Twisted angel 69
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since: 11-15-02, id: 294596
Author has written 64 stories for General, Love, Life, and Friendship.

Hello I'm Erica! Missunderstood in all parts of the world!!!! I'm nothing speacil, I'm really not. I'll be a sopmore soon and im now 15, soon 2 be put on prozac hurray...life sux then u die...

Hows my life right now:well im coping, have some obtacales with a certain friend goin away agter somthing tragic(i :heart: u lace) and yea

Like poetry, Great now you do!! read my stuff its all real; no bull just my cold raw thoughts no one knows please please reveiw no body reveiws me and i am desprate!!!

After you read my stuff you will slightly undrstand my life *Whoo Hoo!!*(says sarcasticly) o well ne way i hope i dont bore you 2 much with my boreing peices of crap oo yea first of all read dabides stuff its great (hi david) and leave as many comments as possible i just need feed bak

~*~Quotes~*~
"This little sheltered girl
Is what I'll always be
Self loathing,inconsiderate
To scared of what Ill be
I look into the mirror
The WHORE is all I see"Kittie

"I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside."Girl Interrupted

"When you loose a part of yourself to sombody you know it takes alot to let go every breathe that you remeber pictures fade away but memories are forever"NFG

"tell me how this saftey net is working for you, tell me that you dont take that blade and drag it across your skin and pray for the courage to press down"-"lisa Rowe" of Girl, Interupted

"you know theyre are to many buttons in the world...just to many buttons...theres way to many just begging to be pressed...you know they are just begging to be pressed, and it makes me wonder...you know it really makes me fucking wonder...why doesnt anyone ever press mine? Why am i so neglecited? Why doesnt anyone just reach in and rip out the truth and tell me that i'm a fucking whore? or that my parents wish i were dead?"-"lisa Rowe" of Girl, Interrupted
“Everybody asks why I started at the end and worked back to the beginning...the reason is simple, I couldn't understand the beginning until I had finished the end”-White Oleander

“Love humiliates you, hatred cradles you”-White Oleander

“loneliness is the human condition. no one is ever going to fill that space. the best you can do is know yourself... know what you want.”-White Oleander


