Evelyn Hayden
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since: 03-26-02, id: 189926, Profile Updated: 11-27-10
Author has written 119 stories for General, Love, Friendship, Life, Fantasy, Religion, and Family.

I am myself,
my poetry is part of me,
and I'm very emotional.
My poetry's emotional,
so don't tell me it's emotional-
I know that already.

NOTE: My former Pen Name was Eternaly Forsaken.

My Loves:

- I love music, all kinds (except most country...) I love Rock, Emo, and Punk.
- I love writing poetry. I love poetry in all forms, other people's, mine, the classics, everything!! Although I haven't written any in a long time.
- I love the Few Good friends I have... since I'm down to about 4...
- I love black and purple together. This is one of my favorite color combinations...
- I love my favorite color- Purple.

My Hates:

- I hate prejudice asses.
- I hate racists
- I hate Spongebob
- I hate people who are overly judgemental
-I hate people who think that just because you're not part of their religion that you're a devil worshiper or you're less important than they are.
- I hate ONE WORD REVIEWS!! LAY OFF THE ONE WORD REVIEWS PEOPLE!!

About Me:

I was born in St. Louis, MO, and I grew up there. I'm about 5'1", short brown hair, blue eyes with gold rings in the middle, sometimes I wear contacts (which are green), sometimes I wear glasses.

Ok, here's the deal- I love writing, I hate people who read my stuff but don't review. I hate one word reviews... so... Read my stuff, Review it, and tell me what you think, what I can improve on. I know about the typos... there's lots... but that's ok. and if they don't flow... Life doesn't flow... and poetry is about life... so get over it.

