Ok BIO time!
Name: Wouldn't you like to know, but call me Sammy
Age:20 one step closer to 21 baby!!
Sex: all the time...I mean female (hehe ;))
Location:Dove Creek Colorado, and my own little world.
Hobbies: I read, write FF, and hang out with my friends.
Favorite things: Kissing, books, quotes, and my friends.
Updates on my stories:
The Valley of Shadows - Brand new. It's got a good start I think and it will continue if I get some positive reviews.
I Was The First - Finished
Hypothetical Autobiography - On indefinite hold since my co-writer dropped of the face of the earth.
New Players New Rules Same Game - (sequel to Teach Me The Rules and I'll Break them)On indefinite hold. I kinda lost the rest of the story when my laptop crashed and for the time being I'm unmotivated to rewrite them.
Teach Me The Rules and I'll Break Them - Finished.
Too Short To Be A Summer, Too Long To Be A Year - Finished.
Love Is Friendship Set On Fire And This Proves It - Finished.
Favoite quotes:
What's so great about being normal?
Don't live your life in someone else's dream.
You must not allow yourself to be chained to fate, to be ruled by your genes. In order to survive you must choose life, and then LIVE.
If I do this today will I be able to look at myself in the mirror tomorrow?
There's a point in your life when you realize who really matters, who never did, and who always will.
People you meet along the way are just people, you have to live with yourself forever.
Whatever is going to happen is going to happen. So why be afraid?
They tell me I'm something I'm not They are wrong, I am what I am It is they who think they are something They could never possibly be.
Don't spend your entire life trying to fit in with the rest. It is only those who are different who get remembered.
The past WAS, tomorrow MAY be, and only today IS.
Do what others want and you will be temporarily liked, but do what you want and you will be forever respected.
If you meet someone in whose presence you feel a desire to achieve, who inspires you to do your best, and to make the most of yourself, such a person is worthy of your love, and is awakening love in your heart.
To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead.
The fate of love is that it always seems too little or too much.
In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.
I’m driven by lack of motivation
He who has not made a friend though adversity nor an enemy through peace has not truly lived.
You always wonder what is worse losing what you have or never getting what you want then you realize the feeling is the same: it hurts.
Friendship means nothing if it's based on secrets and lies.
Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.
Our truest life is when we are in dreams awake.
Let us live so that when we come to die even the undertaker will be sorry.
It must be borne in mind that the tragedy of life does not lie in not reaching your goal. The tragedy of life lies in having no goal to reach.
If life doesn't offer a game worth playing, then invent a new one.
Mother can't you see I've got to live my life the way I feel is right for me, it might not be right for you but it's right for me...
Life is half spent before one knows what life is.
I like nonsense, it wakes up the brain cells. Fantasy is a necessary ingredient in living, it's a way of looking at life through the wrong end of a telescope and that enables you to laugh at life's realities.
Only the insane are truly sane for they see the world as it really is. As for those who believe they are sane, they live in a world of non-reality.
Don't fall down now, you will never get up.
If we never met again in our whole lives, I should feel that the whole adventure of existence was justified by me having met you.
No man is a failure who is enjoying life.
We worry about what a child will be tomorrow, yet we forget that he is someone today.
A life without love is like a year without summer.
I'm not suffering from insanity, I'm enjoying every minute of it.
Eat healthy, exercise more, die anyways.
There’s a danger in loving somebody too much and it’s sad when you know it’s their heart you can’t trust. There’s a reason why people don’t stay who they are. Baby sometimes love just ain’t enough.
Sweet is love when all is sane sweet is death to rid the pain cruel is death when all is well cruel is love when all is hell.
Hear and you forget; see and you remember; do and you understand.
It's a great satisfaction knowing that for a brief point in time you made a difference.
To be real is to be true. Feel what is real; fear what is true…
Magic is ignored by reality…Reality is ignored by life.
To see what we have never seen, to be what we have never been. To shed the chrysalis and fly, depart the earth, kiss the sky, to be reborn, be someone new: is this a dream or is it true? Can our future be cleanly shorn from a life to which we're born? Is each of us a creature free - - or trapped at birth by destiny? Pity those who believe the latter. Without freedom, nothing matters.
If I let ya go do you think you could fly?
Light thinks it travels faster than anything but it is wrong. No matter how fast light travels, it finds the darkness has always got there first, and is waiting for it.
Without order nothing can exist - without chaos nothing can evolve.
Let the world know you as you are, not as you think you should be.
Those who fear the darkness have no idea what the light can do.
Do not stand in a place of danger trusting in miracles.
No good deed goes unpunished.
Born with no soul, lack of control, cut from the mold of the anti-social.
