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since: 08-20-02, id: 256443
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Author has written 56 stories for General, Song, Life, Biography, Religion, Love, Friendship, and Family.

"Beauty is the battlefield where God and the devil war for the soul of man." - Dostoyevsky

I'm young, I'm beautiful, and I drive a Golf. Or maybe just two of those things.




1. Misery reviews
so welcome to the part where i forget your name, welcome to the way i give you all of my blame
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 375 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-29-07 - Published: 6-29-07
2. grace of a storm
this love, this love, this love was a rage, the fiercest they come, while i act on this stage, he twirled me out and pulled me back in, his tears became rain became tear drops again...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-31-07 - Published: 5-31-07
3. if you're anything like me reviews
he stood broken with five words in his hands. how could i just turn my back on my brother wavering in my review mirror with a smaller relection. an uncaring girl sat next to my undecisiveness.
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-31-07 - Published: 5-31-07
4. a rose for vivian
she wandered in to fly away, her beauty lit by summer's day, what here! what there! what everywhere, this life to give, this life to share
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 5-31-07 - Published: 5-31-07
5. Desperate America reviews
i float along this desperate america coveting the grandeur bourgeoisie i feel as though i am being fed to the wolves in wait
Complete - Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 335 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-16-07 - Published: 2-16-07
6. wedded bliss
so it's real, a flash of white, a hint of red, shoes to die for, a love to live for...
Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-25-06 - Published: 10-25-06
7. still small voice
based on 1 Kings 19:1112...you saw me, i wasn't big, was i ?, you always seem surprised, when i'm small, when i'm here, when i'm known...
Complete - Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-25-06 - Published: 10-25-06
8. punching bag
why can't i hate you, then, it wouldnt hurt, whenever im your punching bag, that you hit, with hurtful words...
Complete - Family - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-25-06 - Published: 10-25-06
9. i woke without my lover
i woke without my lover/ to the dawn/ i still reached for him/ his scent still lingered/ but i have moved on
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 7-16-06 - Published: 7-16-06
10. Theoretical Tears reviews
my considerations are false / bruises make my age, not years / your lies are all my truths / as i cry my theoretical tears
Life - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-7-06 - Published: 1-7-06
11. First Day of College
the room is so crowded with only me inside/and the doors are locked and i cant escape/can you open a window so i can breathe
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 437 - Reviews: 0 - Updated: 10-12-05 - Published: 10-12-05
12. Finale reviews
those were the times i felt content and secure/where my smiles weren't needed because no one would see them
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-22-05 - Published: 6-22-05
13. Inconvient Shoes reviews
you cant hold me back right now, later hold me down, i'm stepping out to save myself and lose this heavy crown
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 12-20-04 - Published: 12-20-04
14. My silent torture reviews
this is a poem about abuse, a sensitive subject with some, please be advised. "i wish the darkness would fade from my flesh"
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7-19-04 - Published: 7-19-04
15. There reviews
I'll be there when you need a hand up / I can see you falling now
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 2-23-04 - Published: 2-23-04
16. My Better Judgement reviews
this is a bout a friendship where i feel i give more than i get, and that im underappreciated. rated for one word.
Friendship - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-18-04 - Published: 1-18-04
17. Perfect Friend reviews
Now try and see/ Beyond your smiles and plastic grins/ That you cannot be my perfect friend...
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-3-03 - Published: 12-3-03
18. i was alone reviews
I was alone/ Perhaps it was my fault/ I put up a barrier to hide behind/ But you, you were my friend/ You were supposed to know it was there
Friendship - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-3-03 - Published: 12-3-03
19. More Than Words Can Say reviews
Sometimes I'm shy before You/ Sometimes I lie right to You/ And sometimes I just don't care...
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-3-03 - Published: 12-3-03
20. Someone New reviews
Take me away, take me with you/I want to try all the things I have yet to do/Break me today, Make me new/I'm gunna be my own someone, be someone new
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-30-03 - Published: 10-30-03
21. Silence reviews
I am content with the silence we hold between us / It's...comfortable / It's something I'm used to
Love - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10-2-03 - Published: 10-2-03
22. Still Alone reviews
But love won't come quickly/ And I can't move my feet / You're calling me closer / but You're still out of reach...
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 10-2-03 - Published: 10-2-03
23. I'm Not A Soldier reviews
Cause I'm tired of fighting / They say we fight the good fight / But I'm just fighting my life
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 8-13-03 - Published: 8-13-03
24. i met you reviews
i met you on a subway going to first street
Religion - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-12-03 - Published: 8-12-03
25. Waxed floors, and Waxing poetic reviews
"I can still clearly hear my blue converse shoes squeaking on the newly waxed floors of the Los Gatos" My grandmother's death through my eyes and thte days after
Biography - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,795 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 8-9-03 - Published: 8-9-03
26. Existence Is Futile reviews
I guess I live to be disillusioned by a world full of people / But I don't know what I could say to convince myself that I'm strong
