my name is Bryan I am curently 24. straight. i like alot of interests. i'm no poet so don't expect any poetry.unless it's a quote from another famous poet. i have got my Diploma and have graduated from high school. i should have graduated in 2003 which was my senior year but they held me back due to my ADD, and autism. i have finally completed all my nessecerry schooling but i don't know if i can go to college or how long a college course lasts can anyone tell me?

when my hair isn't cut i look like Napolean Dynamite.

pet peeves of real life that i would kill satan himself for placing in society if i could i know he deserves it. abortion, Fear, low self esteem, negative Peer pressure,uncurable diseases,drugs of any kind so don't make a wise crack about "what am i smoking?" i'm not smoking anything,Divorces, bad breakups,Sibling rivalries, family feuds,people who threaten or make fun of me or take advantage of my friendship and Betray me. i get uncomfortable when people write that immortality is a curse. how could that be true if God and Jesus have it and their not cursed? satan here is cursed because he has no physical body so mortals can't kill him physically. but if you could would you?

there is so much good an immortal person, with unlimited strength , power and courage. can do in the world if the curse of immortality is boredom or it's you feel like the world you knew before you achieved it is gone you can just wait until the apocalyspe for things to get the way you want them to be then you will see your friends and family again but in the meantime if you do get it use the immortality to do good deeds like kill satan and get rid of the pet peeves that everybody else has so we can all live better lives. far fetched and implausible i know but a guy can dream can't he?

current fiction press stats. a what If story About God Jesus and Satan 25 hits 1 review. a dream i wish would come true or repeat itself 390 hits and 2 reviews.

A true Story What i had to do on 9112001 2 reviews now. 18 hits

what could have been a great restoration of faith when i was feeling down was when a guy i know from grade school said he returned from a mission and claimed he somehow converted a Lifelong Atheist to finding religion and God. i didn't even think that was possible and i don't know how others would take that so if it offends you i apologize but for me it's hope for improvement if people all eventualy do this but i'm not forcing them or judging them. so no offense if you are uncomfortable with that.

i now have a girlfriend whos very loyal and completely in love with me.

Niri i hope you and i can still be bestfriends.

now i do have a job as quality control for the produce department at a Grocery store.

i got a new Job.

i enjoy reading stories about strong sibling bonds instead of sibling rivalry.

i would really like to find out how to write a good hetero sex scene that takes place in a swimming pool or on the beach i don't undertsand how it works if they are floating.

i have taken creative writing classes and one of the stories i liked was a cliff hanger called Tiger and the Bride i came up with at least four endings for that.

the only real author i have ever met in real life is Obert Skye but i havn't ever read his books.

stories that i can identify with include Hatchet because the main charecther and i share the same first name if a different spelling of it and i have been camping out in the wilderness before. little piece of advice if your stranded in the desert with no food and you see a cactus taste it. cactuses taste like strawberries and kiwi fruit if you don't get thorns in your mouth. i found that out while trying to see if it really had water inside it.

when reading stories or scripts out loud i prefer to take the role of the Narrator over that of the main charachter if they are seperate. cause if the Narrator dies there is no story to tell unless the Narrator is a ghost.

the only bands i have gone to see in person are Simon and Garfunkle and Air Supply.

comedians i have met in person Jeff Foxworthy.

i'm nostalgic about the 80's

i have worked on a high shool play titled "loves labours lost" with those Cool students from the drama class that didn't tease me. i made and painted the scenery and distributed the props.

i now have a job so i don't have as much free time as i did awhile ago.

my favorite Drink is a mug of A&W Root Bear.

my favorite color is Red. due to the fact that most leaders on a hero team wear red uniforms. such as the red powerranger. or optimus prime, cyclop's visor,the red Bionicle.

i learned how to operate a video camera and the mixing consoles in video editing class.

if i have any interest in sports it's watching and rooting from the top of the bleachers either at a Highschool Football game. American Foot ball not soccer foot ball for those people from britain who refer to soccer as football, i also like watching hockey. im' not athletic enough to play sports myself. i have absoluelty no interest in baseball. celebrities who have the same birthday as me include Ben Stiller.

