1. The Secret Lives of Catholic Girls reviews
A girl killed herself. That's what everyone's saying. All the rumors say so? Is it true she was a lesbian? Did she - what was - tell me! - Rating for language and content. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 914 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-19-05 - Published: 4-19-05 2. The Girl Who Changed The Stars » reviews
Marlene, an 18-year-old capable of manipulating the rain, tells the story of a long and painful year in her life, a time of love and death and revolution. Part 5 (The First Dream) added. General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Fantasy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 3,300 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-26-05 - Published: 1-31-05 3. Questioning Beliefs reviews
I'm often berated by holier-than-thou Christians telling me what to believe, allowing me no choice in the matter. This is my question to them. Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 2-8-05 - Published: 2-8-05 4. Mirror Envy reviews
A conversation regarding love beyond what some see as typical; an exploration into the beautiful. Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-8-05 - Published: 2-8-05 5. Mary
Rant of madness in despondent times, losing hold of what reality really is. Poem for Creative Writing. Rating due to language and content. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-8-05 - Published: 2-8-05 6. Disenchanted Muse reviews
A painful lament over the death of poetry by exhaustion and pillaging. General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-5-05 - Published: 2-5-05 7. Night Echoes reviews
A longing for peace that never seems to come. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-5-05 - Published: 2-5-05 8. All Roads Lead To Town
Try getting lost when your best chance of redirection is Nut Town... A pun/parody of Anne Carson's "Plainwater," with a few other jokes from outside sources. Work for Creative Writing. Humor - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-5-05 - Published: 2-5-05 9. Blues
Emotions in light of a breaking, bleeding relationship, when you love someone so bad you want to kill them. Neurotic erotica. Rating for language and content. Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 266 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-5-05 - Published: 2-5-05 10. Feel Alive
Love to the extreme, love through death, neurotic erotica. Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-27-05 - Published: 1-27-05 11. Child
To / for Rose and her "Rose Marie" who was sadly never meant to be. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-27-05 - Published: 1-27-05 12. Tell Me What I'm Afraid To Hear reviews
Sometimes we all need to be told to shut the hell up. Thing don't penetrateon their own, and we get pissed off, but sometimes, it's for our own good. Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-25-05 - Published: 1-25-05 13. Please Breathe
A generic yet heartfelt poem reaching out to Diana, who forgets these words too often... Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-25-05 - Published: 1-25-05 14. Butterfly Rage reviews
The rage of countless generations, or maybe only the latest. A rage that consumes and consumes until there's nothing left inside. Rating for language. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-25-05 - Published: 1-25-05 15. Eyes reviews
Eyes on a wall, staring; lonely, unnoticed; a long-winded metaphor. A poem for Creative Writing class. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-25-05 - Published: 1-25-05 16. Waiting For You
Futily awaiting the return of a lost lover. Inspired by the video game Silent Hill 2. Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 1-25-05 - Published: 1-25-05 17. Praise For All The Artists reviews
Elation regarding the grand feeling of receiving wonderful praise for one's art. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-23-04 - Published: 12-23-04 18. Lost
The things I desire are loved and hated in today's world, but only by a contradictory culture. Is this feeling so wrong? General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-1-04 - Published: 9-1-04 19. Death reviews
We're all dying together. It's the popular thing to do. Everyone's doing it. Join in if you want to be like everyone else. Inspired by Neil Gaiman's "Sandman" series. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-1-04 - Published: 9-1-04 20. Delirium
A species at war with its own nature, manipulated by others and warped by society into a paradoxical existence. Inspired by Neil Gaiman's "Sandman" series. General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-1-04 - Published: 9-1-04 21. The Fallen
Too many comprehending the truth of the world and society have fallen before me, but I shall try to survive through what has destroyed them. Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-1-04 - Published: 9-1-04 22. My Own Opinion reviews
Thought attack/rant against the more oppressive religious people, the kind that say "obey my religion or go to Hell." Religion - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 9-1-04 - Published: 9-1-04 23. Arrogance In The First Degree
Basically a rant over a narsissistic prick I had to deal with fairly recently. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-1-04 - Published: 9-1-04 24. Tumbling Fools
What else is there in life? Love can seem like all there is, even when you know it'll one day shatter. Minor language. Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-1-04 - Published: 9-1-04 25. Came And Left
A price is paid by trusting too blindly, and the emptiness left inside can bleed eternally. Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-1-04 - Published: 9-1-04 26. Cinq Mille Roses Dans Un Seul Jardin
Allegory of the current world and love, the mimicry of love and faces most everywhere you look, unless your heart is truly dedicated. Contains references to “Le Petit Prince” by Antoine de Saint-Exupery. Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-1-04 - Published: 9-1-04 27. Ordinary Stars reviews
Common magic illudes me. Everything seems wholly ordinary now, in this boring life. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-9-04 - Published: 6-9-04 28. Thinking Sadly reviews
Time passes too quickly, and family age too fast. Thoughts regarding my sister getting older. Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-9-04 - Published: 6-9-04 29. Far Dreaming reviews
longing for life that does not yet exist; longing for personal content General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-9-04 - Published: 6-9-04 30. Ode On Shakespeare reviews
Life comes down to tattered, yellowed paper. Does anyone live forever, if everything deteriorates, and how do I hope to accomplish anything if Shakespeare's already done it all? Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-18-04 - Published: 5-18-04 31. Peculiar Brainstorming reviews
You can get some pretty weird and interesting ideas when you brainstorm for a poem idea for too long. Humor - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-7-04 - Published: 5-7-04 32. Block reviews