1. Fresh out of the hospital reviews
my drug relapse
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-3-05
2. Emotional attack reviews
self explanatory
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6-3-05
3. she doesnt love me reviews
about my suicide attempt
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6-3-05
4. Respect me reviews
about how i need respect from someone and how im finally standing up for my self R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8-3-03
5. Secrets reviews
about secrets no not secrets like "omg i luv bobby so much keeep it hush hush" im talking about REAL secrets (i have my fair share) R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8-1-03
6. Destructive reviews
about my friend whos getting hurt in a elationship but refuses to stand up for herself R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8-1-03
7. Look reviews
about how i dont see why ppl stay in my life (look at me) R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-29-03
8. Why do I stay?
about someone who constantly tells me what to do, R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 7-29-03
9. How do i get out? reviews
(pg-13 for suicide refrence) about a recent attempt of suicide, weak poem but i had 2 let it out...R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-27-03
10. See yourself in me reviews
about how i belive one of the reasons my mom hates me is cuz she sees her in me R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7-25-03
11. RIP your dead to me reviews
about a friend who kicked me away then changed R&R pleas
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-25-03
12. My ray of light reviews
about one of my best friends R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-23-03
13. Light will shine through reviews
R&R its reassuring
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-23-03
14. Don't judge me reviews
about ppl who read things breifly and make opions R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-23-03
15. Heather
about my friend heather
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Published: 7-23-03
16. Screaming in silence reviews
a peice im kind of proud of for one its about self injury R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7-23-03
17. Where would I be reviews
about where i would be wth some ppl who i once called friends
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-23-03
18. Back but not for long reviews
next poem about my friend who oded
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-23-03
19. How? reviews
about a friend who oded
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-23-03
20. Lacey reviews
about a wonderful friend ppl cherish, lacey shes a uniqe wonderful misunderstood girl
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7-23-03
21. Ever reviews
its about how most people feel and are to afraid to admitt it because people might think they are messed up hard 2 explain REVEIWS greatly apprecatied R&R PLEASE
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5-18-03
22. Friends reviews
Its about how i lost my best friend yet gained new one and was blind in so many ways in friendship ttill now REVIEWS greatly appractated R&R PLEASE
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-18-03
23. Gone for good reviews
about how someone you love that your not dating leaves you for good, reviews would be highly apracated
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-10-03
24. Black Tears reviews
about how someone emotionally abuses me so much please read im goin through a tough time and would mean alot if i got reveiws
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-10-03
25. It's Really Over reviews
(pg for self injury refrences) its about getting out of deniyal of a break up PLEASE R&R ITS BEEN MOTHES SINCE IV POSTED!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5-1-03
26. I miss reviews
today sucked and so did the weather...this is the outcome of my thoughts today i am proud of this one please read and reveiw please please review lol
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3-13-03
27. goal achieved reviews
just read and review pweeze
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-9-03
28. Emotions reviews
its about how i just cant move on and im obliviuos so yea just read i wrote it instead of crying in study hall im kinda proud of it to
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3-4-03
29. Tried reviews
its about how i have tried everything to make my ex fade outta my life but sumhow it dosnt work i would really appriate reveiws on this and other things i wrote*hint lol* so PLEASE R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-9-03
30. You said to me reviews
well for anyone who thinks theyr life is screwed read this and review it okay. wut this is about is after a fight with my family i talked 2 my ex AKA a good friend now about it and he made alot of sence with wut he said R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2-1-03
31. Insecurities reviews
(PG 4 languge)well pretty bad title didnt kno whut to call it but its about how i act and y i act that way...if u kno me it will explain alot
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-27-03
32. Saved reviews
on 1-24-03 sumthing happened...my exboyfriend saved me from making the biggest mistake ever. its the story in poetic form PLEASE PLEASE R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-25-03
33. Memories reviews
all these memories were flooding my mind and getting me upset...so here is the out come of it R&R please
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-20-03
34. Leave her out reviews
really bad but i got 2 vent so thats good...about my friend who is in love wit my best friend and always no matta wut topic talks bout her and it gets on my nervs like i said bad but R&R ne way
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-20-03
35. Valentines Day reviews
a poem for the heart broken, for those of you that are happily in love you mite not like/agree with this poem R&R please
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-19-03
36. Day by Day reviews
its confusing and may not make ne sense...but i was pissed about how i try to live life day by day but still worry about 2moorw...its not ment 2 be good but R&R ne way
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-18-03
37. One of those days reviews
just about those days you just arnt yourself. i dunno i was very angry and upset when i wrote this its noyt ment 2 be good R&R neway
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-13-03
38. Why? reviews
well its hard 2 explain i was just kinda really depressed when i wrote this so its just a way 2 vent R&R neway
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-7-03
39. Standing on my own reviews
about after the break down stage of a break up you realize you cant lay on the ground crying forver PLEASE R&R!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1-6-03
40. Lying to myself reviews
i tryed lying 2 myself 2 get ova a break up didnt work. this one has got 2 be the worst out of all of my stuff but i got out feelings yea R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-5-03
41. Fail reviews
when you just seem to fail at everything and thats how it will always remain please R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1-5-03
42. Dont you hate reviews
its about those things that just make you break down read and reveiw please
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1-3-03
43. I would have never thought reviews
its bout well like i dunno how 2 explain so please read it
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1-3-03
44. alone again reviews
yes again about my very hard and heavy break up (it really was very harsh)but its about how my life is back to nothing only being alone please R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-30-02
45. one by one reviews
one by one the most dearest people to me leave me
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-30-02
46. look in my eyes reviews
when my former boyfriend broke up with me he refused to look in my eyes and i wish he just could gain the courage to look at what he caused
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12-30-02
47. giving away myself reviews
when i belive someone wont leave i give a part of myself to them but everybody i did left and i have no more of my self please read and review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-29-02
48. The break up reviews
well my boyfriend uhh well now exboyfriend broke up with me for someone else and this explains alot PLEASE READ
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-29-02
49. what do you do? reviews
what do you do when hard problems occur in life
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12-26-02
50. even though reviews
its kinda about my boyfriend but like it could also be about someone else but basicly its bout how you could risk your life for someone when they hardly give you 5 min
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-26-02
51. Next year reviews
a warning letter 2 my well former best friend
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-14-02
52. You said reviews
about how my best friend whom i lost lied a cont. of forever has ended
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-14-02
53. a different girl reviews
how you never know who you truly are until you read your own writing
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12-9-02
54. What have i done reviews
me asking my self what happened to the happy little girl that used to be me
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-7-02
55. Untitledhelp me think of a good one reviews
well once again im being ignored and this one is more deep into how i feel
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12-7-02
56. Mixed thoughts reviews
the state of confusion i am in at this very moment
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-22-02
57. I'm leaving now reviews
this is how i feel practiclly everyday
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-17-02
58. Thing's i wish i could say reviews
this is what i wish i could tell my boyfriend but amscared to, i dont want to loose him
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-16-02
59. forever has ended reviews
this is dedicated to whom i still consider my best friend nicole who i havent taked 2 in two months*tear*
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-16-02
60. What you see reviews
people dont see who i truly am
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11-16-02
61. My biggest lesson in life reviews
its the one thing if i had to warn people about emotions its this enjoy and reveiw
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11-16-02
62. Misery of spring reviews
we had to write poem about spring for english last year this is what i handed in and feelt at the time
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11-16-02
63. Same as a drug addict reviews
Well its not a story yet it is well im comparing how i felt about someone to drugs
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11-15-02
64. Pain reviews
when you cant let your feelings out any other way...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11-15-02