fiftystackfile
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since: 10-16-02, id: 281391, Profile Updated: 11-23-09
country: USA
Author has written 29 stories for Love, Friendship, Song, and Romance.

You're the powder in my veins.
You're the fiftystackfile.
You're the keystone state.


1. Lessons in Esthesia reviews
Let me think with my head, not with my heart. Let it be the other way around for you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-5-05
2. All We Ever Wanted Was Everything » reviews
An overly-obsessive man takes it upon himself to keep his lover protected and secluded from everything but him.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,499 - Reviews: 7 - Updated: 5-17-05 - Published: 4-10-05
3. Clarify the Interlacing
Written about my older sister, who died April 23rd.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Published: 4-27-05
4. The Shape of a Heart reviews
Losing someone can sometimes be most difficult if they're still there.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3-27-05
5. Fingertips
Relationships are fickle, and even the worst of situations can be hard to leave. Rating given for one harsh word.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Published: 3-11-05
6. Curling Iron Burn reviews
They're dangerous.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2-17-05
7. Lips Kiss Needles, Heart Through Heart
Wondering what is hidden behind a straight-plastered face... and eventually finding nothing.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Published: 2-17-05
8. Fifty Stack File
A sleepless girl finds that she must create an alternate personality in order to comfort herself, for she can't let anyone else know how she feels.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Published: 2-17-05
9. Shattered on Contact
Slice me to the beat of the music.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Published: 2-17-05
10. Painful Enough? reviews
Somewhat different from my past few writings, and more my own style. Just the experience and effects of a bad, bad day.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9-14-04
11. Take Care reviews
This is possibly my rawest, angriest piece. I think I'm getting slightly back into my style compared to my previous songs. Details about it inside if you'd care to look. Rating given for one harsh word.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-18-04
12. Set Up to be Broke reviews
This is reflecting me the most. In this I have absolutely no hope and am breaking down, but yet I know that you have to keep strong when no one is believing in you...until you stop believing in yourself.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7-18-04
13. All Fairytales End Sinister reviews
This is a different point than I usually write in. It's about one who has taken their life and as they die, realize that they went again all of their morals and everything they believed in. Unfortunatley, it's too late.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-18-04
14. Eradicate Before the Start reviews
This one is based on having no hope and staying in the same place both in feelings and physically, and realizing that they are going to die and leave behind everyone.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-18-04
15. The Way to Death is through Life reviews
"Now all that's left is our bloody heart and broken tears./The memories live on, and on again they die./Now all that's left is my weathered shade and crumbling tombstone."
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-18-04
16. Stagnant Vitality reviews
This one is hard to describe for me, actually. It's about two people who are close, but yet know nothing of one another. One is innocent and lonesome, compared to an angel. The other seems to thrive on taking away their innocence and life, which compared
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 481 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-21-04
17. Inquietude reviews
A simple, short song that brings into light how no one is capable of knowing what will happen tomorrow.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-21-04
18. Static Pattern reviews
This was written, once again, while I could not sleep. Basically, it's about self-hatred and being trapped in feelings.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 418 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-21-04
19. Deranged Lullaby reviews
"Deranged Lullaby" is a poem/song written in the earlier morning, while I dealt with my insomnia.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5-21-04
20. Exhumation reviews
Composed about myself and a friend, as well as my fictional world of dream, and how my friend is unable to enter it without bringing his own morals and values, which only destroy the world entirely.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 335 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-8-04
21. Barely Dancing reviews
Reflecting thoughts and occurences in my life. It's about not being able to handle stress and people, and eventually figuring out the solution is to destroy the world all together. Of course, I'd never really do that. Wink. Wink.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 565 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-23-04
22. Of Saturnine Mornings reviews
Composed whilst in rough times and hardships. It flows deep into my soul and uncovers messages maybe I'll only understand. About forgiving, forgetting, and being thought of as so unworthy as to not be allowed to breathe in the same air as everyone else.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 538 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-15-04
23. Deviating Occurrence of 16 reviews
Inspired by AFI and the study of numberology. Worth a look. Enjoy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 587 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4-3-04
24. Unpacable Soul reviews
"Malevolence revealed in the belated pages/I can't stand what you've created/So let's stop this iniquitous life/Denoting to a bitter ending..."
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 352 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4-3-04
25. Lachrymose Lethiferous Tearful Death reviews
A poem/song of one who's afraid of death, life, love, trust, and the aspect of eventually becoming nothing.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 532 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-30-04
26. Clandestine Love reviews
A song influenced by past relationships that shows how one can both love and hate their partner. Rated PG13 for implied murder (though it's really meant to be "mental murder", so it's nothing bad)
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-28-04
27. The Dilaniate Heart reviews
Told and written from the view of one who has lost their love and realizes that they'll never be reunited before the end...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-28-04
28. Amalgamate reviews
My views on friendship, including experiences I've gone through as well as meaningful inspiration.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-2-04
29. Fictitious Feelings reviews
My expressed feelings, regrets, and sorrows of that which is related to a guy that impacted my life so little, and yet still extravagantly.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3-2-04