Writer's block: you know it, you hate it, you live with it. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-7-04 - Published: 5-7-04 33. Dictionary Definition reviews
If love has so many different forms and different definitions and nuances, and no one knows for sure what it is, why do we all strive so badly for it that we're dying in the process? Rating for sexuality. Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-22-04 - Published: 4-22-04 34. Unfollowed Light reviews
If God's out there, somewhere, we can't seem to find him. Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-22-04 - Published: 4-22-04 35. Modern Day Suicide reviews
Society is mankind's curse. The confines of this civilization are choking. The further we fall inside, the tighter it squeezes our throats till we die, all our own faults. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-22-04 - Published: 4-22-04 36. The Funny Life Of Dogs reviews
A little vignette of my two dogs and how strange and goofy they are. Humor - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-20-04 - Published: 4-20-04 37. Sanctity reviews
Some people go too far, much too far. Some people take religion to the extent that it sanctifies all their actions, and thus what they do is right and right in the eyes of God. This leads to hurt. Religion - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-20-04 - Published: 4-20-04 38. Path of Breaking Stone reviews
I seem to exist with a unique viewpoint unshared by my peers. I serve and hate no one. I exist outside the control of God and yet do not hate him. I walk a precarious line. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-20-04 - Published: 4-20-04 39. Wake reviews
When memories and dreams meld and cannot be separated, how can one hope to maintain sanity? General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-20-04 - Published: 4-20-04 40. Sappho reviews
Humanity speaks for God. God speaks but isn't heard. I lay alone, ruled by the world's word, and am without self. My only mirror is Sappho, and even she is long since silenced. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-10-04 - Published: 4-10-04 41. MirrorPlace reviews
This is what it means to be free, and yet chained. This is what it means to be away, somewhere else, and finally realizing the gravity of it all. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-10-04 - Published: 4-10-04 42. Nothing Left Of You reviews
culture consumes, nothing left of one's self but logos and hatred and sex and emptiness; Rating for language. Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 4-10-04 - Published: 4-10-04 43. Onset Of Emotion
//Everything or nothing, // There are no other choices, // And all the lines blur // Like the onset of anesthesia// General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 4-10-04 - Published: 4-10-04 44. A Girl, Broken reviews
losing one's self within the sin of this culture's "happiness" General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4-10-04 - Published: 4-10-04 45. Inspiration reviews
Thank you for everything, for being you, for... Partly inspired by Leslie Feinberg, author of "Stone Butch Blues." Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-29-04 - Published: 2-29-04 46. Miracle
Humans are self-destructive creatures, and there will be no miracles to save us other than our own actions. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-29-04 - Published: 2-29-04 47. Suicide Machine reviews
In a perfect society, to end one's life is the right of every man, woman, and child, and to do so, one may use the suicide machine. Rating for content. Inspired by manga "Battle Angel Alita." General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-29-04 - Published: 2-29-04 48. Focus reviews
Change your perception. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-29-04 - Published: 2-29-04 49. Real
Are they joking? Is it a serious situation? Will someone be hurt? I don't understand... Is this real? General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-29-04 - Published: 2-29-04 50. A Red Rose Grows On Mars
Apart from the sin and pain of the Earth, a beauty grows elsewhere, free from the suffering in hurt. For Rei. Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-29-04 - Published: 2-29-04 51. Fighting Off The Darkness reviews
Needing someone, anyone, something, needing a friend, tired of being alone and being the friend; needing anything... Rating for language. Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-29-04 - Published: 2-29-04 52. Last Survivor
I am the last survivor of a broken world, and I am no longer myself, either. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-29-04 - Published: 2-29-04 53. So Hard To Help, So Hard To Heal reviews
You hurt needlessly, and I hurt for you. Won't you understand that it's not your fault? Rating for language. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-29-04 - Published: 2-29-04 54. Untitled 2
I'm tired of the rules and social regulations. Let me live how I choose and stop trying to destroy me. Rating for language. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-29-04 - Published: 2-29-04 55. Thought Experiments: First Steps reviews
I've started at last to conquer my social anxiety disorder. In the cold of one winter's night, I took the first steps towards freedom. Rating for language. Originally written 2/2/04. Biography - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,064 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-27-04 - Published: 2-27-04 56. We Are Today's Children reviews
Everyone knows it: culture and society and time have corrupted us all. We are the products of negligence and mistakes, and we have many sins to correct. Rating for language and content. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-1-04 - Published: 2-1-04 57. If I Could
If I could take away all your pain, your endless strife and flowing tears, neither Heaven nor Hell could stop me. For Rei, and anyone that needs words of comfort sometimes. Rating for language. Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-1-04 - Published: 2-1-04 58. Hardened Memory
Love is beautiful and maddening. What does love turn us into? What are memories? Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-1-04 - Published: 2-1-04 59. Pondering's Upon A Winter's Day
Isolation is calming and destructive. Where can one find true peace? Nature - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-1-04 - Published: 2-1-04 60. Phantom Eyes reviews
Guilt can be terribly haunting, and it's so hard to leave behind completely an abandoned fate-thread. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-1-04 - Published: 2-1-04 61. Endless Sea
Growing up is so hard, when you feel yourself crashing upon the hard wall of reality. One wishs that wishes would come true. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-1-04 - Published: 2-1-04 62. Breathe To Her reviews
It's hard to be someone's sole comfort, especially when you fear you'll fall short of their expectations, their needs. General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-1-04 - Published: 2-1-04 63. Old Letters
All memory fades in time, even the most important and tragic of reflections. When memories do return, we can't always expect to smile. Regarding the death of Sara Starks, 7/19/01. Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-1-04 - Published: 2-1-04 64. Powerless