You never know how you look through other people's eyes.
Now that we are enemies I'm trying to figure out when you meant more to me, as a friend or a lover. They don't seem that different now because at least then I was part of you life now I'm just part of your suffering.
On the road that I have taken, one day, walking, I awaken, amazed to see where I have come, where I'm going, where I'm from.
For those who understand you, no explanation is necessary. For those who don't, none is possible.
There will always be another tomorrow.
I don't have a solution but I admire the problem.
If things get any worse, I'll have to ask you to stop helping me.
Reality is a crutch for people who can't handle drugs.
This Would Be Really Funny If It Weren't Happening To Me
I don't want to ever, ever do something in life that isn't fun. Ever.
Show me a sane man and I will cure him for you.
You don't have to suffer to be a poet; adolescence is enough suffering for anyone.
If nothing changed, there'd be no butterflies
Soldiers who are not afraid of guns, bombs, capture, torture or death say they are afraid of homosexuals. Clearly we should not be used as soldiers; we should be used as weapons.
Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two women holding guns than holding hands?
It always seemed to me a bit pointless to disapprove of homosexuality. It's like disapproving of rain.
The weak can never forgive. Forgiveness is the attribute of the strong.
It's astonishing how much energy some people waste worrying that someone else might be enjoying life in ways that they don't approve of.
When you get to the edge of all you know, you must believe one of two things: There will be ground for you to stand on, or you will be given wings to fly.
We know what we are, but know not what we may be.
Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious.
Do not help in giving pain to others even your greatest of enemies.
In some cultures what I do is considered normal.
The dumber people think you are, the more surprised they're going to be when you kill them!!
Some people are alive only because it's illegal to kill them.
I smile because I have no idea what is going on.
Faith is believing in things when common sense tells you not to!!
We always remember the first time with a lover.
I do not know how to part with something I am not tired of.
When you love someone it is forever, or it was never really love at all.
Good friends are hard to find, even harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
I'm the one who's gonna die when it comes time for me to die, so let me live my life the way I want to.
They fuck you up, your mum and dad. They may not mean to, but they do. They fill you with the faults they had. And add some extra, just for you.
As you may have noticed, my mind does not work the same as most. That is to say, I'm sort of…well…different. And yet it seems to have worked for me.
I'd rather suffer the consequences of truth than of silence.
It's hard to answer the question -What's wrong?- when northing's right.
A sharp tongue can slit its own throat
Friends can make the darkest sky seem bright, they make the hardest rain seem a drizzle, and most of all they can make the smallest most insignificant person feel loved.
They tell me it's cool but I just don't believe it.
What are you on and where can I get some.
Mystify people with your intelligence, and if you cant do that, mystify them with your B.S.
If I had a star for every time you brightened my day...I'd be holding the galaxy in my hands
If its a good idea, go ahead and do it, its much easier to apologize then it is to get permission
Don't be afraid of fear let it be afraid of you.
Think highly of yourself, for the world takes you at your own estimate!
Honesty is the best policy, but insanity is a better defense.
Love your enemies in case your friends turn out to be a bunch of bastards.
Those who play the game do not see it as clearly as those who watch.
The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy.
Being defeated is often a temporary condition. Giving up is what makes it permanent.
Question everything. Learn something. Answer nothing
Everything is possible beyond the invisible
Are there many things in this cool-hearted world so utterly exquisite as the pure love of one woman for another?
The best revenge is to be happier than the fuck-wit who tried to mess with you in the first place. And if at all possible humiliate them on national television.
Which of us can say what the gods hold wicked?
It may be an academically interesting puzzle as to why we are gay...but it is much more interesting and important to find out why people are homophobic.
We don't become gay -- or straight -- by talking about these things. Gay is not catching. Hate, however, is. Is it possible to make tolerance catching too?
A man's got to do what a man's got to do. A woman must do what he can't.
I would challenge our society as a whole to move beyond the 'why' and focus on the fact that GAY people 'are'.
The most important thing is to be whatever you are without shame.
Two of a kind beats a straight.
Homophobia is a social disease
I know what Girls like. ;)
Pink sheep of the family!
Your Hate Becomes You...
Well, I don't believe you exist either.
Shock your parents tell them the truth.
If Space and Time are curved, where do all the straight people come from?
I'm an incurable romantic homosexual.
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God loves me the way I am. Gay.
Quality Of Relationship Is More Important Then the Gender...
Some Do. Some Don't. I might
Only visiting this planet...
“Learning to count is good, learning what counts is better.”
Tread lightly…you tread on my dreams.
You don’t know what it is to feel…
I ask not for a lighter burden but for broader shoulders.
