"I'd crawl through broken glass to you...
and your name is written in my very flesh
with the knife I'm still longing to use

-Children of Bodom "Touch Like Angel of Death"

ANNOUNCEMENT: Due to a lot of real life things going on, my stories are currently on a temporary hiatus. I'm not sure when I'll get to work on them.

FOI fans: FOI has now been published. Click the button if you wish to buy it. (Edited and more added onto it)

http://www.lulu.com/content/217773

My fanfiction profile: http://www.fanfiction.net/~cartertachikawa

Click here to know more about me:

http://www.webspawner.com/users/akabane/index.html

If you want to hamm it up with me, feel free to IM me if you catch me. Make sure you say who you are so I don't get all confused and stuff and I'll know you're not a stalker. But no IM-ing if you're going to be rude. Respect me and I'll do the same to you. Do otherwise and I don't want anything to do with you. Capisce?

Update 10/28/05: A long overdue chapter of JOL from me to you. Review if you can, I will be most delighted.

Thank you to all who review and put me on their faves. You criticize, compliment, complain, and stand by me regardless what a jerk I can be at times. I thank you for that over and over again like a broken record.

If you review, I usually will take time to review you back (unless I have computer problems or I'm away from the computer for a good amount of time). Seems fair, doesn't it? I want to know about the reviewers myself.

Here's a link to some higher rated and dirtier fanfiction:

http://www.mediaminer.org/fanfic/src.php?auth=61392

Oh and last of all...for those of you who wish to know what I'm currently working on (or listen to me complain about anything and everything in the world), my journals are here...

Livejournals and Greatestjournal: Both of them are friends only now. If you have an lj or gj yourself, don't forget to drop a line in them and I'll add you to them. Usernames are coldwriter (LJ) and bittermemoirs (GJ). And for the record, I got rid of the xanga journal namely cause I have too many already with these two and I like them better.

Drop me a line but be polite. (See, there it is again!) I mean, this is my life and it is my journal.

See ya around!

~CT

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1. Jaws of Love » reviews

What do you do when the person you love becomes your enemy? What if you were told that to save her along with the world, you'd have to kill her? Would you love her enough to do so? (Please R &R)

Supernatural - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Supernatural - Chapters: 15 - Words: 50,162 - Reviews: 207 - Updated: 10-28-05 - Published: 11-21-02

2. All My Dreams reviews

A rock ballad. One of those angst songs. Read and review and you receive a free pet turtle!

Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 6-17-05 - Published: 6-17-05

3. Signature Scrawled reviews

A villanelle. With my signature scrawled upon your soul, I'll do anything. Yes, it's a love poem. Please R & R. Thank you.

Complete - Love - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 8 - Updated: 2-8-05 - Published: 2-8-05

4. The Papers reviews

A man dreads the day that the papers arrive in the mail. When his wife finally retrieves them, he refuses to put his signature down. Flash flction, please R & R. Thank you.

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,096 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 2-7-05 - Published: 2-7-05

5. 13 Miles reviews

A song I wrote on my birthday. Right after I fought with an exfriend. It was his fault for the most part. Not completely angry though. R & R

Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 6 - Updated: 1-20-05 - Published: 1-20-05

6. Sleeping Beauty reviews

A dark, not-so-happily ever after, twisted version of the fairy tale. A kingdom is blessed with the birth of a baby girl. Everyone is invited except one fairy. And she intends to make this child regret being born. Please R & R

Fantasy - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,175 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 1-18-05 - Published: 1-18-05

7. Figments of Imagination » reviews

I was a normal young woman who wanted to be a writer. I had friends and family and my life was good. Then I met my alter ego and everything changed. Now I'm in trouble and only I can keep things from getting worse. (Updated)

Manga - Fiction Rated: T - English - Drama/Fantasy - Chapters: 12 - Words: 30,264 - Reviews: 181 - Updated: 9-13-04 - Published: 11-5-02

8. Fly Away From You reviews

In celebration of my birthday today, I wrote everyone a song! My first metal song ever XD R & R

Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 1-12-04 - Published: 1-12-04

9. Halloween Haikus reviews

(Forgive the lame title) A tad early for Halloween, I know. But it's a couple of haikus I wrote for a horror haiku contest and it would please me greatly if you told me which I can send in. Please R & R.