We can't always help... Sometimes sorrow is beyond our power to abate. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 2-1-04 - Published: 2-1-04 65. Love Under Logic: Revolution Executer Marlene » reviews
18, bi, female, college freshman, writer, dreamer, rebel, conformist, phobic, hurting, withdrawn, fighter, lover, beautiful, diarist: Marlene, revolutionary. Rating for various strong content. Revision up through Entry 1. Romance - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 77 - Words: 73,708 - Reviews: 21 - Updated: 12-18-03 - Published: 8-21-03 66. Archivist reviews
We may not understand things now, but maybe they'll be clear to those looking at our records in a century's time. I understand things by avoiding them and gazing at the words in stasis. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-18-03 - Published: 12-18-03 67. Trinity
Something I am inside; separation of personas, each grasping for each other but unreaching; standing in a circle, unbreaking. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-18-03 - Published: 12-18-03 68. Growing Up reviews
What is "growing up" I may be an adult now, but I still do not grasp this knowledge I am supposed to inheret. Why must I feel what you tell me to feel? Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-18-03 - Published: 12-18-03 69. Want To Remember reviews
Dying at last, a final escape from you and everything I fear. Written in the style of Evanescence. Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-18-03 - Published: 12-18-03 70. Inside Of Me reviews
Breaking down, collapsing, left with nothing inside of me. Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-18-03 - Published: 12-18-03 71. Private War
Extreme hatred, bringing an endless feud to a head. Part of Bloodletting poem series. General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-18-03 - Published: 12-18-03 72. Playing God
Altering fate is all you have to do, just make one little correction to the path of someone's life and now you're playing God. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-18-03 - Published: 12-18-03 73. One Last Kiss reviews
Dying despite love, a world collapsing is stronger than love. Terza Rima format. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-17-03 - Published: 12-17-03 74. Without Meaning reviews
Rambling, the last act to hold onto sanity. Where do the lines blur between life and loss? General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-17-03 - Published: 12-17-03 75. Lullaby reviews
A mother's soothing song brings sleep to a tired child, and so we see a reflection upon all our lives. Family - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-17-03 - Published: 12-17-03 76. The Secret War
A war waged between two would-be lovers, a war seen only by the borderliners existing between obscurity and commonality; why can no one but us see it? General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-17-03 - Published: 12-17-03 77. Last Dance
One last dance before the end of the world, one last dance between two fallen lovers. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 12-17-03 - Published: 12-17-03 78. Dances reviews
A pleasent night out, a school dance to attend with a lover, only to have the harsh reality of the world fight back against a beautiful love. Yuri, f/f, etc. Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 347 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-23-03 - Published: 11-23-03 79. Unaccepted
Can the world understand my love for you, and if we never faced the hardship the world forces upon us because of how we're different by being the same, would our love still be as special? Implied same-sex relations. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-23-03 - Published: 11-23-03 80. Tell Me True reviews
Tell me, and tell me true: give me a reason for your behavior, the way you act around me, the way you smile or cry, everything you think and feel. Tell me, and tell me real: what do you feel? Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-23-03 - Published: 11-23-03 81. Second Guess
Doubting truths, losing faith in one's self and everyone else, contemplating reality, all because of a Christmas present. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-23-03 - Published: 11-23-03 82. Untold Borderlines reviews
Define sanity. Give me a reason to believe in the future. Allow me to be consumed by enclosing borderlines. General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-23-03 - Published: 11-23-03 83. Neurosis reviews
Going insane, losing sanity, distracted clarity, losing sign of truth's definition. General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-23-03 - Published: 11-23-03 84. Innocent Dreams reviews
Growing up can feel like the most horrible thing, a sacred fear, a longing against longing; a young girl feels new feelings and prays against them. Rating for possibly uncomfortable content. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-23-03 - Published: 11-23-03 85. One Night reviews
A love so strange, wanting it but fearing it, a common setting with an uncommon purpose, wanting to claim the emotions but fearing them wrong. Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-23-03 - Published: 11-23-03 86. Little Sister reviews
It's wonderful watching over someone growing up in your image, but it makes you wonder how they feel towards you, and how they grow because of the things you do in your own life. We cannot always shelter the ones we love. Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 392 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-23-03 - Published: 11-23-03 87. I Need To Pee! reviews
Don't you just hate when you really really really need to pee and something is keeping you from fulfilling that relieving end? It's even worse when you can't even do the pee-pee dance to make yourself feel at least a little better in the meantime. Humor - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 11-23-03 - Published: 11-23-03 88. A Dream Fulfilled
The long fight against the world results in caring only for love, not caring if the world looks down upon who is loved, only caring for that love, and that love, that dream, becomes fulfilled. Implied same-sex relations. Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-23-03 - Published: 11-23-03 89. Any Answer
No reprieve, no escape, no help, collapsing into an unescapable pain, falling into willing suicide and unknown destiny, wanting so answer, yes or no, should I live or die, so long as someone else makes the choice.. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-23-03 - Published: 11-23-03 90. Because I Can Love You reviews
Loving someone who's known the pain of life and love, trying to help them face a new world, searching for hope in a dying soul. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-22-03 - Published: 11-22-03 91. Wondering Of You Alone reviews
Alone in bed and thinking, always thinking of you, bound forever, in pain. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-22-03 - Published: 11-22-03 92. Beyond The Bounds
