RealmLost
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since: 01-21-02, id: 158061
Author has written 81 stories for General, Song, General, and Essay.
A bio, eh? Well, there's not much to know about me, so I'll be brief.. *clears throat* ah-hem.. I like cheese. The end.

"There comes a time in all of our lives when we must make a decision. This decision is never an easy one, and it will always bring about both good and bad occurances. Always remember the past. Through the hard times and the easy, we must always look behind us, no matter how much pain it may bring, so that we do not stumble over our same past mistakes. Never forget who you are, and always remember those who have helped you the most in your life. They will be the ones who save you in the end. Forever remain true to yourself, and in the end, you will find peace." -RealmLost

"What is poetry? Close your eyes; what do you see? Do you see the darkness that is truly there, or is there something more? I see a swirl of colours and a vague image of words, electrified and strikingly beautiful. More words appear, and slowly things become less vague, until finally a picture is painted and a thousand words flow around it." for an English project, my teacher wanted us to define poetry.. I think that says enough.

"Climbing, building us up, tearing me down, lift it back up, we are climbing, and all of this time, drifting right back to the ground.. but we're still falling..." - 'Yatahaze', Dredg

"Light always surrounds the shadows, so whenever you ease up on the darkness, the light is always ready to overcome."

"Stay true to yourself, for you are the most important part of your life."

some of the better things I've written are in the long anthology type thingies, so if you're not too lazy, read stuff from those o.o

email: soapboxtheatrics@whoever.com
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Sometimes I don't have the words to say. Other times I have too much to say. Eventually, this will lead to my downfall. I'm not sure how, and I'm not sure when, but one day, it will happen. One day, life will kick me in the ass so hard that standing is no longer an option. I've grown to accept this, despite the fact that it terrifies me. One day, I'll fall too far for you to reach me, and that will be the single day that you'll never forget. It will be the day we all die of papercuts. ~ I wish I could change the way it will be, but alas, I am but one being, and I have the limited powers of a mortal. Today the future decides itself. Will you be there tomorrow to watch it crash and burn?

Read on, earthlings, read on!