Haiku - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 24 - Updated: 8-13-03 - Published: 8-13-03

10. Madison Street reviews

A poem about death, I believe. What's funny is that I wasn't trying to write about death. Yet somehow it happened. All around, it's kinda weird...like me. Anyway, R & R

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 445 - Reviews: 25 - Updated: 8-3-03 - Published: 8-3-03

11. Lucky reviews

Yet another mushy love song I managed to cook up while I was overseas this summer. It would thrill me greatly if you guys took a look at it. R & R. Thanks

Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 7-25-03 - Published: 7-25-03

12. Everyone Knows reviews

A song I came up with at the spur of a moment. Hit the E flat note and wrote it out. More about confusion and being lost andor singled out. Please R & R.

Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 25 - Updated: 5-15-03 - Published: 5-15-03

13. Without You reviews

A love song after a very long time. Dedicated to someone special. It was also a spur of the moment type thing, I even had a rhythm to this. Please R &R.

Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Reviews: 30 - Updated: 4-18-03 - Published: 4-18-03

14. Perfect Skin reviews

Pretty girl held captive by dollmaker. Her skin is perfect for him and he'll do anything to have it. First poem after loooong time. Please review, no flames. It's been a while, remember?

General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 537 - Reviews: 44 - Updated: 4-6-03 - Published: 4-6-03

15. Broken reviews

Sad, currently describes how I feel now. It has an alternative beat to it. Another repost of an old song. Please R &R

Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 21 - Updated: 3-24-03 - Published: 3-24-03

16. No Way reviews

A repost of an old poem. I had some trouble about my writing style and whatnot so I made a poem out of it. (Attack of the aggressive poet!) Don't worry, I'm nice. R &R

General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 607 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 3-14-03 - Published: 3-14-03

17. Still in Love reviews

My first song ever, No, seriously, it's the first one I ever wrote. I made changes though. One of those typical rock ballads. Sad and romantic...anyway, please R &R.

Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Reviews: 20 - Updated: 3-13-03 - Published: 3-13-03

18. Can't Let Go Change reviews

About others wanting you to change and you just can't cause you're satisfied with the way you are. Brand new song for a brand new year. Please R &R.

Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Reviews: 39 - Updated: 1-12-03 - Published: 1-12-03

19. Soul's Tapestry reviews

Title changed, thanks GwenYou give so much and then some more. Yet I can't give you very much at all. R &R

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 52 - Updated: 11-5-02 - Published: 11-5-02

20. Understand reviews

A song unlike any I've written, more angrier than usual. I am, however, NOT aiming this at anyone in particular. So r & r and no flames please.

Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 406 - Reviews: 26 - Updated: 11-5-02 - Published: 11-5-02

21. Nonsense reviews

I've been doing a lot of thinking, being in college and all, and I'm still unsure what I want to do with my life. I don't know how many feel like me. Oh well, R & R

Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 353 - Reviews: 29 - Updated: 11-3-02 - Published: 11-3-02

22. Every Now and Then reviews

This song can be taken in both, a romantic and a nonromantic way. I just came up with it last night. First song in a long time. R & R, I hope it came out well.

Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Reviews: 26 - Updated: 11-2-02 - Published: 11-2-02

23. Snap reviews

Everyone I love has let me down because they spend time biting each other with their words. I lost all hope so I'm hoping you can show me ways that things will be better. Ugh, I hate this summary! R &R

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 475 - Reviews: 40 - Updated: 10-25-02 - Published: 10-25-02

24. Crimson, Crimson Everywhere reviews

Crimson, crimson everywhere...on the ceiling, on the floor, on the walls, all from the man sitting at the table where his lover intends to keep him...keep him for eternity.

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: M - English - Horror/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 579 - Reviews: 32 - Updated: 10-18-02 - Published: 10-18-02

25. Found Again reviews

I've been battered, tattered, torn up, and frayed. That was my past and I fear for my future. I thought I had no one so imagine my surprise when you found me...