Step beyond the bounds created by the world, find your own happiness defined by you and no one else, let your heart guide you to everlasting peace. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-22-03 - Published: 11-22-03 93. Crossroads
Walking the path of life, wondering which roads to take, ever uncertain of the ends and the means, never without fear. Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-22-03 - Published: 11-22-03 94. Anathema reviews
Extreme hatred of a fool of a man, a wretched human being almost without reason to exist. Rating for lots of language and a whole lotta angriness. Part of Bloodletting poem series. General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-22-03 - Published: 11-22-03 95. Anxiety Attack reviews
Panic, collapsing, falling, hurting, anxious; a recounting of an anxiety attack I had. Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-22-03 - Published: 11-22-03 96. Blank Page reviews
Wondering over a blank page, wondering of one's life. Rating for brief language. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-22-03 - Published: 11-22-03 97. Till The End Of My Existence reviews
Longing for everything, believing in nothing, only having one's self in the end. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-22-03 - Published: 11-22-03 98. Last Night reviews
Last thoughts of a suicidal, falling away into darkness... Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-22-03 - Published: 11-22-03 99. I Love You
Wanting to love, unable to, fearing the pain of embarking on such a journey, so afraid, endlessly afraid... Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-22-03 - Published: 11-22-03 100. Omega
Two worlds on opposite planes of existence, Earth and Gaia, slowly begin a merging that has the potential of destroying both. Only "Omega," the One, she who bears the True Soul, shall be able to save them all. Prologue up. Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Sci-Fi/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-17-03 - Published: 11-17-03 101. Want For Happiness reviews
Two lovers, together, happy but for lack of extended happiness, denied the right to create new life between them, denied happiness... Possibly my best poem yet. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 11-9-03 - Published: 11-9-03 102. My Final Revenge reviews
One last battle, it must end here, this endless dance will finish with your death, and I shall be free at last... Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-9-03 - Published: 11-9-03 103. On The Internet Only reviews
Love can be so simple and attainable when it's only words, a dance of pleasureable fantasies, but when everything slips away to night, there's nothing left by emptiness. Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-9-03 - Published: 11-9-03 104. Afraid To Say It reviews
Having suffered everything and for everything, there' s nothing left but to deny it all. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-9-03 - Published: 11-9-03 105. Bloody Angel reviews
Collapsing, falling, bleeding, unable to touch heaven for the wings have been butchered away. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-9-03 - Published: 11-9-03 106. Nothing Left Of Myself reviews
The sorrow and suicidal lamentations of others can affect one's mind and draw them unwillingly along into that black abyss of madness evolution. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-9-03 - Published: 11-9-03 107. World Collapsing reviews
Always appearing strong in order to keep others strong, always truly weak inside but never allowed to confess, musn't allow others to fall with me. General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-9-03 - Published: 11-9-03 108. One Way Out reviews
Falling, choosing to die because no reasons can counter the decision. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-9-03 - Published: 11-9-03 109. For Her, The Lost Romantic
Thinking of her, the one who wants me, the one who wishes to claim me, she who will not be claimed and wishes more for a body than a feeling. Dedicated to the "Lost Romantic." Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-3-03 - Published: 11-3-03 110. Laughter Recession
A desolate, dying world, our own, serrated by the inhuman humans, wretched people wanting only distraction from dementia. General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-3-03 - Published: 11-3-03 111. Shutting Out Voices reviews
Pursuit of one voice in a world's worth, wanting to hear just that one. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-3-03 - Published: 11-3-03 112. Calling Out Into The Stars
Dreams... General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-3-03 - Published: 11-3-03 113. Red, Beautiful Dreams
Want for love, lack of claiming, deluge of obscurity. Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-3-03 - Published: 11-3-03 114. Thought Stream
Pondering over your words, pondering over emotion, pondering over how you feel, pondering over how I feel, wondering if it's what I want. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-3-03 - Published: 11-3-03 115. Downpour reviews
Rain and emotions, emotional rain, thought oscillation across plains of emotion that waver over thoughts of you, your love for me, my want for merely friendship. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-3-03 - Published: 11-3-03 116. Wake From Scarlet Dreams
Uncertainty, confusion, elaboration of thought towards a feared and desired end. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-3-03 - Published: 11-3-03 117. I'm Waiting
I'm waiting. Help me. Save me already. I just need help this one time. So please. Do it. Save me. I'm waiting. Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-3-03 - Published: 11-3-03 118. Collapse Into Chaos
Collapsing into the darkest resesses of the soul, the inner pain and undeniabe torment. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-3-03 - Published: 11-3-03 119. Darkness 2
Fear of the darkness within, fear of the future and the pain awaiting, fear of life and self. General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 11-3-03 - Published: 11-3-03 120. Angel reviews
A glimpse at beauty leading to transformation, a change of heart once thought unreachable. Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11-3-03 - Published: 11-3-03 121. Battle reviews
A warrior's battle, a fight to the death, a final chance to survive. Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-3-03 - Published: 11-3-03 122. Regret
You will only destroy me. You are my Thanatos, my opposition, my loss. //Your life is a thorn prick to mine / Letting my blood slowly drip out, / Uncontrollable almost entirely.// General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-25-03 - Published: 10-25-03 123. Crimson Hatred
Extreme hatred towards the destroyer of hearts, the thorned rose that exists only to hurt, never to really love. Part of my Bloodletting poem series. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-25-03 - Published: 10-25-03 124. Candlelight reviews
A perfect night, a perfect moment, all with your eyes on mine, a love wanted and maybe shared, maybe claimable tonight. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-25-03 - Published: 10-25-03 125. Ghost reviews
