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kalmia raphael
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since: 01-25-02, id: 160355
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Author has written 31 stories for General, Romance, Historical, Life, General, Love, and Friendship.

Updates.

Uploaded essay / mood piece Hyacinthus.

Added to existing story Sketchbook Soliloquies with essay Reading my Face01/07/07

Now that it's summer I can actually start writing again.

New short story started titled Personae.

Uploaded two new poems Meniscus and ahhcatharsis. 28/06/07


Warnings. The page you are currently visiting contains liberal and shameless amounts of slash. The author of the following works of fiction has, also, an unhealthy love for atypical love relationships, including, but not limited to: swinging, polyamory, destructive and abusive situations, onesided love and (tw)incest. The author is also unhealthily fond of surrealism, mental disorders, setting fics in random places, confusing her readers, moving characters around from one story to another, writing long and winding fics and experimenting with writing styles.
Upcoming works, i.e. still stewing

Personae
Summary: I've never been somebody who paid much attention to boundaries. Barriers. Rules. You make yourself who you are by thinking it; write your own destiny. Elle doesn't think so. She's too preoccupied with remembering the memories of my dead sister to realize that she's trapping herself with her own masks.

Notes: Suicide, twincest. Set in the US.

Ongoing fics, the statuses of

MUSE
Status: The next chapter is already outlined and half-written, just haven't gotten around to doing it yet. I really want to rewrite the first few chaps, don't know when that's going to happen, though.

Charaters: Asahel, Nadir, Artemis, Adair, Rietje, Vivien, Rain(Sanosuke), Vincent, Zenith, Hamal Dorn.

There's No Modern Romance
Status: Ch3 is almost done. The plot, at best, is extremely sketchy and needs to be worked out. My fault for writing something on a whim...

Notes: SLASH, unrequited love, dysfunctional family lives, coming out of the closet, set in England.

Characters: Dylan Watkins, Mark Snow, Onix, Axel, Nikki&Chelsea.

Fanfiction here.

Plugs. pneumothorax and Saint Anger are wonderful.




1. Sketchbook Soliloquy » reviews
Seperate little stories or prose pieces that I wrote to express myself. Suicide to love to worthlessness to the psychiatric ward.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 6 - Words: 3,162 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 7-1-07 - Published: 3-16-02
2. Meniscus reviews
I dance am Dancing to swaying splendid time: it Moves me. Coaxes me, coyly. Tenderly, it Extends outwards, from my heart...
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-27-07 - Published: 6-27-07
3. ahhcatharsis reviews
I Dress myself up in your Suppositions My eyes say NOTICE ME
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-27-07 - Published: 6-27-07
4. Space Creatures reviews
i understand, that you / come from a place much taller than this
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-23-06 - Published: 8-23-06
5. Oxymoron reviews
Love is an oxymoron; a meeting / Of pale strong feeling
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-23-06 - Published: 8-23-06
6. Double Negative reviews
Our love’s a whitewash Nothing – / A snapshot oblivion.
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-13-06 - Published: 8-13-06
7. Amphetamine reviews
Your beauty is not physical, / It's the comfort of mere existence
Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-13-06 - Published: 8-13-06
8. Untitled2 reviews
White noise is sensual when silent; unbearable when plagued with dislike
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-16-06 - Published: 7-16-06
9. Falling up reviews
Fired up senses drawn still to you like compass needle...
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-16-06 - Published: 7-16-06
10. Muse » reviews
YAOI/SLASH - Asahel is an enigma with something to hide. Nadir is the lover he needlessly betrayed. Now that he's being hunted by an underground organization intent on his destruction, who'll save him? Are old bonds too old to rely on? (Hiatus)
Romance - Fiction Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Suspense - Chapters: 13 - Words: 28,411 - Reviews: 40 - Updated: 6-11-06 - Published: 7-19-03
11. Poetry in Motion
A circus performer. A fighter plane pilot. When you think about it, our goals are the same. Bringing daredevil beauty to the depraved human race. [oneshot]
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,184 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 6-11-06 - Published: 6-11-06
12. There's no Modern Romance » reviews
YAOI/SLASH - I think Fate has a grudge against me. Why else would I have a mom who dates more than I do, a pair of annoying girls to bring up, and a lockermate who is Sex Personified?
Romance - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,036 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 8-17-05 - Published: 1-26-04
13. Celebrity reviews
We all chase fame, but when we catch it where does that leave us? Up on a shelf for the rest of the world to stare at, adore and criticise. Stuck with something we didn't expect or, really, want.
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 7-4-05 - Published: 7-4-05
14. Against the grain reviews
Think I'm a reject? Truth is, all of you aren't worthy of me. I don't need to be one of the crowd, one of the beautiful people. Never will.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-4-05 - Published: 7-4-05
15. Back page reviews
I can see the end of 'us' before it's beginning. Before our love's even been assured. We're not meant to be, but, oh, do I want to be...
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-28-05 - Published: 6-28-05
16. Untitled reviews
I hide my feelings from you (I love you but don't say so). I love you more when you're gone.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-28-05 - Published: 6-28-05
17. Pictures reviews
Beauty is fake and hidden in the world's pockets. But you - you catch beauty in your viewfinder and make it real.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 6-16-05 - Published: 6-16-05
18. Undress reviews
One look can say it all. He's undressing you with his eyes. You want him to.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 6-8-05 - Published: 6-8-05
19. Suspension reviews
A brick house. A disillusioned son. A bottle of gin. A window ledge...
General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 541 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 5-10-05 - Published: 5-10-05
20. Life tiles reviews
Life is a tile. Humans are beetles walking in circles on it. What becomes of beetles? Squished.
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-10-05 - Published: 5-10-05
21. Stellar reviews
Love is a many pointed, many splendoured thing. It is easily lost, not so easily forgotten.
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-10-05 - Published: 5-10-05
22. Ferns & lichens reviews
About being ungrown, talentless, compared to other people, even though you try hard not to be
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-22-04 - Published: 9-22-04
23. Not entirely reviews
About fear of approaching your loved one while everyone else around you is getting off.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-22-04 - Published: 9-22-04
24. Evolution reviews
About a lover fading out of the picture.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-11-04 - Published: 7-11-04
25. Sin reviews
About falling in love with the wrong person.
Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 7-2-04 - Published: 6-3-04
26. Thinking Space reviews
About the pathos of life, and love reduced to sex.
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-3-04 - Published: 6-3-04
27. Strong Ties reviews
About friendships and people wearing away with time.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-3-04 - Published: 6-3-04
28. Nightmare reviews
About a schizophrenic wishing the voices would shut up.
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-3-04 - Published: 6-3-04
29. Lens reviews
About experiences turning into distant memories.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-3-04 - Published: 6-3-04
30. Continuation reviews
ONE SHOT - A lone man among thousands of heartless soldiers. A student wishing for death. When it comes right down to it, is all the blood worth it?
Historical - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,553 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-26-04 - Published: 1-26-04
31. Calm before the storm reviews
Character sketch - She and the psychopath were constantly in fear of the other's death. But it was this, or go back to their own personal chaos. [for as yet nonexistant AssassinFic 'Doppelganger]
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,140 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-8-03 - Published: 7-8-03
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