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hi i am 15 years old i like poetry and please review them i write what i feel and please read and review i will read yous in return.
Hey guys alot has gone wrong. my boyfriend and i broke up...i have never cried so much in my life...as you can tell the most recent poems are influenced by depression, relationships, friendships, cutting, and pain. now that me and my boyfriend are over you may notice a sadder more depressed tone in my poems so please understand...i hope i can get over this...i loved him so much...the worst thing i on monday i told him i loved him well that was May 19,2003...its May 23, 2003 its friday he broke up with me the same week i told him my true feeligs...damn i am crying again...bye bye i have to go
~*Mandi*~ May 31, 2003
ok i am still very upset about me and my boyfriends break up but now i have more information i am so out of it...after making it a mutural break up on the 28th i made him tell me the truth and he infomed me that he does this every year...he gets all diferent girls from different place...our relatonship was a game he had four other girls...i dont know what todo i actualy loved him...god wat do i do...well goodbye before i get mad...does anyone have any advice
ok i still hate him but i have been trying to avoid him which isnt working grrrr...he wants to humiliate me and screw me up...he wants to get my poems and make copies then spread them around...i dont know what to do...he is the kind of person who would do that and all...at the bottom of my work there is that copy right thing does that mean i can sue him if he does it is i repeatedly said not to?>...well i am going back out with my first boyfriend...his name is _ _ _ _ i cant say unless you ask becuase there are a few ppl i am worried might see this...if anyone noes what i should do please help... bye bye
Hey guys i am feeling alot better but i am on a writers block sorry nothing new but please read and review my work that you have not reviewed...hey i am going to Australia isnt that cool...i am leaving June 26th and will not be back till July 11 no computers how dreadful...well wish me luck ...oh and i have my wonderful boyfriend back isnt that great :) lol so happy well got to go wish me luck on my trip i will be going to Fiji, australia, and New Zealand...love you guys bye bye
~Mandi July 11, 2003
i made it home...it was so coooooooolllll...lol i loved it i have some new poems i wrote well i was there please read them if you want details of my trip ask ok...me and ma boyfriend are together again...g2g bye
~Mandi September 23,2003
hey guys wats up...I HATE SCHOOL.. lol well i have been doing alot better in life and all if i can make it through i know you can dont be afraid to get help ok...i love my boyfriend so much he helped me through this and my friends i owe you guys so much...yes i do stll have some rough time but you wll see i write it down so i can let my feelings out..if anyone needs to talk dnt be afraid to email me ok and just put in subject fictionpress.com...well later guys i got homework *shudders*
Yayayayayayayayayayayay...I got a new boyfriend...Hes sooooooo cool lol...we just started going out like yesterday so i will keep updatin lol...i hope he is different from the rest i think he is...and my friends approve this time
~Mandi November 15, 2003
i have been alot happier this week you can tell by my newest poems not the ones i just put up i have the date on each of them when they where written...he makes me so happi...i love my new boyfriend...guys i happi isnt that scarey...please read and review my work...bye bye
November 23, 2003
hey guys...me and my boyfriend are yeah...leave it at confused...we might just e friends...thats cool, we didnt know each other that well...well let see how it goes...take a risk against wat ppl say and u'll behurtin...i guess i learn sumthin from ever person i meet...i'll be fine...we'll justhave to see how my poetry changes...beides the point am sick and upset, lets see how thigs go. thngs can chnge and all right? like me and one of my ex's are being civil we tal n line and try o be nice thats a change right...well bye guys hope u hear from me soon.
