I put more of my heart and soul into these stories then any other, and they are the least recognised.
I guess that makes me hopeless, but hopeless though I may be I will always write because it's burned into me. I am a writer, no matter the skill I don't have, or the fate that wont let me dedicate myself souly to the task. I am a writer, I will write for as long as I can think, for as long as my fingers can make the words apear, and when I can't write I'll talk, I'll tell the stories. That's what I am.
Anything else you need to know about me is nothing. I am unimportant. I have a temper I've been criticised for. I lash out with words better then anyone I know. I will stand of idiocy only to the extent that it doesn't effect me too much. I have lost a vast number of readers from launching one of my word campaigns. I am incapable to being inhuman although that seems to be expected of the authors on these pages.
I have a life, I have emotions, I have deadlines, and they don't revolve around these stories. These stories are a result of who I am, I am not a result of them. That is a fact, hard to grasp but simple and plain. I will do my best, I worship anyone who will give me any help. I can not spell I can not write and I do not need a hundred people telling me this over and over again. But I accept it, in polite form as criticism that must be given. I apreciate the help people try and give me, but loath the complaints they throw at me. I am incapable of bending to the demands of faceless people who show no consideration.
I am an excellent ranter (I apologise).
I am fragile, weak and pathetic. If someone say's I can not write I will believe them, if I'm told my attempts are poor I will try harder and never be satisified. I try and be inhuman, as is demanded of us in this world but I am affected by the things around me and that is fate and life and all those marvelous things wound together in a knot of what is.
I am easily flattered, succomb to any compliments. Will write an entire story for only one person so long as I know they love it. I will give my heart away to anyone willing to hold it as it is. I will not change myself for anyone. I am strength and weakness in a coalition that makes no sense. I will stand by my stupidity, I will fight for my failures, I will do what has to be done to survive in this world as a living breathing creature.
I will fall in love one day and forget the world. And I will have my heart broken, because it's too weak.
I expect of the people I give to, to give something back. I'm selfish. I want friends to be friends not lies. I want people to accept not change. I want to be happy and smiling although that thought always makes me cry. I am not devine, I am not pure, I am not innocent, nor good. I am myself. I am a lurking shadow who watchs the world and wonders how to be a part of it.
I'm silly and foolish and will die for what I love. Not what I believe in. I believe in little. I am not religious, I am not political, I am not even against such things. I believe my family will love me. I believe I can be better then I am. I believe that not everything is evil although evil is the easiest thing to see. I believe that we can learn more from the stories of others then anyone will ever teach you. You must find your own way, your own path and find it how you will. We are human and flawed and we will strive to our end.
And that is enough from me because I'm rambling and I don't know what I've written, but above are words that I didnt' ahve to think about, things that came from me and they belong to me and I belong to them. So that's who I am, I guess.

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1. The Day of Lovers reviews

[complete] Written for an AntiValentine's Day competition.

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,861 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-16-07 - Published: 2-16-07

2. Desparity reviews

Somewhere along the line she broke. Now she's trying to put herself back together. But when your hands a soaked in blood, and your every move is dictated to you, it's almost impossible to find a reason to live.

Fantasy - Fiction Rated: M - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,923 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-4-06 - Published: 12-4-06

3. The Phoenix Feather reviews

Kalika, the Fire Who Walks, has betrayed everything she had sworn her life to. Now she must find a new place in the world, and a new purpose. But in the midst of war and magic things are never so easy…

Fantasy - Fiction Rated: M - English - General/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,956 - Reviews: 26 - Updated: 12-4-06 - Published: 12-4-06

4. The Hereafter: Araibella reviews

She destroyed her wings, threw away her life of peace, and must now survive a world she has only glimpsed: the human world. But even a shadow of life must answer to the ties of the past, and the future.

Fantasy - Fiction Rated: M - English - General/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,266 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-6-06 - Published: 8-6-06

5. Onyx » reviews

Her empress ordered, she obeyed. Her people demanded, she complied. Until she met him, and everything that was right in her existence began to tumble, because he was the epitome of every law she had no power to break.

Fantasy - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 8 - Words: 20,403 - Reviews: 41 - Updated: 10-15-05 - Published: 6-4-02

6. Short Memoir reviews

{COMPLETE} It's hard to remember, sometimes, the pieces that make up the puzzle of your life. These are just some of mine.

General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,991 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-31-05 - Published: 8-31-05

7. The Phoenix Arrow » reviews

{COMPLETE} The Phoenix Arrow gives luck where it will, and always, has remained loyal to her. But the arrow grants its own kind of luck, and not even Kalika comprehends what it’s giving her.

Fantasy - Fiction Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 176,791 - Reviews: 524 - Updated: 8-27-05 - Published: 2-10-02

8. The Road to Everywhere reviews

{COMPLETE} She's been his driver for months, and he never once noticed her. But she's been watching him...

Romance - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,909 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 8-22-05 - Published: 8-22-05

9. The Begining and End: Araibella reviews

{COMPLETE} For the Peace Bringers wings are a source of their power, but when power can corrupt sometimes the source must be removed...

Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,746 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-22-05 - Published: 8-22-05

10. The Beginings of War reviews

{COMPLETE} The city is on edge, invaded, raided, and one girl is going to make it topple over that edge...

Fantasy - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,471 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-31-05 - Published: 7-31-05

11. Death of an Emperor reviews

{COMPLETE} She fought to win, only to realise that not everything is as clear as it seems.

Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 632 - Reviews: 10 - Updated: 7-31-05 - Published: 7-31-05

12. Itha's Confession reviews

{COMPLETE} He has been trying to win her since they met, and only now does he learn why she always said no.

General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,056 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-31-05 - Published: 7-31-05

13. The Dragon’s Apprentice » reviews

When great magic’s are attempted there are always repercussions. So they where told. But in arrogance they did not listen, and this time the repercussion will singe the very fabric of their existence.

Fantasy - Fiction Rated: M - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 9 - Words: 19,294 - Reviews: 55 - Updated: 5-22-05 - Published: 4-11-02

14. Cold reviews

{COMPLETE} It's nothing good, nothing special and eventually it's simply nothing...

General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,250 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-22-05 - Published: 5-22-05

15. A Moment For Ann

{COMPLETE} Defining moments take us all by surprise, Ann is no exception.

General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 944 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-22-05 - Published: 5-22-05

16. Whispered Hopes reviews

{COMPLETE} When everything is lost, only the smallest things can save.

Fantasy - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,099 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-22-05 - Published: 5-22-05

17. Field Beginings reviews

{COMPLETE} She was born in blood, at least that's what she thinks. (one of my odder creations)

General - Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,758 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3-7-05 - Published: 3-7-05

18. Tears reviews

{COMPLETE} Just a short piece, with no real purpose but to get around some writers block.

General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,220 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9-5-02 - Published: 9-5-02

19. Sacrifice reviews

{COMPLETE} A short story of sacrifice's made for the greater good.

Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,183 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 9-2-02 - Published: 9-2-02