Life - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 366 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 8-8-03 - Published: 8-8-03
27. Slipping Away reviews
And you're slipping away from me/I don't know what to do or what to say/I've done all I can to keep you here
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 8-8-03 - Published: 8-8-03
28. And I Screamed reviews
And I screamed, so I cried and I lie...
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-24-03 - Published: 6-24-03
29. You Are Gone reviews
Don't wanna be right here when you are gone/ when you are gone...
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 6-13-03 - Published: 6-13-03
30. Slow Down reviews
Wait a minute/Slow down girl/you're far ahead of yourself/ in this damned world...
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-17-03 - Published: 5-17-03
31. Death reviews
About someone who died earlier than people thought they were supposed to
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 5-17-03 - Published: 5-17-03
32. Halfway to God reviews
Cause you're almost an angel/ Halfway to God ... note: this might have religious themes, but it was not made to be religious
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 5-17-03 - Published: 5-17-03
33. Tomorrow Never Comes reviews
And if tomorrow never comes/I will worship You
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4-4-03 - Published: 4-4-03
34. Away From Here reviews
I'm gettin there / away from here
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 318 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-16-03 - Published: 3-16-03
35. Feel Used reviews
When you're scared and despaired/You come to me 'cause I am there...
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 3-9-03 - Published: 3-9-03
36. Look reviews
I wrote this for a freind who has cancer, and it's about not giving up, and who you hurt when you do give up.
Life - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 378 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 3-2-03 - Published: 3-2-03
37. Just a Kiss reviews
"I didn't know you were gunna be this way/I didn't think you give a care after today" ...no bad words in this one! yay for me!
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 366 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-16-03 - Published: 2-16-03
38. Cold Hearted reviews
And we could live/ But where's the fun in that.... *some bad words*
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 2-7-03 - Published: 2-7-03
39. Just Me N You reviews
this is a really wacky song, lol, it does have a tune, its just...random
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2-4-03 - Published: 2-4-03
40. Broken reviews
So break this/ Make me/Hate this/Hate me/You took me/And tore me/And spit me back out
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 2-2-03 - Published: 2-2-03
41. Maybe reviews
It's ok to leave for a while/We all need time to breathe/I can't tell you how to live/Just/Like you can't tell me
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-28-03 - Published: 1-28-03
42. Anybody's Fool reviews
some bad words...about a girl who's tellin a guy that he took her for granted and how shes way better than him
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 1-27-03 - Published: 1-27-03
43. One Of These Days reviews
bad words...uh its about a girl who's with a guy and the guy's still in love with a diff girl who treated him bad.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 1-24-03 - Published: 1-24-03
44. Easy Way Out reviews
This is a suicide song...darker than I usually write..about someone using suicide as an easy way out of life.. please review
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-20-03 - Published: 1-20-03
45. Where's My Andy? reviews
In a world full of Barbie and Ken dolls/Sometime I feel like a Ragedy Ann *I added more to it! plez review*
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 462 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 1-18-03 - Published: 1-18-03
46. Just Don't reviews
Um my wanna-be rap song...
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 377 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-17-03 - Published: 1-17-03
47. 12 AM reviews
And you think that I love you, and i think, that I let you think too much...
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 1-14-03 - Published: 1-14-03
48. Fade reviews
All the pretty things fade...
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 318 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-11-03 - Published: 1-11-03
49. City Mayors reviews
re-edited and moved to songs...i saw guitar players and city mayors jammin on fourth
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 1-5-03 - Published: 1-5-03
50. I Didn't reviews
Um I was thinking on how the world influences so much on who we are and how we act so yeah..
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 404 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1-5-03 - Published: 1-5-03
51. Another Empty Bottle reviews
references to drinking and smoking, just me on a tangent...about waiting
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 1-5-03 - Published: 1-5-03
52. To You reviews
my friend and I were talking about how different people see us differently, and this is kinda about that and its also about how I see myself compared to how you see me.
General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 12-28-02 - Published: 12-28-02
53. Different reviews
um just a wacky thing really, kinda serious, really not...
Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 353 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-28-02 - Published: 12-28-02
54. A Day in the Life reviews
theres a couple cuss words. I wrote this with the p.o.v. from a punk singer, how their life could ofgone and how they see it now.
Song - Fiction Rated: T - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 472 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12-28-02 - Published: 12-28-02
55. Always reviews
One day I just suddenly was inspired to write a Christian song, and yeah this is it. Please review, it's my first Christian song.
Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 12-28-02 - Published: 12-28-02
56. Love Is reviews
*please review* it was an empty cold night she stood in the background...
General - Fiction Rated: K - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 11-24-02 - Published: 11-24-02
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