A flash of a familiar, long-forgotten face can bring so many painful memories. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-25-03 - Published: 10-25-03 126. Too Much reviews
When love is too much, when friendship is what is supposed to prevail, when the morning will bring unhappy endings. Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-25-03 - Published: 10-25-03 127. Unfeeling, Unintentional reviews
Coping with love that was never expected, should have never existed. //Was I supposed to know / The emotions that twirled / Inside of your heart?// Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-25-03 - Published: 10-25-03 128. PinUp Girl reviews
A look at self-selling, showing one's self degredated to the world; analyzing the watched, the watcher, and the uncaring world General - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-25-03 - Published: 10-25-03 129. Soft Innocence reviews
Too innocent to understand the world is destroying; never wanting to be free, never wanting to hurt. Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-25-03 - Published: 10-25-03 130. Happy Medium
Pain and unhappiness, never helped. //Where's the happy medium? / How must one bleed / To be oh-so-correct?// Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-25-03 - Published: 10-25-03 131. Thinking Of A Far Away Place reviews
We can never reclaim those lost days of youth, those past memories of times long since past. It's hard to remember, and it's harder to accept. Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-20-03 - Published: 10-20-03 132. Forgotten Poem reviews
Don't you just hate when you have those special words all prepared and everything, and then you go and forget it all? Maybe sometimes, though, you can hang onto the most important part. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-20-03 - Published: 10-20-03 133. Long Road reviews
I can take but one road, yet two lie around me, one to the past, one to the future, and both are shrouded in darkness. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-20-03 - Published: 10-20-03 134. Rose Angel reviews
The claiming of absolute love, pure happiness and euphoria, yet everything falls to the nature of the world. Written with aid by the "Rose Angel." Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-20-03 - Published: 10-20-03 135. Anxiety reviews
Anxiety is my life, and all I can do is suffer through it, suffer through it like most people suffer through life. We just continue to survive. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-20-03 - Published: 10-20-03 136. My Final Decision
The last step in empathy, the last attempt to help a friend, feeling as if everything always goes wrong and that further attempts to help will only lead to pain. Friendship - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-20-03 - Published: 10-20-03 137. Just Me reviews
Fear. Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-20-03 - Published: 10-20-03 138. Hopeless Warrior reviews
Longing for peace, longing for silence, a lone warrior, cold, wanting so much for peace. Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-20-03 - Published: 10-20-03 139. Cold Inside reviews
Dark thoughts. Haiku - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-20-03 - Published: 10-20-03 140. Bleep, The Procrastinator's Story reviews
The humorous nature of censoring, especially in the crisis of dealing with homework. ^_^ Humor - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 10-9-03 - Published: 10-9-03 141. Rest reviews
Death can sometimes seem like the only willing end, a place of rest, or at most a place better than the real world. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-9-03 - Published: 10-9-03 142. Inside My Head reviews
Depression overrides passion; despair consumes love; self-hatred destroys reason. Rated for sexual content. Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-9-03 - Published: 10-9-03 143. Nothing At All reviews
It was so easy when we were children, to pretend we loved each other and believe it, but now... we've grown so much, and it's no longer the same. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-9-03 - Published: 10-9-03 144. Untitled
My heart is an empty shell because of you, dried up and finished. I've lost everything for you, and you've given me nothing and can only continue to suffer. How am I supposed to live? Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-9-03 - Published: 10-9-03 145. Wings
If I tell you I have angel wings, that makes it real in my mind. If you believe me, that makes it real in yours. If I don't tell anyone, does that make it false? Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-9-03 - Published: 10-9-03 146. End reviews
Sorrow product. Haiku - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-9-03 - Published: 10-9-03 147. God Doesn't Exist reviews
This is basically a thought-out venting poem, meaning I'm not trying to dissuade anyone from their opinions, nor do I want people to flame me for the sole basis of my views. Just try to enjoy it for aesthetic value. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-9-03 - Published: 10-9-03 148. False Dreamer
Why should anyone assert their reality on anyone else? Doesn't everyone have the right to believe in the world they want for themselves? What's wrong with having your own view of the world? General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-9-03 - Published: 10-9-03 149. Will
If I choose to fall, if I choose to die, will you be able to live? Will you be able to understand? Will... Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-9-03 - Published: 10-9-03 150. Feeling reviews
I choose to no longer feel. I no longer wish to expierience the pain of the world, for it only serves to rip apart my heart. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-9-03 - Published: 10-9-03 151. Jade Bird reviews
A reflection upon the world, our lives, our hope. Fantasy - Fiction Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-7-03 - Published: 10-7-03 152. The One
Will you be the one? The one for me? The one I can always love and will thus never need anyone else? Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-7-03 - Published: 10-7-03 153. Wrong Position
What's wrong with a little sorrow, right? What's wrong with hating life and hating the world and simply hating? Isn't that way everyone is...? Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-7-03 - Published: 10-7-03 154. Beautiful Smile reviews
Nice, romantic passion piece. Good stuff. Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-7-03 - Published: 10-7-03 155. Perfect World
The world feels dead, without life or care or reason. What's left in it for me, one who's lost their perfect world? Part of Rose Blessing poem series. Written with aid by the "Rose Angel." Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-7-03 - Published: 10-7-03 156. Only Your Friend reviews
If I'm only your friend, then I shouldn't feel this way for you, should I? No, and I'll never claim you, so I'll hide my feelings deep down in my heart of hearts, forever away from you... Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-7-03 - Published: 10-7-03 157. No Longer Children
