society's crash and burned,
overturn trashcans and washable mascara
running down your face
still you ask me to define disturbing.
really, how fair is that?
music: Celldweller, Stone Temple Pilots, IAMX, Type O Negative, Death in June, MUCC, Nightwish, Shiny Toy Guns, Girl(s) In a Coma (http://www.myspace.com/girlsinacoma), David Bowie, Billy Idol, Gackt, Dir En Grey, The Smiths, My Chemical Romance, Blind Guardian, The All American Rejects, Spoon, Deine Lakaien, Bjork, Linkin Park
books: Frankenstein - Mary Shelley, Going Postal - Terry Pratchett, Cats in the Belfry - Doreen Tovey, The Sandman books - Neil Gaiman, and the book 'I Never Promised You a Rose Garden'
most favourite book: The Other Me - April J. Martins (http://milo2.deviantart.com)
random things: mansions, old gardens, extremely tall men, nerdy scientist characters (Rodney McKay for example), glasses on men, unusual people, baby's breath flowers, lime green, 80ies music and fashion, punks, classic beauty, mythology, bad pick up lines, twists
now i've got to say it's all in the prononciation and oh god i hate this but i think i'm trying to express my thoughts again crazy ain't it especially when you know this just somehow isn't completely possible nor impossible. i'm thirsty. and i think i suffer from paranoia. i love people. but i bruise easily and they turn such pretty colors that i really wouldn't mind them if they didn't hurt so much. you'll never see a more beautiful blueish-green. i need to wear my yellow pants some day. it's 1 am. i think sometimes i'm only trying too hard to be crazy. who wants to be crazy? that's just perfectly insane in the ironic not nice way.