hey yeah me and my boyfriend are no longer together...we will hopefullly stay close...i dont think i will be in another relationship for a while but you never noe...oh that poem that i put up thats my friends that was my boyfriends if neone was wondering...well i am alright for now i just dont want to face school...there are t00 many people that will bother me saying that me and him are still going out...rumors and gossips go around quick when its about people hookin up but it never goes aroun fast enough about people that break up...talk soon ok bye bye
hey guys...i am doin ok...i was bored and desided to tell u guys wat is up...it was a mutual break up between me and my "ex" and yes school was horrible...grrrr...i am ok though...i have bronchitis and my asthma is realli bad so the medicine they have me on is messin wit my moods...i hate medicine...well talk later ok bye bye
Hey guys Happy Thanksgiving...I had to get up at 6 AM this morning and go to my highschool to decorate a pickup truck that i had to sit in for the parade it was pretty gay...i am so sick of family...this didnt even feel like thanksgiving...we are not talking to any of my dads side of the famliy and that is were we always have thanksgiving and we didnt go there this year...the food seemed pathetic like nothing special nothing great...my highschool got murdered at the varsity football game 33-0 we lost against our rivals...i miss how things were when i was little...family was always together and i knew nothing about any of the shit that is happening...i miss that but no i noe everything and how messed up this world is...sometimes i think i should just close my eyes forever so i never have to see the pain and hatred that is there no matter wat it is always there...talk later ok guys and please review my work i noe i have alot but there are so many without reviews and it gets discouraging...
Luv ya all
hey wats up guys. i hate holidays there i always some shit goin on wit family, arguments ad stuff i always get in trouble fo nothing...i hate when people yell its messes me up and it worse wen i am the one that is gettin yelled at...i hate this...when i get in fights wit famly i normally snap...you noe wat i mean...grrrr my lil 5 yer old sis has the flu she has a fever and the highest it went so far was 103.4F thats to hot fr a 5 year old...i dunno talk soon ok oh i think i sould make an Xanga page becuase this journal is getting toooo long...bye
hey guys things are alright here i guess. my past keeps coming bac and messin me up. ma lil sis is gettin better she was almost hospitalized cuz her fever went up to 105.5F but shes gettin better. i have been havin alot of friendship issues and all lately. i hope you guys had a wonderful christmas or whatever holiday you celebrated mine was boring and uneventful. talk later ok please review if you read i am gettin discuriged. bye
hey guys happi new yearhavent written here in a while. i finally made an xanga so i dont have to use this as my journal my xanga is www.xanga.com/xxprincess575xx...check it out sometime...well i have been realli busy with school but i am still writing and all...i have had some difficulties but i havent cut since like november i am getting better. yayay...school has been rough...no boyfriends...i guess thats a good thing...well talk soon check out my xanga and please R&R my poems i will return the favor...bye
hey guys i am so happi...see i am going out with this greatguy and i dont know what it is but i care so much about him this may reflect in sum of my newer writtings that i am doing now...but i trust him so much and i dont think he will hurt me
Newest Update 3-30-04 (March 30, 2004)
hey guys long time no talk lol...so wats up...this are goin pretty gud right now besides family issues...lol i am grounded from everything...i dont wanna get into to much detail here but ne poems i write at the moment may be fueled by pure anger so dont mind me...but on the gud side of things...i have a wonderful boyfriend who is there for me always...i love him so much...and i wanna thank him for everythin he has helped me through...and for all of youi who have known me for a while i have gotten alot better if you understand which topics i am reffering too...school is ok...i am havin sum issues wit a few classes but overall i am doin pretty gud...i am sic of people who say they are ur friend and they lie and hurt yoiu...i have had enough of that...well i gunna go ok...hmmm my poem collection is getting rather large...some people said i should get my poems published...does anyone know how much that would cost and how i would do it...?...well love you guys...if you need me email me...my mom is gettin rid of my aol so email me at email@example.com ok...that is also my aim sn hopeisadream575 ok...ttys bye bye
April 8, 2005
well ummm yea i moved i live in upsate Newyprk now near canada, me and my bf of almost 13 months broke up...i am really upset...i dunno what to do...i still write alot...i have to go bye
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Thanks lot lata
oh you can call me anything most call me Amanda, Mandi, Manda, panda, anything you want doesnt make a difference...oh you can emailmeif you want i wil look and reply lata guys
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