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since: 03-09-02, id: 182004
country: USA
Author has written 45 stories for Family, War, Friendship, Life, Religion, Nature, Love, General, Fantasy, General, Young Adult, Essay, Biography, Politics, and Fantasy.

My livejournal, if for some reason, you are interested.

I also have written fanfiction under the name Stephantom (formerly Narsil), if you'd like to check that out. I have written stuff inspired by Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, Lord of the Flies, The Matrix, Pirates of the Caribbean, Donnie Darko and The Phantom of the Opera.


1. The Ghost in the Machine
Very short little glimpse at schizophrenia. While I have read a fair amount about it, I do not have schizophrenia and have not had much experience with it, so I apologize if I am misrepresenting it.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 933 - Published: 2-1-10 - Complete
2. Look Not Behind Thee
Lot's wife. A sestina.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 9-23-09 - Complete
3. Mean Time
It's about... an unsettled, in-between time? College, but it doesn't need to be about college.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Published: 9-23-09 - Complete
4. Nothing Gold »
Immediately following her parents' divorce, 15yearold Christine Avery moves back to her childhood home where she must struggle to navigate her way through a new school, and new questions and difficulties.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 9,900 - Updated: 2-7-08 - Published: 12-7-07
5. Entropy reviews
and decay
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-3-06
6. The Swallow Clench Dream reviews
also known as sehnsucht
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-25-05
7. Dialogue Concerning the Existence of God reviews
wrote for my philosophy class. touches on arguments from St. Anselm, J.L. Mackie, C.S. Lewis, and Thomas Aquinas
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,076 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-27-05
8. Dialogue Concerning Human Identity reviews
wrote for my philosophy class.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,069 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-27-05
9. I Need a Shower
it's nothing to show
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Published: 5-20-05
10. Never Land reviews
lean back and howl with the lost boys
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-20-05
11. Malcontent We reviews
Bohemian madmen sipping donut-sprinkled coffee...
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-14-05
12. Prometheus Whispers Truth reviews
Sometimes it just seems like there is something inherently wrong with the world, and I guess this was written in one of those moments...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-11-05
13. Cain reviews
A college student in Boston receives a call in the middle of the night. I plan to continue this, but I would like some feedback. Update: made a few changes, edits. Nothing big.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,681 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-27-05 - Published: 12-5-04
14. Eulogy for a Father reviews
A study of a man and his life's meaning
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,089 - Reviews: 9 - Updated: 1-23-05 - Published: 7-15-04
15. Baptism reviews
We are the tears that fell...
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-6-05
16. What Santa Means to Me reviews
I realize this is a bit late for the Christmas season, but what the hell...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-6-05
17. Summer's End reviews
In a word: denial.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-6-04
18. Of Hermit Crabs and Snakes reviews
We are all strange, changing creatures with fleeting intimacies.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-6-04
19. How Puck Was Ressurrected reviews
Your basic uplifting tale of self-rediscovery and overcoming obstacles... yadda-yadda. ...I'd appreciate reviews.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,389 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-5-04
20. On the Nature of Souls, Gender, and the Bible reviews
Has themes of feminism, gay marriage, etc. Very transcendentalist - although I had not yet read any Emerson or Thereau when I wrote this. A bit long-winded; I apologize.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,817 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-4-04
21. Love, Hopeless Faithful reviews
Dedicated to good old dad.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-20-04
22. Around a Fire reviews
The day after graduating from high school, a group of friends goes on a camping trip... which... doesn't work out completely as planned. Rating for some swearing.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,476 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8-2-04
23. Knight of the Land reviews
Three young men named Toby, Eric and Connor go on a quest that will decide which of them will become the next ruler of their kingdom.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,870 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-5-04
24. Inversion reviews
it's about... life.. and death... ? whatever, just read it if you want to. oh and 'home gate is up' is an allusion to Enders Game by O.rd (enemy's gate is down. meaning, you can perceive a wall as the floor in a weightless room)
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-24-04
25. Time's Erosions reviews
Feeling nostalgic and distanced from people you were once close to.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-24-04
26. The Treadmill reviews
Oh the pointlessness of it all. Existential angst.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-22-04
27. The Guilty reviews
someone i know (namely my father) screwed up in a very big way, and, though i think he's still in denial about it being a screwup, everyone else knows. and its a sort of strange thing to see someone from a respected position fall like that.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-22-04
28. Schitzophrenic, Masochistic, Narcissistic Cycle reviews
Attempting to be altrustic and humble and failing like every other hypocrite.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-5-03
29. You Always Smelled like Cherry Chapstick reviews
eh. it's about my dad. divorce, nostalgia. the usual.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-5-03
30. We Used to be Friends reviews
I hate how time just keeps going by. Why won't it give it a rest already? I guess it's about how people change and grow apart.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-5-03
31. Freefall reviews
Relapsing into depression and self-destruction.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-24-03
32. Watching Eyes in the Darkness reviews
sometimes you like someone so much you kinda feel like a stalker, you know?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-24-03
33. Nocturnal reviews
kinda odd. its amusing because it's pathetic, but at the same time, the tone is serious because it's the truth. probly many here can relate to this...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-22-03
34. House of Cards reviews
when you feel like you're losing your faith. like everything you know is wrong.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-22-03
35. Tired, Tired, Drained reviews
eh
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6-22-03
36. Pygmalion reviews
ever feel like you really don't know the person you love anymore? and you just love the idea of them?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6-22-03
37. Ellipsis reviews
Kind of goes along with the idea of Plato's Cave...
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-13-03
38. Driftwood reviews
Short little thing, metaphor of life and driftwood, wrote it 3 years ago in 6th grade
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 6-13-03
39. Evolve reviews
a very poor attempt to describe one reason I believe in God. it doesn't really work in poetry. but i tried.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-13-03
40. Shifts of Surreality reviews
mm... a rather low point in my life. deals with cutting and suicidal thoughts.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-13-03
41. Let's Play Martyr reviews
this is about having a friend that is incredibly needy, and expects the world from you, and you want to help them, but are too lazy and mean and horrible and you know it.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-13-03
42. My Nightmare reviews
its about depression i guess. looking back on a bad year or two, knowing you survived.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-13-03
43. Catharsis Orgy reviews
This is about finding yourself in a group of self-destructive, depressed, masochistic friends. Oh, angstful teenagers. The tone is caught between satire and sincerity.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-13-03
44. Loving, Killing Marionettes reviews
sort of an anti-war piece. its against the concept of war rather than a specific situation. and against the state of mind that allows war.
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-13-03
45. Fission reviews
This is about my parents' divorce, and my friends' parents' divorces, growing older, and feelings of disallusionment and nostalgia.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6-13-03