When you've been friends since birth, how can you ever accept the transition to adulthood, how the both of you change so much from what were once children? Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-7-03 - Published: 10-7-03 158. Breaking The Hardest Promise reviews
Two consenting best friends can engage in more than what's considered behavior common of friends, and can still be just best friends, as long as it's all for the purpose of feeling good and taking away the pain of life, can't they? Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-7-03 - Published: 10-7-03 159. Memories Of A Distant Love
Memories of a love long touched, felt, and lost, all merged together in the sea of passing days... Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-7-03 - Published: 10-7-03 160. OneSided Conversation
When a friend suffers the worst tragedies, what else can you do but talk it out with them? Implied adult themes. Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-7-03 - Published: 10-7-03 161. System Check reviews
Click, click... Searching... Searching for memories... Click, click... Inspired by the anime, "Serial Experiments Lain." General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-4-03 - Published: 10-4-03 162. Wingless Tragedies reviews
We were children once, happy youths with few cares beyond home and friends. Now we care too much for too much, for appearance and condoms and purchases and suicide. What happened to us? Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 10-4-03 - Published: 10-4-03 163. Insomnia reviews
What's it mean when you force yourself to stay awake, when you fear what dreams may come, yet still fear your waking self? Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-4-03 - Published: 10-4-03 164. Commonality reviews
A little insanity never hurt anyone, right? At least I know what I'm doing. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-4-03 - Published: 10-4-03 165. True Elsewhere reviews
Longing for love, for that bridge between us met, for a true elsewhere to be happy within. Inspired by the manga, "Clover." Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-4-03 - Published: 10-4-03 166. Beautiful Rain reviews
The beautiful result of happenstance when life drives you to loving arms, a lovely matter of circumstance. Yuri, f/f, etc. Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-3-03 - Published: 10-3-03 167. Grace
Experiencing the great beauty and euphoria that comes from being enveloped in the music and playing of the piano. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-2-03 - Published: 10-2-03 168. Normal Conversation reviews
Nowadays, what could be more normal than talking about suicide, about throwing your life away for whatever reasons you convince yourself merit the act? Rating for language and themes. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 668 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 10-1-03 - Published: 10-1-03 169. Sight Beyond Yours reviews
It's called group perception: everyone sees the same thing, the same happiness, the same pain. Why, then, does no one do anything to remedy the witnessed mistakes? I feel like the only one watching. Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-29-03 - Published: 9-29-03 170. Rejected
Being abandoned by love, especially when given no reason, can be the worst feeling in the world. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-29-03 - Published: 9-29-03 171. Helpful Stranger
To exist, to be in a position to help, to know a person without meeting them, to acknowledge common human decency and the need to be helped. Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-29-03 - Published: 9-29-03 172. God's Mistake reviews
Current living status: boarderline. Life takes on different meanings when you're trapped in the boarderline between coping and giving up. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-29-03 - Published: 9-29-03 173. Case Study
An analysis of humanity by grand evaluations, a manner of proof that were are a dying, self-destructive race that, at this rate, only suffers due to co-habitation of this planet with each other. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-28-03 - Published: 9-28-03 174. Rose Tragedy reviews
In and out of love, an endless dance that kills and sustains us, a path we hate yet take; Jasmine suffers the pain of losing it all and tries to find her way back to a happy existence. Dedicated to the "Rose Angel." Romance - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,860 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-25-03 - Published: 9-25-03 175. Happenstance reviews
Happenstance doesn't have to rule lives. We can alter it, help make decisions so painful for some. Isn't it good as long as it really helps? Is is good to mess with happenstance? Rating for minor language. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-25-03 - Published: 9-25-03 176. Darkness Reverie reviews
Consumed by the darkness, lost to horror and pain. Haiku - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-19-03 - Published: 9-19-03 177. Thoughts Of Her Dissension reviews
Thoughts of a person I don't know whether to forgive or forget. Haiku - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-19-03 - Published: 9-19-03 178. Rightly Quake In Fear reviews
The very sound of the word is enough to make grown men cry and others fear for their sanity, and that word is...Calculus. *shivers* Humor - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-12-03 - Published: 9-12-03 179. Just For You reviews
Idolizing the one that makes one feel whole, as if that person is the only one that makes life worth living. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-12-03 - Published: 9-12-03 180. Bad Timing reviews
It feels so good to get away with daydreaming in the middle of class. ^_^ Humor - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-12-03 - Published: 9-12-03 181. Not Us reviews
Revelation of feelings that maybe shouldn't have existed, built in the wrong place, wrong to one of the two. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-12-03 - Published: 9-12-03 182. You And I reviews
Obsessed love in secret leads to inward pain and hesitation. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-8-03 - Published: 9-8-03 183. This World Exists For You reviews
Insecurity in admitting feelings at last, the truth obvious yet hidden, dancing among beautiful dreams. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-8-03 - Published: 9-8-03 184. Treating The Suicidal
So bitterly humorous, the suicidal treating the suicidal, longing for their life to remain, yet hating their own. Rating for, obviously, suicidalness. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-8-03 - Published: 9-8-03 185. Too Late reviews
A picture of white and red, solitude and introspection, all with one action. Rating for suicide. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-8-03 - Published: 9-8-03 186. Feel This reviews
Screaming at the ones who put us down, the ones that drive the masses against us and make us cry at night if not commit suicide. Rating for language. Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-8-03 - Published: 9-8-03 187. More Than Human
Trying to find a reason to accept people, especially when too many are jugdmental and hate-filled. Rating for language. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-8-03 - Published: 9-8-03 188. Think About It