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 367 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 10-15-02 - Published: 10-15-02

26. Beautiful Mess reviews

I can see how and why I lost my heart. Drown in sleep, knowing that I want nothing more than to spend the rest of my life with you. Should I change the title? Let me know

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 34 - Updated: 10-9-02 - Published: 10-9-02

27. Poetry Running Through Your Veins reviews

I read your story between the hardbound, leather covers. I flip through your pages. You are a mystery. Though I'm depressed, I wrote a happy poem If only you'd let me read your entire story.

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 411 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 10-5-02 - Published: 10-5-02

28. Living Legacy reviews

(Title changed) It's been six years since I lost my father and I haven't written much about him. Well, I finally did. Only it's not about how much I missed him but who he was. Please r & r

General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 641 - Reviews: 21 - Updated: 10-4-02 - Published: 10-4-02

29. My Sweet Comments reviews

I can see you don't care about me for you've shown me your heart of ice. I take back what I said to you. I know they didn't touch it. I'm a little upset, can you tell? R & R

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/General - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 10-2-02 - Published: 10-2-02

30. Whispers reviews

Sucked dry of sweetness, saturated with a sour taste. They're whispers, words strung along and riding around. We've heard them before, ne? Please r & r.

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 9-27-02 - Published: 9-27-02

31. Uninspired reviews

Is it just me or does writer's block seem to be the worst disease any author can get? Drained, dehydrated, and squeezed dry of everything. r & r

General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 9-22-02 - Published: 9-22-02

32. Somehow She Missed The Ground reviews

Sometimes we make mistakes and it feels like we're falling...falling from the sky and caught by a bed of thorns. But there's always a light to show us we're all right. Please r & r.

General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 9-15-02 - Published: 9-15-02

33. All Fades To Black reviews

Nine eleven...tangled up in confusion and taunted by time, we move on. It cut the sky like a blade and darkness dripped down...please r &r.

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 16 - Updated: 9-12-02 - Published: 9-12-02

34. I Look Up At a Crimson Sky reviews

Sometimes I'm ashamed of who I am...sometimes afraid of what I'll be, what about you?

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 18 - Updated: 8-27-02 - Published: 8-27-02

35. She Caught Him reviews

How he wanted to resist her yet he couldn't so he stayed My favorite poem so far. This is what happens when you listen to soft rock at midnight Please R &R.

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 15 - Updated: 6-11-02 - Published: 6-11-02

36. Thrilled To Be Loved By You reviews

A brand new song by me. Please read and review. I really want to know how it was like. Thanks.~CT

Song - Fiction Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 6-5-02 - Published: 6-5-02

37. Run Away With Me reviews

Dark and kind of romantic...I doubt I'd classify this as a pop song though. Check out the song. Please read and review.

Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - General/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 14 - Updated: 4-25-02 - Published: 4-25-02

38. A Writer's Life reviews

I guess this is what I've summed up as a writer's life, good and bad. Came to me last night. Please R & R.

General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 19 - Updated: 8-28-01 - Published: 8-28-01

39. Summertime reviews

A song I came up with on vacation. Though I don't know where I came up with it R & R please

Complete - Song - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 13 - Updated: 7-21-01 - Published: 7-21-01

40. The Sun Was Just Rising reviews

A poem I wrote when I was younger...after losing someone very special. It was my first attempt at free verse...please, please r &r.

Complete - General - Fiction Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 401 - Reviews: 22 - Updated: 5-25-01 - Published: 5-25-01

41. Blue and Red Make Violet reviews

A poem about an interracial relationship and when people disapprove of it. I probably rated it wrong...oh well. Please r & r.

General - Fiction Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 31 - Updated: 4-10-01 - Published: 4-10-01

42. Algebra Or Bane of a 14Year Old's Existence reviews

(Title changed) Don't we all love algebra (insert sarcasm here)? I wrote this when I was in eighth grade and decided to put it up now. This is why I like English and History more. PLEASE READ AND REVIEW!

General - Fiction Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 64 - Updated: 2-27-01 - Published: 2-27-01