We must embrace pain and burn it as fuel for our journey.
When it is dark enough you can see the stars.
The difficulties of life are intended to make us better not bitter.
Yes one must suffer, even in vain, so as not to have lived in vain.
The turning point in the process of growing up is when you discover the core of strength within you that survives all hurt.
Perhaps everything terrible is in its deepest being something helpless that wants help from us.
My mother told me if I didn't stop all this lesbian nonsense she'd send me to an all GIRLS boarding school and I thought, "What's the down side here?"
I do these things I don't understand for reasons I can't comprehend for people I don't even like.
If I can survive, I can be somebody tomorrow.
It is better to die on your feet than to live on your knees.
There's nothing so sacred as honor and nothing's so loyal as love.
The only way to treat something deadly serious is to treat it lightly.
You have to have a darkness...for the dawn to come.
To understand what I have to do you have to understand what was left undone.
You're welcome to believe that the world is a nice, logical, rational, safe place... You'll be wrong, but that hasn't stopped anyone else who thinks the same way.
There would be no one to frighten you if you refused to be afraid.
Someone said to Voltaire, "Life is hard." Voltaire replied, "Compared to what?"
Strength is nothing more than how well you hide your pain
Give me room to stand and I will move the earth…
I cannot go back to yesterday because I was a different person then
Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear – not absence of fear.
Fairy tales are more than true not because they tell us that Dragons exist but because they tell us they can be beaten.
Peter Pan take my hand, Fly me away to Never-Never Land.
I don’t want help I need to know that I am strong enough to make it on my own.
Happiness comes through doors you didn’t even know you left open.
Virtue is knowledge, vice is ignorance, and no one wittingly does wrong.
You left her for this strange, burning kind of girl who hurt you for all the right reasons but in the end was a sinister little bitch…
You said you love me. Don't say it again. Let me live my life and I'll let you live your lie.
I want the pain. I want to be able to feel all the anger and hatred towards me and I want it to hurt. I want to have to beg for mercy and not have it granted. I want to be broken apart and not put back together.
Don’t look back…I’ll be alright…
Leave me in the dark, don’t let the sun come up, let me stay safe, let me stay free…
Straight Americans need an education of the heart and soul. They must understand - to begin with - how it can feel to spend years denying your own deepest truths, to sit silently through classes, meals, and church services while people you love toss off remarks that brutalize your soul. ~ Bruce Bawer
I get sick of listening to straight people complain about, "Well, hey, we don't have a heterosexual-pride day, why do you need a gay-pride day?" I remember when I was a kid I'd always ask my mom: "Why don't we have a Kid's Day? We have a Mother's Day and a Father's Day, but why don't we have a Kid's Day?" My mom would always say, "Every day is Kid's Day." To all those heterosexuals that bitch about gay pride, I say the same thing: Every day is heterosexual-pride day! Can't you people enjoy your banquet and not piss on those of us enjoying our crumbs over here in the corner? ~ Rob Nash
Long ago I lost my soul To some forgotten dream and How was I supposed to know It wasn't what it seemed And even though the last hello Has left me on the floor I don't believe in Romeos or heroes anymore.
Keep the pictures they never change...only the people in them do
Things don’t get better-you just get used to it…
In every ones life there is a love they won’t forget, and a moment when it all began.
When you love someone, you want her to be proud of you. You want her to think that there’s nothing in the world you’re incapable of, and the thought of disappointing her is crippling.
Why didn’t I ever tell her that I loved her? Because once you say I love you, you can never take it back.
The saddest love is to love someone, to know that they still want you, but the circumstances don’t let you have them.
I'll never say I love you cause I really don't care. I'll never talk about feelings cause they aren't really there. I'll never hold your hand cause I'm going to break your heart. I'll never say I'm going to cause I don't intend to start. I'll never look into your eyes cause all I do is lie. I'll never say hello cause I really mean goodbye. And if by chance I really mean forever then I’ll say I'll try but I'll never say forever cause forever makes you cry.
I'm a player who can't be tamed and you're the girl who should've never been in the game. Too bad the two of us can't be the same...
I can stand with the weight of the world on my shoulders I can fight with the toughest of the tough I can laugh in the face of all my insecurities anytime, anywhere, anything. I'm strong enough not to need love.
I don't need love I don't need friends all I need is myself and I'll be OK in the end.
Love isn't worth it.
I could choose to be purely good, but I will not. I could choose to be purely evil, but I will not. I will be neutral. In that way I am free to be what suits me best, and no man can predict my actions. ~Lycorne
It would be a million times easier to fight a demon lord with a bamboo stick, than to cross my sister.
I don't know why I did it, I don't know why I enjoyed it, and I don't know why I'll do it again.