What's wrong with dreaming about a better world than the one we live in? Why do you strike me down for such thoughts? Rating for language. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-8-03 - Published: 9-8-03 189. Lost To Feeling reviews
Wanting freedom from the pain of life, without paying the price of death. No one wants to die to reclaim their life. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-8-03 - Published: 9-8-03 190. Unreal reviews
Too weak to live, too guilty to die. General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 9-8-03 - Published: 9-8-03 191. Is This Real? reviews
Perhaps dreams are a mirror of our inner emotions. Laina faces in this way what she has always feared and tried so hard to pretend doesn't exist. Rating for sexuality. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,137 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-6-03 - Published: 9-6-03 192. Fear reviews
Do you know what it feels like to be afraid of love, to fear that everything you've felt can possibly be true? Do you know what it feels like to be loved by the person you care for most, when you're afraid to love them? Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-4-03 - Published: 9-4-03 193. Love Letter reviews
This is for you, a gun to my head, the end result of your uncaring and wanton destruction of all my love for you. Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 9-4-03 - Published: 9-4-03 194. End Of My Sanctuary
As the world seems to collapse around me, so does my inner sanctuary, my last escape, my only reprieve. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 9-4-03 - Published: 9-4-03 195. Having A Good Time reviews
Being insane is all about having a good sense of humor about things that everyone else around you doesn't seem to understand. Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9-4-03 - Published: 9-4-03 196. Dites Moi reviews
My first french poem, so some parts may be off. Thoughts regarding inevitable loss of love. / Ma première poésie française, ainsi quelques pièces peut être éteinte. Pensées concernant la perte inévitable d'amour. Love - Fiction Rated: K - French - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-25-03 - Published: 8-25-03 197. One Day reviews
Only a body to be loved, loving the lover but hating the tedium, wanting to leave them to their fate but still drawn to stay. //No communication / No exasperation / Only touching / We never talk anymore// Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-25-03 - Published: 8-25-03 198. Approaching Thunder
A young woman witnesses the last days of her people before everything is crushed beneath the great wheels of a threatening army. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,847 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-24-03 - Published: 8-24-03 199. Friends reviews
It can be so lonely a world away from all the people you care about so much and can't bear to be apart from. Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-22-03 - Published: 8-22-03 200. Random Kindness reviews
//How much does it cost / For a random act of kindness?// General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-22-03 - Published: 8-22-03 201. Mirrors Of You reviews
Deep pain thinking about someone I shouldn't, who left me so long ago that she shouldn't matter anymore, and yet her memory binds my life everyday without conscious thought. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-19-03 - Published: 8-19-03 202. Unintentional Silence reviews
A longing to speak suppressed by the inability to. Those of you who also have social anxiety problems can probably relate to a great extent. Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-19-03 - Published: 8-19-03 203. Lesser Men reviews
Observations about what lesser men are prone to do towards women, what I won't do. General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 8-18-03 - Published: 8-18-03 204. Anxious Xenophobia reviews
Torn between the want for companionship yet the fear of confrontation. Part of my Conforming Isolation poem series. Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-18-03 - Published: 8-18-03 205. InBetween reviews
Originally my initial confusing feelings regarding my start of college, but it disolved into a sort of bleak and dreary ending that's not me. If you like that stuff, this is your thing. Part of my Conforming Isolation poem series. Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-18-03 - Published: 8-18-03 206. Experiment » reviews
In a concrete, inescapable mansion in the middle of the woods, kidnapped kids one by one find themselves trapped without exit or reason. Insanity and blood soon become the only rules. Stage Three: Mick Weinbaum, quarterback, alpha-male. Horror - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,253 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 8-15-03 - Published: 8-8-03 207. Little Girl Lullaby reviews
Parting, comforting words for the "lost little girl" I know so well (and don't worry, it'll be the last poem I write about you ^_^). Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-14-03 - Published: 8-14-03 208. New Girl
A girl hides from the world, taking shelter within shyness, until someone happens to offer a bit of kindness which she has never seen before. Rating for language. General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,628 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 8-12-03 - Published: 8-12-03 209. My Last Sunset reviews
Lamenting over the time soon to be lost to me, gazing one last time at a sight I've long grown to love. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-8-03 - Published: 8-8-03 210. Someone Lost reviews
It's maddening trying to explain anything to you, but you've never been one to listen anyway. You hide too much inside yourself. I can't help you if I don't know you. Part of my Fading Memory poem series. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-30-03 - Published: 7-30-03 211. Doesn't Matter To You reviews
There's just no winning with some people. Ideologies can't always be opposed, and the mindsets of the most maddened, desperate people can make you wrong no matter what you believe. Part of my Fading Memory poem series. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-30-03 - Published: 7-30-03 212. Typical Day reviews
Strange determinations. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7-30-03 - Published: 7-30-03 213. Writing Excuse reviews
This is for Michelle, who always complains that I should write more (go figure) yet never does enough writing herself. So ha ha. *rasberry* ^_^ Humor - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7-28-03 - Published: 7-28-03 214. Inconsequential Lives » reviews
Humans have abandoned their bodies and now exist almost solely in the digital realm of the Sky. A detective losing his way must find an angel that may very well decide humanity's fate. Chapter Twenty-Three: the last separation. *ch. 23 extended* Sci-Fi - Fiction Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 62,942 - Reviews: 24 - Updated: 7-6-03 - Published: 5-27-03 215. Frozen Silent reviews
