My name is Kelly Ostrander and I'm from CALI, biotch. I'm Cali grown and I'll never leave. My favorite bands are, Nirvana, HIM, Smile Empty Soul, cKy, and Seether. My favorite TV show is Viva La Bam but i liked bam before that, like when he was doing the cKy videos, which kick very much ass by the way. Mucho ass. I like kicking it with my best friends, Nicole, and Mishelle. And of course the one i love, Gary.

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1. Broken » reviews

Not sure how to explain. A girls boyfriend treats her like crap, shes tempted with suicide for other reasons. But then someone saves her. . .

Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,194 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-11-04 - Published: 11-1-04

2. The Streets in Which Noone Knows reviews

About my best friend who passed away. Depression i guess.

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-18-04 - Published: 8-18-04

3. Crimson Heart reviews

Depression and Love.

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-18-04 - Published: 8-18-04

4. Red Rum

Depression and Murder mostly. I suck at summaries, as I have said many of many times. Just please read?

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-18-04 - Published: 8-18-04

5. Black and Gray reviews

Suicide and Death mostly. Cant really summarize, just read for me please? Review too?

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-18-04 - Published: 8-18-04

6. Sappy reviews

Wow. . . another depressing poem.

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-2-04 - Published: 8-2-04

7. Depressed Again reviews

moer pain. thats what all of these are about tho arent they?

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-25-04 - Published: 7-25-04

8. Burn this Skin reviews

PAIN!

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-25-04 - Published: 7-25-04

9. A Suicide Letter reviews

Well . . .its not really a suicide letter. Its just a poem i wrote about all my suicide letters. Suck at summaries just read.

Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-27-04 - Published: 6-27-04

10. Do the Dew reviews

Kelly/Shannon collaboration. Pg-13 for Sexuality. READ!

Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-25-04 - Published: 6-25-04

11. Here let's commit SUICIDE! reviews

Yeah well. another poem about suicide. Big deal. Thats all i ever write about. . . .

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 6-23-04 - Published: 6-23-04

12. Tough Love reviews

About an ex, abusive boyfriend. One chapter long. Read & review for me please?

Young Adult - Fiction Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 819 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6-19-04 - Published: 6-19-04

13. Untitled reviews

Journals of a boy and girl. Could be more interesting then it sounds...who knows.

Young Adult - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-17-04 - Published: 5-17-04

14. The Taste of Blood reviews

About a girl getting beat by her dad every night

Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-3-04 - Published: 5-3-04

15. You Have No Name reviews

About my best friend who committed suicide. I'm not usually this mean, but I did know him since the first grade, so I have a lot of pent up anger. Read please for me?

Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 3-22-04 - Published: 3-22-04

16. Beauty Queen reviews

About a "prep" being something that u may not expect. plz try to read important!

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3-10-04 - Published: 3-10-04

17. My Life reviews

Eh. No summary.

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-8-04 - Published: 3-8-04

18. Believe Me reviews

Believe me when I say I love you. Crap poem written for somebody special. Try to read? For me? Please?

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-8-04 - Published: 3-8-04

19. Unglued reviews

I swore I'd never fall in love...and here I am.

Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3-8-04 - Published: 3-8-04

20. Above Me reviews

about this guy that i want to be with forever and ever but he kinda moved to a different school.

Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-8-04 - Published: 3-8-04

21. Blue Eyes reviews

About this guy...who has blue eyes. What the f@& am I supposed to say?

Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-27-04 - Published: 2-27-04

22. Heaven Or Hell reviews

About my death; suicide, God, and the slitting of the wrists are involved. review please?

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 462 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-16-04 - Published: 2-16-04

23. Do You? reviews

Do you ever think about me? Written for my boyfriend whom I really dont trust. Please try to read? For me?

Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-16-04 - Published: 2-16-04

24. Valentines Day reviews

I hate V-Day but heres something I wrote for a friend of mine

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 2-13-04 - Published: 2-13-04

25. F It reviews

You try so hard just to fail...

Life - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-13-04 - Published: 2-13-04

26. You Don't Know Me reviews

No one really knows me...

Family - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 2-13-04 - Published: 2-13-04

27. A Mistake that I have Made reviews

Well its about my boyfriend. 'Nuff said.

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-6-04 - Published: 2-6-04

28. Wipe it Off! reviews

About a boyfriend who makes me fall but in the end doesn't really care. Again i suck at summaries...

Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-5-04 - Published: 2-5-04

29. Eraser reviews

About my boyfriend...just erase me.

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-30-04 - Published: 1-30-04

30. Fooled reviews

About my best friend abandoning me when I need her the most.

Song - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-30-04 - Published: 1-30-04

31. Only If reviews

What I think about my "boyfriend" and his poem basically. just read i suck at summaries.

Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-28-04 - Published: 1-28-04

32. My Fairy Tale Land reviews

The way I wish it were but when I wake up...

Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-25-04 - Published: 1-25-04

33. When You Fall reviews

About a guy I like a lot but we're just friends. And I just wanted to let him know that I'll always be here for him...

Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-25-04 - Published: 1-25-04

34. The Way Things Used to Be reviews

About the way things used to be with my boyfriend.

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-18-04 - Published: 1-18-04

35. For You reviews

This poem is for you...

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-18-04 - Published: 1-18-04

36. This is For reviews

This is for all the times...

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 1-18-04 - Published: 1-18-04

37. Hate Part Two

A sequal to my poem Hate

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-18-04 - Published: 1-18-04

38. Fake reviews

About the Fake people on the planet..suck at summaries

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-17-04 - Published: 1-17-04

39. Numb reviews

About taking all the emotional pain away through cutting. just please read its hard to explain lol.

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-4-04 - Published: 1-4-04

40. You Were My Angel reviews

I met the person that saved me, he was my angel, but my angel has disappeared

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-4-04 - Published: 1-4-04

41. The Touch of Your Skin reviews

Wanting to feel the touch of that special person. Again, I suck at summaries just try and read it. Please? For me? Pouts

Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-3-04 - Published: 1-3-04

42. Devil's Angel reviews

How a guy says he loves you, but would rather hang out with his friends than you. Just please read it, I suck at summaries.

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-3-04 - Published: 1-3-04

43. Just What the Doctor Subscribed reviews

title has nothing to do with the poem. Its just about letting your emotions get to you, physically. Suck at summaries just read please

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-22-03 - Published: 12-22-03

44. Your Ticket Out reviews

When all you do is suffer from emotional pain, maybe theres one way out, the big S. Suck at summaries just read please?

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-22-03 - Published: 12-22-03

45. The Deepest reviews

About losing all faith in love because the one you loved lost faith in you.

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 12-22-03 - Published: 12-22-03

46. For Granted reviews

About taking the one person you truly love for granted

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-22-03 - Published: 12-22-03

47. Nothingness reviews

About your body and soul turning into nothingness...

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-19-03 - Published: 12-19-03

48. Leave me Alone! reviews

About someone you love leaving you, but they're presence still lingers inside you.

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-17-03 - Published: 12-17-03

49. Better Off Dead reviews

Life's Too Much...I'm better off dead.

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-17-03 - Published: 12-17-03

50. Can't You See? reviews

About loving someone when they are totally blinded by the fact that you ARE in love with them.

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 12-17-03 - Published: 12-17-03

51. Dead to the Core reviews

About feeling like your nothing but dirt on the floor

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-17-03 - Published: 12-17-03

52. No One Knows reviews

No One Knows what its like...

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-10-03 - Published: 12-10-03

53. Suicide reviews

I think the name says it all don't you?

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 12-9-03 - Published: 12-9-03

54. The Way I Feel reviews

About feeling like your gonna fall down, but you have the power to stand tall.

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-5-03 - Published: 12-5-03

55. Prince Charming reviews

The title says it all

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-5-03 - Published: 12-5-03

56. Teenage Angst reviews

A dumb ass song that sucks...inspired by a Nirvana song.

Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 12-5-03 - Published: 12-5-03

57. Not Even the Deal! reviews

How everyone thinks they understand how you feel. They don't...they're all liars.

School - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-5-03 - Published: 12-5-03

58. Perfect reviews

About the perfect love...wow could that be anymore Hallmark Card?

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-5-03 - Published: 12-5-03

59. Mind Games reviews

How I hate guys playing mind games with me.

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-5-03 - Published: 12-5-03

60. Love Like No Tomorrow reviews

About losing someone you were waiting for. Suck at summaries. Just read

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 12-4-03 - Published: 12-4-03

61. Hate reviews

All the things most teenagers hate. (Most of things I hate)

Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-4-03 - Published: 12-4-03

62. Teenagers reviews

The way i feel about parents. Expecting me to be what they weren't.

Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 12-3-03 - Published: 12-3-03

63. Someday reviews

Its about a girl, who loses her boyfriend in a car wreck. Inspired by Nickelbacks song "Someday" Suck as summaries just please read. VERY short story.

Young Adult - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 593 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 11-11-03 - Published: 11-11-03

64. Leave Me reviews

When it all comes down to it, whose gonna leave? Written for and Inspired by my boyfriend John.

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-22-03 - Published: 10-22-03

65. Love and Hate reviews

Whats the difference between Love And Hate? Written for and inspired by my boyfriend, John.

Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-22-03 - Published: 10-22-03