Things do not change, we change.
Don't believe you're the one don't think that this dream is forever it's only a game...
Looking back now on better days, I realize I didn't do all the things I said I would, but all the things I said I wouldn't.
Love is rare...life is strange...nothing lasts...and people change...
A miracle of the human heart is that it may be broken repeatedly yet still remain whole.
Suicide is not chosen--it happens when life exceeds resources for coping with pain.
Damaged people are dangerous, they know they can survive.
There is much darkness to be found in dreams. But you may need to sacrifice your exquisite soul to find it...
I'm not being rude. You're just insignificant.
At least I have a positive attitude about my destructive habits.
Obviously, you mistake me for someone who gives a damn.
I have plenty of talent and vision. I just don't care.
It's not easy proving you're a different person.
Be careful, we all eventually become what we pretend we are.
Don't let pride get in the way. You tried something ... and you failed. It happens.
The eyes of a child are innocent. They can see the world in ways that we have long forgotten.
I'm not going to bend and I'm not going to break, I'm not going to worry about it anymore.
Everyone who lives dies, but not everyone who dies lives.
Is life worth living? That depends on the liver...
A room without books is like a body without a soul.
You can kill a man but you can't kill what he stands for. Not unless you first break his spirit. That's a beautiful thing to see.
Just another freak in normal clothing.
Sanity is the trademark of a weak mind.
Be incomprehensible. If they can't understand, they can't disagree.
We can't all be heroes because somebody has to sit on the curb and clap as they go by.
Judgments passed upon her, she doesn't even care and she's still hoping to fall in love with what's not even there. She is a synonym for broken and within her darkened soul, the tears flow unrestricted but she'll never let you know. So she stares up at the night sky, and drifts within the moonbeam's glow God tells me she's an angel, but that I already know.
It's good to question authority and to fight it just to make things a bit less boring.
Sometimes the streets are dark with something more then night.
The world needs more Heroes.
No one holds command over me. No man. No god. No prince. What is a claim of age for ones who are immortal? What is a claim of power for ones who defy death? Call your damnable hunt. We shall see who I drag screaming to hell with me. ~ Gunter Dorn, Das Ungeheuer Darin. Vampire the Masquerade 2nd Edition Book
The darkness that surrounds us cannot hurt us. It is the darkness in your own heart you should fear. ~Silvetris
I have a firm grip on reality. Now I can strangle it.
Never question authority. It doesn't know either.
The hardest part of flying is learning to spread your wings.
Madness takes its toll. Please have exact change.
I'd explain it to you, but your brain would explode.
I'm sorry if I ever gave you the impression your input would have any effect on my decision.
Do something for the joy of doing it and pray you won't be punished.
I’ve never liked babies. I mean, I’ve always thought, ‘Well, if a baby were more like a chimpanzee, I’d have one.’
Maturity is knowing when and where to be immature
Yesterday I dared to struggle. Today I dare to win.
The important thing is this: To be able at any moment to sacrifice what we are, for what we could become.
Only when we are no longer afraid do we begin to live.
Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.
Courage is being scared to death - but saddling up anyway.
Look at a day when you are supremely satisfied at the end. It's not a day when you lounge around doing nothing; it's when you've had everything to do, and you've done it.
It's not the load that breaks you down, it's the way you carry it.
Become a possibilitarian. No matter how dark things seem to be or actually are, raise your sights and see possibilities -- always see them, for they're always there.
I would not mind you in my head, if you were not so clearly mad.
The person who says it cannot be done should not interrupt the person doing it.
What you need to know about the past is that no matter what happened, it has all worked together to bringyou to this moment. And this is the moment you can choose to make everything new. Right Now.
Someone once asked me 'why do you always insist on taking the hard road?' and I replied 'why do you assume I see two roads?'
Sometimes I just need someone to be there, so the dark isn't quite so big.
True commitment begins when we reach the point of not knowing how we can possibly go on, and decide to do it anyway.
Our background and circumstances may influence who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
A woman is like a teabag…You don't know how strong she is until she's in hot water.
I've been immersed in it too long. My spirit is wobbly and my mind is confused. The hurt has become too great.
War is organized murder and torture against our brothers.
There is no glory in battle worth the blood it costs.
The mistakes you regret the most in your life are the ones you didn't commit when you had the chance.
Oh no, I surrender before her.
Every opponent has its weakness.
You are what you do. You can recreate yourself every second of your life.
Caring keeps you focused.
I think it doesn't matter where we take a stand … as long as we make one.
Warriors like us make our own fate.
More to come laters!!
~Sexy Sammy
Love, Luck, and Lollypops ;)
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