I'm out of answers. I wish desperately to help you, but the ability is denied me. What can I do? Struggling to help when words no longer rise to lips. Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-6-03 - Published: 7-6-03 216. Knight's Creed reviews
A strong desire to shelter someone, protect them from the downs and depressions of life, longing to make them happy and smile. //I'll be the knight defending you / From all the hateful things.// Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-25-03 - Published: 6-25-03 217. The One I Used To Know reviews
It's painful how a friend can go away, just drift from your life for a period of time, and come back a completely different person. //Days long gone with / You with me still / Run through my mind// Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-25-03 - Published: 6-25-03 218. A Rain Of Encounters reviews
A girl must confess her feelings for her best friend before it's too late, before she may never have the chace again to breathe the words that have been swirling in her head for endless ages. Yuri, f/f, etc. Romance - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,856 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 6-22-03 - Published: 6-22-03 219. Dancing Around Truths reviews
A runaround, averting glances, far-away thoughts, holding someone else, late-night fantasies: all ways to dance around truths. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6-17-03 - Published: 6-17-03 220. Muted Voices reviews
We always seem to struggle over those three special, little words. It can be hard even when the attraction and emotion is known to be mutual. //Quite a pair we are, huh? / Neither with the courage// Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-16-03 - Published: 6-16-03 221. Paper Heart reviews
Fighting for love when it doesn't seem possible or right. //Do I deserve love? / Can I feel love? / Am I tainted? / Am I bleeding?// Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-16-03 - Published: 6-16-03 222. Is It Or Not? reviews
Trying to understand the love of someone, if it's really real or just a game. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //I can't understand / Why you go out of your way / To make me feel good / To make me feel mad// Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-16-03 - Published: 6-16-03 223. Fade Away To Black reviews
Have you ever loved someone so bad it was killing you? Did you feel like love was a terrible curse, something the world might kill you for? //You make me want to love you / You make me want to kill me// Love - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 6-2-03 - Published: 6-2-03 224. How I See It reviews
Seeing the world as the screwed-up place it is, the wrong things, and how I will retain my own beliefs. //I don't care what / The world thinks / When I'm so certain of myself// Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 6-2-03 - Published: 6-2-03 225. Father, Father reviews
Sometimes we feel like we lose the love of someone that means the world to us, and we just want to know they still care, even if they aren't the same anymore. Dedicated to my lost friends. Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-31-03 - Published: 5-31-03 226. You Don't Love Me reviews
I keep loving her, but I know that she won't love me. Oh well, I'll just have to keep living with it. Part of my Beautiful Girl poem series. //You just smile / And flirt with me / But you don't love me// Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-30-03 - Published: 5-30-03 227. We're Not The Same reviews
That's not what I am. I'm... just me, normal in my eyes. I'm not you and thus can't love you. Part of my Pitiful Hypocrite poem series. //He can do what he likes / But not with me / I'm just not him// Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-30-03 - Published: 5-30-03 228. Changing Mentality
Becoming what I've always hated, falling to bigoted hatred just one selfish time. Part of my Pitiful Hypocrite poem series. //I can't help / But feel that I'm / Betraying my / Lost sanity// General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-30-03 - Published: 5-30-03 229. Fighting
Fighting what I don't believe in the world, fighting the power or madness of my mind unbridled. Part of my Pitiful Hypocrite poem series. //Can't escape this life, / This world, this absolutism// General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-30-03 - Published: 5-30-03 230. Radical Dreamer reviews
I am the one that hates the haters and helps the hated. I am the one the bigoted fear and the one the melancholic praise. I am the radical dreamer. General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-20-03 - Published: 5-20-03 231. Me reviews
All I ever do is aid others in their acceptance by the world, yet I do nothing for myself, only hide from the daylight. //All for them / None for me// Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-20-03 - Published: 5-20-03 232. No Existence reviews
No life but that of the computer. //Pale complexion / No expression / Life in artificiality// General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 5-19-03 - Published: 5-19-03 233. Avoidance reviews
Afraid to confess feelings of love, afraid of what the future might hold if the chance is taken. //I guess I run away / Every time I see / That look in your eyes.// Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-19-03 - Published: 5-19-03 234. Morning Peace reviews
That special feeling waking up in a lover's arms, of whispering "I love you's." //I smile at you for the millionth time / And content myself with watching you sleep// Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-19-03 - Published: 5-19-03 235. Far Dreams
Thinking of her and awaiting the day of reunion together again. //Her ancient kiss / Still tortures me / And maintains how I feel// Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-19-03 - Published: 5-19-03 236. What's To Say? reviews
Singing a song of how love went away, that special someone hanging onto someone else now. //I know that this is wrong / You won't come back// Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 5-19-03 - Published: 5-19-03 237. Like On TV reviews
I thought this was supposed to be a perfect world. Did I take a wrong turn into enmity? //Do you mind? / I'm trying to live here// Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-19-03 - Published: 5-19-03 238. Ruins reviews
This world is ruined. If there's something left to salvage from the moral wreckage, I've yet to find it. //Is this your perfect world? / I'm just your consequence// Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-16-03 - Published: 5-16-03 239. Run Away reviews
If the world won't accept us together, then let's run away from it all, just you and me. //We both can be free / We'll leave them all behind / Our love will protect us// Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-16-03 - Published: 5-16-03 240. Return Arguments reviews
Get over the fact that you aren't always right, that other people have lives that differ from yours and your beliefs. Part of my Anti-Hate poem series. Inspired by the song "How Soon Is Now" by Tatu. Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst/Ro |
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