written. And I'm very, very proud, lol. Read the authour's note if you want more information onHorror - Fiction Rated: M - English - Suspense/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,863 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-22-03 - Published: 11-22-0379. I am Fear reviewsFinally overcoming the residues of my heart, this song is for Jose, the closing of a chapter, the ending of a curse.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 406 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-19-03 - Published: 11-19-0380. Accusations of the GuiltRidden Fool reviewsA slightly trippy song I wrote, listening to too much Kovenant. Basically, about how we percieve things as humans, and how our emotions sometimes distort our senses.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 452 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-2-03 - Published: 11-2-0381. The Jackyl reviewsSymbolical song I wrote while listening to Emperor. I like this one, I guess you could call it pretty disturbing.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-2-03 - Published: 11-2-0382. In The Shadows reviewsSong that actually tells a story, but I'm not telling what it's about. Just read.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-2-03 - Published: 11-2-0383. No More, Walk OnPretty much just another sad song about my ex, one of my more 'acceptable' songs.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-29-03 - Published: 10-29-0384. Sway reviewsUnfinished little scrap I wrote one day, I kind of like this one acctually.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-29-03 - Published: 10-29-0385. Suck reviewsFear my badly written angst, for I am just a moron. Read. Hate. Flame. Tell me how much you love to hate me, it just warms that little piss-fed fire inside so much.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 485 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-25-03 - Published: 10-25-0386. Time Bomb reviewsI wrote this in science class, I guess it's kind of a play-off of a nickname someone gave me. Read it, I kind of like this one.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-14-03 - Published: 10-14-0387. Untitled reviewsI wrote this after Jose broke up with me.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-6-03 - Published: 10-6-0388. Garden of Time reviewsNot sure what this is about really, It's based on a drawing I did. I dunno who it's about, just read the damn thing!Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-18-03 - Published: 9-18-0389. Old Enough reviewsJust a song.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-13-03 - Published: 9-13-0390. Mistake reviewsToo bad there isn't a "hate" category. Meh. This is probably one of the angriest, pointless songs I've written in quite a while. Heh heh. Please read and tell me how much I suck -_-.Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 403 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-5-03 - Published: 9-5-0391. Jeremiad"A literary work or speech expressing a bitter lament or a righteous prophecy of doom." The defition should be pretty self-explanitory.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 431 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-03 - Published: 9-5-0392. TwentyOne FlamesJust a songSong - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-5-03 - Published: 9-5-0393. Stay reviewsI'm not even sure where this came from, one of the lines was in my head all day and this was the overall result. Please R&R.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-24-03 - Published: 8-24-0394. Missing You reviewsYet another song I wrote for Jose.Wrote it while on vacation, hence the title and context. Read it and beware of sappyness. Whoo.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-21-03 - Published: 8-21-0395. Song for Boldt Castle reviewsA song/poem I wrote about Boldt Castle, in the Thousand Islands. The guy who built it built it for his wife, because he loved her but he died before it was completed.It's a pretty sad story, the castle is beautiful though. Whatever, read the song, pwease.General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-21-03 - Published: 8-21-0396. Hell In An Angel's Eyes reviewsJust read it. Depressing, I guarantee.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-20-03 - Published: 8-20-0397. Lights Fade Away reviewsThe underlying perversion is easy to spot. Just read between the lines.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-9-03 - Published: 8-9-0398. Break Me reviewsOne pissed of song. More self-destructive then anything, I wrote it at a bad time.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-9-03 - Published: 8-9-0399. To: Perfection reviewsAn extrememly dumb song I wrote for Jose while I was away, and reading far too much Poe.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-9-03 - Published: 8-9-03100. The Burning Times reviewsOne of the darker ones. I like this one.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-12-03 - Published: 7-12-03101. Steeple reviewsI acctually quite like this, even though its non-sensical as crap.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-12-03 - Published: 7-12-03102. Song for Kat reviewsJust a song I wrote for one of my best friends, back when we were friends.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-12-03 - Published: 7-12-03103. Morbid Dawn reviewsJust an older song I wrote, about my ex a while back.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 413 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-12-03 - Published: 7-12-03104. Playing with Fire reviewsDon't ask about the title. Just a somewhat interesting song I wrote.