~Evelyn Hayden~


1. The Lesson I Need
Teach me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Published: 11-2-12 - Complete
2. Peaceful Moments reviews
Just the peace in my life.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-26-07 - Complete
3. Sweet Sweet Dreaming reviews
Just for my baby...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-4-06
4. Just My Paranoia
... I just wish he'd get home...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Published: 7-19-06
5. These little lovings
These are the things I want...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Published: 7-19-06
6. Needing me
... When you need me, I'll be here... even if it's hard...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 421 - Published: 7-17-06
7. End of a Tough Day
just something I wrote at the end of a very very long day.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Published: 7-14-06
8. Stealing Your Heart
The way you stole mine...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Published: 7-8-06
9. I'll Be, Will You?
Well will he?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Published: 7-8-06
10. Memorizing Angel
...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Published: 7-3-06
11. Tender Loving Control
I love him so much...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 7-2-06
12. Taunting Ecstasy reviews
Just taunting me...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-1-06
13. Dreaming Teasing reviews
I dreamt of him... (Rated M for sexual content...)
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-1-06
14. Aching, Craving, Wanting
I'm just aching...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Published: 6-17-06
15. The Temptation reviews
why does he tempt me so?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-2-06
16. I do, I'm sorry reviews
...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-4-05
17. Thinking of You, Wondering reviews
I really wonder... maybe if you read this.. you'll know without me having to tell you...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-1-05
18. Early Swoonings reviews
... just for him...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9-15-05
19. Bloody Tears reviews
... burning...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-29-05
20. I Crave?
Rated M for language...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Published: 8-6-05
21. Years Turn reviews
...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-6-05
22. Sweet Time reviews
Time for you to find your happy ending...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-6-05
23. Blank Page reviews
Blank? No. Get over it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-21-05
24. Ownage reviews
Rated M for language.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-21-05
25. Drone reviews
The Drone goes on and on
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-21-05
26. Dark Chaotic Night reviews
... Will it swallow you up?
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-17-05
27. Echos reviews
Echos of the same...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-3-05
28. Aching, Burning reviews
...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-27-05
29. Fiery Love
Fire, both inside... and out. R&R please
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Published: 6-6-05
30. My Last Goodbye reviews
Dedicated to a good friend of mine. R&R please.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-6-05
31. Water reviews
I'm unsure about this one... R&R please
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-6-05
32. Yet Again reviews
Things to learn again... R&R please
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-5-05
33. Past Baggage
things to get rid of... R&R please
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Published: 6-5-05
34. The Smell of Lavendar reviews
I didn't know where to put this... it's not my usual kind of poem... R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-5-05
35. This is me: letting go
I'm letting him go... FINALLY
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 5-27-05
36. End With Me reviews
End with me... be with me...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-27-05
37. Misconceived Love reviews
Who is really to blame?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-14-05
38. Longing Silence
It's about loneliness, but it's hard to understand.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Published: 5-7-05
39. Missing Him Still reviews
Is this true? Is being single worth it?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-26-05
40. Burning Forever reviews
This is about Life and Death. Tell me what you think.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-24-05
41. Screaming, Tattered Soul reviews
... just think...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-19-05
42. Pulling Myself Out reviews
He hurt me... and the sad thing is... I still miss him...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-14-05
43. Angry Hauntings reviews
Demons...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4-14-05
44. MentalPain Utopia reviews
A pain turned to bliss... what's your interpretation?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-14-05
45. Missing Abandon reviews
I miss him, it's true...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4-14-05
46. My Mother's World reviews
I hate living in my mother's world... (Rated M due to language...)
Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 377 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-28-05
47. Wolfgang reviews
about a guy I met the other day...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-26-05
48. Shrowding Crimson reviews
This sound will only be heard once...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-26-05
49. Violent Nature reviews
isn't it our nature?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-26-05
50. Adicted to Cravings reviews
Is he simply a craving?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-26-05
51. Severe Pain reviews
Nothin to say... spur of the moment
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-10-05
52. Too Long
(none)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 2-22-05
53. I Love You reviews
an older one of mine, hope you like it
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-22-05
54. Shortterm Happiness
The title fits, it's a short poem. and it's about my short-term happiness.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Published: 2-22-05
55. Fakeness for a Soul reviews
this world can be so fake...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-22-05
56. No Waking Reasons
More loneliness than angst... but it's the closest I got.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Published: 2-22-05
57. Your eyes, My heart, and a Cigarette reviews
This one is up for interperetation. Feel free to review. I want to know.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2-22-05
58. A Fire in the Dark reviews
My phoenix
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-6-05
59. That Would be That reviews
A poem I wrote after my sister's boyfriend died in a car accident... I was still with chris at the time... and I was scared
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-19-05
60. Beauty By Blood reviews
This beauty is at the price of blood
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-17-05
61. Release reviews
... this release...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-16-05
62. Blood Distortion reviews
Blood flowing, distorted and true
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-15-05
63. The Anger of a Bleeding Heart reviews
(no summary)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1-3-05
64. You Kill Me reviews
... you put this in me...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-2-05
65. I Should Have Run reviews
... too bad it's true...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-25-04
66. Insanity's Calling reviews
I think I get the better end of the deal.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-21-04
67. What I Didn't Need to Know
You taught it to me...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Published: 12-21-04
68. Near reviews
Written for Chris a long long time ago
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-21-04
69. A Hall to Hide In reviews
You put her back in that hall.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-21-04
70. Maroon reviews
Colors for my best friend.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-17-04
71. Inside Out reviews
I told you I'd die.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-16-04
72. Two Pieces of my Heart
... I'm so afraid
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Published: 12-4-04
73. Believing Wrongly
Honestly, I don't believe
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Published: 12-3-04
74. A Soul's Claim reviews
I never could do it...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-19-04
75. His Price reviews
He did this to me, but she did it to him...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 420 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-18-04
76. Rain on the Window reviews
And The Rain on the Window Reminds Me of You
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-16-04
77. Arguments Forced to Leave reviews
The story of my life... what's happening with my Mom and Step Dad
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-16-04
78. Enjoying You reviews
It's all I can do...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-19-04
79. Chasing You Eternally reviews
I'll chase you for eternity
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10-18-04
80. The Pain I Was In reviews
I must have been in great pain...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-6-04
81. Running
I'm concidering running again...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Published: 6-6-04
82. My Permission reviews
You have my Permission.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-25-04
83. Diana's Lullaby reviews
for those of you who are not wicca, the Diana mentioned here is The Goddess, or Mother Nature
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-19-04
84. His Rainbow reviews
About Chris, the man I love! I wrote this before I was going out with him.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-19-04
85. a loss of mind
this is all about when I met the guy I love with all my heart, it's the best I could do to discribe what it was like, I'll attempt a better one later, but for now, this is the best I can do...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Published: 4-17-04
86. an undiscribable feeling reviews
i miss him...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-17-04
87. cold and lonely reviews
i'm cold and lonely...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-3-04
88. My Own Mistake reviews
It was my own Mistake...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-3-04
89. Darkened Knight reviews
You were a Darkened Knight...
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-3-04
90. The Time of Day
You can't have a time of day...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 4-2-04
91. The Fountain of Youth
Let's Bathe in the fountain of youth, just you and me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 4-2-04
92. Death's Bitch reviews
And I rule, from my little padded tower...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 402 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-2-04
93. Once in Time reviews
One life to give...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-31-04
94. The Ecstacy of a Vampire reviews
This one was written after reading waaaaaay too much Anne Rice. I love Anne Rice, she is such an awsome author.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-31-04
95. A Soul in Hell reviews
This one is written for my book I am writing, It is from the main character's point of view.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-31-04
96. Midnight Garden reviews
In my midnight garden, Where Devils like to play
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3-31-04
97. Moving On reviews
I still love him...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-31-04
98. Part of Me reviews
If you leave... I will die
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-31-04
99. Circle of the World reviews
Who will see?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-31-04
100. Dieing Inside reviews
What life is worth this?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-31-04
101. The Extent of my Love reviews
Another one written for that friend of mine... Whom I love very dearly.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 863 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-14-04
102. A Pain to End Pain reviews
And the pain to end pain, will finally end...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 547 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-5-04
103. A Soul Forgotten reviews
One of the few poems about me that I've written... it's about my life...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-3-04
104. Every Single Day reviews
For a Friend that I love very much.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-3-04
105. Heavenly Loneliness reviews
Loneliness can be wonderful, just trust me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-13-03
106. A Promise reviews
A poem written for my ex-boyfriend
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-12-03
107. Blank Stare reviews
This is about a girl... and she's being stalked...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-12-03
108. Letting Go
The story of a couple of sisters...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Published: 11-12-03
109. The Long Days of Life
The long days of life pass slowly...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Published: 11-12-03
110. As I Think About You reviews
As I think about you, I think about the time...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-8-03
111. Looking Down From Heaven
Looking Down from heaven, I can see my friends...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 11-8-03
112. Roses in Love reviews
This started out humorous, so I guess it depends on your outlook on life.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-8-03
113. Complicated Love Found guilty
And Love will be found guilty...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Published: 11-8-03
114. A Love for Eternity
She had a chance...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Published: 11-8-03
115. Brother Dear
This is a poem I wrote for a story my friend wrote. I couldn't get her to post it, but here it is.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Published: 11-8-03
116. I Don't See
I wrote this a year ago when the guy I liked asked out my best friend.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Published: 11-8-03
117. A Tormented Life reviews
This is writen from me, my parents broke up and I'm having to deal with all this anger.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-2-03
118. Alone reviews
This poem is... hard to explain
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12-16-02
119. I Changed reviews
This poem is written from my soul and I pray that no one takes it the wrong way.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-15-02