1. Open Wound reviews
I was just sitting here, and I started singing and typing at the same time *blink* it turned out kind of interesting..
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8-20-03
2. Everything You Are reviews
I was listening to the Goo Goo Dolls a lot when I wrote this, so yeah.. might find a line or two from that.. don't have music yet, but I have the melody for the lyrics..
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8-15-03
3. And here's two more » reviews
I seem to be writing a lot of songs lately o.o;;... yeah, read, blah blah blah, you know the drill.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 515 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-31-03
4. Two Songs » reviews
Slip In, Slip Out; and End This Way.. both angsty crappy songs, but eh, post em anyway.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 496 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-19-03
5. Dragon Tamer
Okay, so I lie. It has NOTHING to do with dragons whatsoever.. I just think the title kind of fit, so there ya go.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Published: 7-13-03
6. Your Lullaby reviews
I think it's odd, a good friend thinks it surpasses anything he's ever written, and then the crayon ate me. Read and review!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7-9-03
7. Bunch More Angsty Little Poems » reviews
A second Angst collection... New addition: It Goes On
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 2,019 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 6-25-03 - Published: 2-27-02
8. One Memory Forsaken reviews
About how sometimes the importance of things is lost.. it's simple, complex, and confusing, all in one..hizzah.. I don't know if I've ever written something this metaphorical..
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-25-03
9. Mirror, Mirror reviews
I write a lot of angst.. I think you might get an idea about it from the title, if nothing else..
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6-25-03
10. Butterfly Among Moths reviews
...why can't they just have a genre called 'love' ! I mean, I wrote this for me mum, so it doesn't fit under romance.. bloody hell.. just read it
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-25-03
11. Spin You 'Round reviews
just a song about a sort of.. odd love, odd life kind of story.. you'll see if you read it
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-25-03
12. Sweet September reviews
I kinda like this one.. again, written for an english assignment.. enjoy
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-7-03
13. Sonnets
just 4 sonnets I wrote.. the last 2 suck
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 528 - Published: 5-7-03
14. Letting Go reviews
Yeah.. I got bored, and depressed as usual, so I wrote this.. I've got the guitar down and all that crap, but you can't exactly load soundfiles on here, so meh.. read, review, whatever
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-6-03
15. Life Versus Choice: An Incessant Battle reviews
I had to write a research paper on abortion for my English class... both sides, of course.. but I doubt you'd really be able to figure out what side I'm really on.. It may seem that I"m a Pro-lifer, but I'm kinda in the middle.. yeah.. Read and Review
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,822 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-3-03
16. Insomniac's Last Words reviews
My first one on the new division.. heh.. well, I'm an insomniac, as none of you know, and I just kind of thought of htis one day.. yeah.. I'm not this extreme, though...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2-16-03
17. Words reviews
Very emotional piece for me... read, review, yeah yeah, you know the routine..
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-1-03
18. Three more random poems » reviews
Read the title.. understand? Good puppie!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 409 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-30-03
19. Falling from Oblivion reviews
the course of life, ignorance, innocence, oblivion, and eternity
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-17-03
20. The Fragile reviews
"You never really know what it is to be fragile until you are broken..."
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-14-03
21. Shadows » reviews
eh..tis only mystery because it's shadows, and to me shadows hold all the mystery of the world... sadness... New addition: The Shadow Game
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 698 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 1-3-03 - Published: 3-2-02
22. The Anger Chapters reviews
Whenever I write something angry, it's going in here..
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-3-03
23. 5 random poems »
I think the title sums it up pretty well.. r&r
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 656 - Published: 12-24-02
24. Here Lies a Face reviews
Not exactly your typical angst-ridden poem.. but eh, it works for me.. r&r
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12-24-02
25. Merciless reviews
-the wind dances, colourless, just as before...- r&r
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-24-02
26. Laws of Silence reviews
Short, but not nessecarily sweet.. er.. yeah... r & r!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Mystery/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-10-02
27. Bruised and Broken, Masking the Beauty » reviews
Two poems.. kind of depressing.. Pretty much how I feel most of the time.. that should sum it up \ r&r
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-30-02
28. Ragdoll reviews
Just a little thing I thought up today.. kinda odd, but hey, look at the person who wrote it..
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-29-02
29. Songs » reviews
group of a lot of my songs.. I updated the first song with more verses and added a new song..
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 10 - Words: 1,934 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-29-02 - Published: 2-5-02
30. Silent Eyes and The Elegy of Emptiness » reviews
Yeah.. just two poems
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-27-02
31. Reality reviews
Yeah.. kind of strange.. actually really strange.. I've no idea what it's supposed to mean, but meh..
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-22-02
32. I Am reviews
What am I?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-20-02
33. Dream Walker' and 'The Bottom of the End' »
I'm getting too lazy to make new chapters.. I'll just tag this on here, though there are no similarites between them at all.. anyway.. read, review, rave... the 3 R's.. hehe
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 412 - Updated: 11-20-02 - Published: 11-10-02
34. Radiating and Mystifying reviews
Kinda strange, but eh.. I like it, anyway...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-9-02
35. Hidden Cost » reviews
a collection of poems about a used-to-be friend of mine who commited suicide... this is probably the only summary I'm ever doing...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 7 - Words: 1,086 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 11-9-02 - Published: 1-26-02
36. Dark versus Light reviews
I think it's stupid, so should you.. read, review, whatever... it sucks, I tell you...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10-22-02
37. Reflections »
A poem and a short story thing.. they seemed like they should go together to me... so uhm yeah.. anyway..continue
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 650 - Published: 10-6-02
38. Colour Spectrum
Just a look at the colours... er something