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-2-03 - Published: 7-2-03105. fetus reviewsSong - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-25-03 - Published: 6-25-03106. Imperfect Perfection reviewsUh. A song. About someone. O_o;; ...just read it.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-23-03 - Published: 6-23-03107. For You reviewsSong I wrote last year about someone, I re-uploaded it recently after fixing the typos and crap.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 465 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-14-03 - Published: 6-14-03108. Come On Concubine reviewsRated PG-13 for sucking and swearing. Random stupid song thats not that bad, I wrote it about an annoying person.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 6-12-03 - Published: 6-12-03109. Bacteria reviewsSong about someone I *used* to be friends with.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Parody/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-9-03 - Published: 6-9-03110. Fade reviewsWhatever. Read it. Its about changes.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-4-03 - Published: 6-4-03111. Little Things reviewsDon't ask me on this one, I have no idea what its about. I just started writing it after I watched this really weird movie..Essay - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 631 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-31-03 - Published: 5-31-03112. Hell Inside My Heart reviewsJust more ranting and stupidity from yours truely, take a wild guess who its for.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-29-03 - Published: 5-29-03113. No Balm In GileadI wrote it during science class. Not sure what its about. Its kind of cool, I guess.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-1-03 - Published: 5-1-03114. The Fall Of A Facade reviewsSchitzophreniac sounding song I wrote at a bad time. Read.Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-27-03 - Published: 4-27-03115. I Ruined the Lord with Thee reviewsPeices of reverse speech documents that I put together in a shitty little ryming thing. Its kind of cool, acctualyl.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 413 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-24-03 - Published: 4-24-03116. Rebirth Under the Destruction of the OmegaThis is my attempt at being honest with my emotions. This is for someone that I love more then my life itself and would give anything for.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 477 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 3-22-03 - Published: 3-22-03117. Misery reviewsThis is so soppy its not even funny. The lovesick stupidity of this is practically dripping from it. At least its honest >_Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-21-03 - Published: 3-21-03118. Lullabye reviewsThis is for someone. Someone that hurts me to love them.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-21-03 - Published: 3-21-03119. Pro Life Killer reviewsBefore anyone gets the wrong idea, this is a play on words. I have nothing wrong with pro life people. This is a mockery of people who kill "in the name of peace".Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-21-03 - Published: 3-21-03120. Guilt Trips and Suicide Slips reviewsJust another peice of crap I wrote in 4th period studyhall. Its junk, but I'm somewhat proud of this. Just read it and review please.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-21-03 - Published: 3-21-03121. Grit reviewsThis on will probably get me banned again, i have no idea what category to put it into. More like a rant then anything.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-15-02 - Published: 12-15-02122. KH 17 reviewsSomeone told me this was my equivilant to Coma White...Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-15-02 - Published: 12-15-02123. Liquidity of Desire reviewsNothing. Just more random junk i wrote. Meaningless and pointless like everything else.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-29-02 - Published: 11-29-02124. Archangel de Miseria reviewsAbout someone. Need I say more.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 485 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 10-9-02 - Published: 10-9-02125. Eternum reviewsthrow your hat to the beggar and beg him for life... dont ask about this one...i guess its the result of a boring afternoon watching Ziggy Stardust. Flame away, create your hell.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-31-02 - Published: 8-31-02126. The Only One reviewshints at suicide...more stupid lovelorn junk from the top of the garbage heap.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-29-02 - Published: 8-29-02127. War, Gore, and Society reviewsoh joy of joy. look at all the lovely dirt we've covered this grave with. Enjoy and tell me all how much you hate to love me.Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 538 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-9-02 - Published: 8-9-02128. Grotesque Affectionate Cocktail reviewsOh looky what the coroner dragged in...more garbage for the men in white suits. Flame me, for i burn in hell.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 378 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 7-31-02 - Published: 7-31-02129. Apple of Discord reviewsjust ANOTHER song. Flame me. i bite.Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 7-21-02 - Published: 7-21-02130. Shadow Play reviewssome more ramblings( this on is from Spanish class)General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,113 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-24-02 - Published: 6-24-02