please if you ever review please don't swear at me or threaten me, or call me insulting nicknames. it really hurts my people skills and i turn into a jerk and i windup taking it out on someone who dosn't deserve it. it was due to insults like this that i ended a friendship with my best friend since grade school while in my junior year of high school when he joined in on the insulting nicknames due to peer pressure. this was two years before the Napolean Dynamite name which i actually like. anyway this caused me to devlope a "family is more important then friendship" attitude. so it's diffficult for me to make new friends. therefore i like the strength found in strong sibling bond stories.

i am against abortion if i ever got a girl pregnant i would take responsibility for the baby rather then see it killed.

i am against gays mainly because gaysex does not produce children.

for people who question my sanity and my grasp of reality and fantasy.

i have gotten pshyciatric treatment they said i'm fine and encouraged me to write about the insane things i saw.

i wish i could have brought back proof to show you people what's true when i do write a true story.

on fanfiction i just wrote a twilight cross over with a vampire novel called sins of the flesh i hope you enjoy it.

This is about abortion...

Month one

Mommy
I am only 8 inches long
but I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two

Mommy
today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
you could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three

You know what Mommy
I'm a boy!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don't like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too
and I cry with you even though
you can't hear me.

Month Four

Mommy
my hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine, but i will have a lot of it
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
and stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I'm not a baby.
I am a baby Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six

I can hear that doctor again.
I don't like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can't get away from it!
Mommy! HELP me!

Month Seven

Mommy
I am okay.
I am in Jesus's arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Just . . .

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

for those who will no doubt bash me for posting this i have read about a culture that forces a woman to get an abortion even though she really wants the child.

i do not want to see a world like that

i'v read about guys forcing their girlfriends to get abortions.

that's why i'm against abortion.

don't kill babies. it's pure evil i can never be pro abortion because

King Herod killed thousands of babies trying to kill Jesus.

the Pharohe of Egypt killed babies.

I'm pretty sure Hitler ,Stalin, Osama Bin Laden, Saddam and every other dictator has killed babies.

timothy mcveigh knowingly blew up a building that had a nursury in it.

Mummy...Johnny brought a gun to school
He told his friends that it was cool
And when he pulled the trigger back
It shot with a great crack
Mummy I was a good girl
I did what I was told
I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold
But mummy when I went to school that day, I never said goodbye
I'm sorry mummy I had to go, but mommy please don't cry
When Johnny shot the gun he hit me and another
And all because he got the gun from his older brother
Mummy please tell daddy that I love him very much
And please tell Chris, my boyfriend, that it wasn't just a crush
And tell my little sister that she is the only one now
And tell my dear sweet grandmother that I'll be waiting for her now
And tell my wonderful friends that they were always the best
Mummy I'm not the first I'm no better than the rest
Mummy tell my teachers I won't show up for class
And never to forget this and please don't let this pass
Mummy why'd it have to be me no one deserves this
Mummy warn the others, mummy I left without a kiss
And mummy tell the doctors I know they really did try
I think I even saw a doctor trying not to cry
Mummy I'm slowly dying with a bullet in my chest
But mummy please remember I'm in heaven with the rest
Mummy I ran as fast as I could when I heard that crack
Mummy listen to me if you would
I wanted to go to college
I wanted to try things that were new
I guess I'm not going with daddy
On that trip to the new zoo
I wanted to get married
I wanted to have a kid
I wanted to be an actress
Mummy I wanted to live
But mummy I must go now
The time is getting late
Mummy tell my Chris
I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date
I love you mummy I always have
I know you know it's true
Mummy all I wanted to say is "mummy I love you"
In memory of the Columbian students that were lost
Please if you would
Pass this around
I'd be happy if you could
Don't smash this on the ground
If you pass this on
Maybe people will cry
Just keep this in heart
For the people that didn't get to say "goodbye"
Now you have two choices
1) repost and show you care
2)ignore it and you have just proven you have a low-down, cold-heart
(Please just copy and paste this on to your site and show that you care)