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Published: 9-24-02
39. Poems of the day » reviews
Just 3 poems I wrote.. decided to poem em.. fun
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-20-02
40. Farewell, My Angel
Just a short story written for English.. Read and review..er something
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Horror/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,978 - Published: 9-19-02
41. Gomen reviews
I can't stand ignorant, prejudice people... Read and review...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-8-02
42. The Cathedral of the Pines reviews
Took the title from a song by Tim Janis.. the rest was just pure inspiration.. Read and review...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-8-02
43. Come Forth
So, you want a summary, eh? Well, you can make up your own blasted summary!... er, yeah, don't mind me.. Read n' review!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Published: 9-2-02
44. Groups of poems dealing with death er something... » reviews
bunch of poems... all related in some way... added another vampire one to it...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 7 - Words: 722 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-2-02 - Published: 3-7-02
45. Dragons Realm » reviews
yeah... dragons are cool... added me another one to this..
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 9-2-02 - Published: 3-14-02
46. Whisper, Ye Solemn Angels reviews
It's fantasy because of the semi-dreamlike quality it possesses.. I didn't want to pile this one onto another series of poems.. thought it deserved its own spot.. enjoy
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-23-02
47. Bunch of Angsty Little Poems... » reviews
I should probably stop adding more and more to this, shouldn't I? Newest pathetic addition: Darkness Never Fades
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 43 - Words: 4,419 - Reviews: 26 - Updated: 8-17-02 - Published: 2-12-02
48. The Night, the Sky, and Our Universe, 7 poems... » reviews
What's the point of a summary? if you want to know what it's about, read it yourself and find out.. duh
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 7 - Words: 504 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 8-5-02 - Published: 1-21-02
49. Neverending song reviews
Friendship never dies...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-9-02
50. Kageboshi reviews
Title means "shadow of a person" ... depressing, rated for suicidal content...
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 990 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-7-02
51. The Skies Parchment reviews
I don't usually write romance, but this just came to me.. I'm not so sure of it though.. please let me know your thoughts..
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-4-02
52. about the loss of humanity... » reviews
strangeness... 'Ignorance' just added...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 3 - Words: 599 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-20-02 - Published: 2-22-02
53. Witch Baby reviews
Yeah I know I had it up before.. but eh... Based on the book "Dangerous Angels" by Francesca Lia Block...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5-18-02
54. Three poems.. » reviews
I'm going to say this once again... Summaries are pointless... you can't understand the poem fully without reading it yourself.. so blah
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 3 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 3-29-02 - Published: 1-21-02
55. My Own Secret Place reviews
yeah.. my own secret place.. that sums it up
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-22-02
56. Come Clean reviews
a little bit of a religious attitude in this... yes yes...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-20-02
57. Poems I couldn't think of decent names for » reviews
when in fear, when in doubt, run in circles, scream and shout!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-14-02 - Published: 2-13-02
58. What I see Life as: Hollie Ludwig reviews
eh... just a storyish type thing on what I think life really is.. a view from my perspective...yeah... stupid, boring, pointless, yet I like it.. so blah
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,750 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-6-02
59. Romeo to Mercutio reviews
yeah.. just a quick stupid thing that I made that Romeo is probably thinking or whatever after Mercutio goes on a ranting session about how dreams are all for nothing...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-27-02
60. The Fire Has Gone Out reviews
and...depression slips in once again...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 2-25-02
61. Demonic reflection reviews
I write far too much...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-25-02
62. Freedom Abounds reviews
the days of slavery were horrible.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-25-02
63. You reviews
yeah... the romance partish thing doesn't come until the end..but I thought it would be funny to have TWO whole romance poems... haha
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-22-02
64. Once again reviews
I'm going to go put Barbo in another mellow mood.. mellow.. meeeelloww.. marshmallow *watches Barbo drool*
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-14-02
65. Rain reviews
der... what's this about, Ma? I dun know, Son, but chu commere and lemme get them fleas offa ya!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-12-02
66. Crimson Dawn reviews
I would have put this under fanfiction poetry, but it's not fiction, so yeah... read and what not blah blah blah
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-12-02
67. The Edge of the World reviews
alcoholism is really bad...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-9-02
68. Love reviews
gee, I wonder what this is going to be about...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-9-02
69. Fly reviews
gee, I wonder what this will be about...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2-2-02
70. Colour reviews
if you wish to know what the poem is about,read it!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-24-02
71. Shall or Sha'nt reviews
summary... bah, humbug
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-23-02
72. Blackened Sky reviews
read the title, read the poem, make your own summary dag nabbit!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 602 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-23-02
73. Tonight reviews
if you don't want to think religiously, don't read this, other than that, you get no summary.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-22-02
74. Surreal reviews
Summaries are useless.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-22-02
75. Take Me reviews
Yet again, no point in a summary, read to find out what it means to you.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-21-02
76. Twice Over reviews
and again I state, no point to a summary.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-21-02
77. A Song to the Celestial Being reviews
Okay.. summaries are bad m'kay... pointless I say, pointless!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-21-02
78. Guilt reviews
I'm not saying this anymore.. read the poem, you can summarize it yourself, dernit!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-21-02
79. Death reviews
read the title, 'tis simple
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-21-02
80. Discord reviews
bahh
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-21-02
81. Goddess of the Dance reviews
baahhh
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-21-02